Chapter 1306 Chen Xinyi, Who Hates because of Love 3

She felt guilty about concealing her gender, but she didn't want to watch her attack Sister Lin and the others, and she wouldn't kill them all. As long as Chen Xinyi's backing was destroyed, everything would be fine.

Chen Xinyi watched Feng Tianlan passing by her side. Compared to men's clothing, she was much thinner at this time. The recent incident of the Shen family's destruction and the disappearance of King Shura gave her invisible pain.

Looking at the slender back that left, Chen Xinyi couldn't help but see Mr. Shen in men's clothes. The slender, desolate back had a trace of tenacity, which made her feel distressed, and she couldn't help shouting, "Shen Son..."

Feng Tianlan paused for a moment, then looked back at Chen Xinyi, feeling a little uncomfortable in her heart, but could only apologize, "I'm sorry."

Chen Xinyi stared blankly at Feng Tianlan's exquisite and stunning face, she was still unable to match the handsome Mr. Shen, but at that moment she collapsed again, her eyes were filled with tears, she bit her teeth bitterly. Tooth, "Feng Tianlan!"

"Sorry." Feng Tianlan nodded again, then turned and left.

Chen Xinyi looked at the slender figure. In the cold wind, her clothes fluttered wildly, adding to her arrogance. That icy aura was the same as the Mr. Shen she knew.

"Go down." Chen Xinyi waved the maid back, and stood alone in the pavilion, looking at the peony flowers blooming in the cold wind in front of her, with mixed feelings in her heart.

She also thought that this was a mistake caused by her own obsession. After all, Feng Tianlan coldly rejected her several times, and even said it was a broken sleeve. Even if it was fake, she did not deceive her feelings. Wrong payment, but also bent on saving Mr. Shen, that's why such a joke was made.

She wholeheartedly felt that it was her own fault, she should not blame anyone, she should not hate anyone, if she wanted to blame, she could only blame herself, but...

Chen Xinyi just felt exhausted lying on the table, thinking back to those days when she first learned the truth, she was like a puppet who lost her soul, living her life in a muddle.

In the end, in order to get rid of that wrong love, she wanted to marry Shi Yiqing, but she really didn't feel it. She wanted to be nice to other men, and she wanted to empathize with other men, but she couldn't help but compare them with Mr. Shen...

In this way, it was discovered that those people could not even compare to Mr. Shen's finger.

Maybe, to really love someone, you don't need to pay so much attention, but you can overcome a lot.

Therefore, because of love and hatred, depression becomes a disease.

Later, when she returned home, her father sent her into the palace to be the pawn concubine to balance the court, regardless of her wishes, for the sake of the Chen family.

No one loves her, no one cares about her, she is like a clown, only exists for others, she is humbled into the dust, and nothing can change the fact.

later……

Thinking of what happened these days, Chen Xinyi hid the unbearable heart in the deepest part of her heart. When she raised her head, the cold wind hit her face, which made her sober up a lot.

She raised her hand and patted her cheek lightly. The slight sting made her soft heart harden a lot, and her eyes became firmer.

No matter what, she has to pay Feng Tianlan for this, she, Chen Xinyi, is not something anyone can play with!

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Exquisite yet domineering decorations, colorful and delicious delicacies on the table, all Shen Qingdai liked to eat in her previous life, and there was even a serving of candied chestnuts in front of her, sitting opposite her looked like a different person He Lian Huang.