Chapter 904 Very Happy, No One to Blame

She couldn't do this, so no matter what she had to go through, she had to give birth to this child.

Feng Tianlan raised her eyes and stared blankly at Celine, with a pale face and a loving and firm smile, she was not at all like that lazy but elegant girl, she had the brilliance of maternal love.

She suddenly understood that Sister Lin, who seemed to care nothing and was extremely lazy in doing things, had her own persistence and stubbornness.

Just like sister Lin's trust in her that has not changed for ten years, or like the feelings she has for Helian now.

"I'm sorry." Feng Tianlan lowered her eyes and her voice was full of guilt. If she hadn't only paid attention to Xi Jin that night and stayed with Sister Lin, such a thing would not have happened.

Celine held Feng Tianlan's hand uncomfortably, "Tianlan, don't say sorry to me, this matter really has nothing to do with you, I did it voluntarily. Walk……"

Celine slowly talked about what happened that night, her tone was very peaceful and happy.

That night she went to the West Side Hall, and after seeing Helian, everything was normal, and after asking about it, she realized that it was a conspiracy, and the two wanted to separate, but she found that something was wrong with Helian.

In this deep palace, although it is well protected, I have heard of some conspiracies and tricks, so I guessed something.

Helian asked her to leave, she was reluctant, she was worried, it was she who volunteered, Helian was rational at the beginning, but later he really lost his rationality, and the two had sex together.

"Afterwards, Helian said that he would propose marriage to the emperor, marry me, and say that he would be responsible for me." Speaking of this, Celine smiled happily and bitterly, "But I refused, because I felt that the marriage between the two would Responsibility is not enough, what I want is a marriage because of love, no marriage, no responsibility, no matter how much I like him, I will marry him without compromise, some things cannot be forced."

Not to mention that you can't come by force, even if you force it, it is not sweet, it is torture for both of you, and it increases each other's disgust, so why bother?

It's better to be like this, at least there is still a good memory, at least there will be no separation between the two when we meet in the future, at least it can leave a trace of self-esteem for myself, at least we can have Tianlan as a friend.

If she gets married once, she is afraid that one day she will not be able to hold on, and she will be blinded by jealousy and do something that hurts Tianlan.

Therefore, it is best not to get married.

Feng Tianlan listened quietly to Celine's words, she had her own persistence, she had her own pride, but her feelings for Helian also had her own inferiority complex.

"Tianlan, I really don't blame you for this matter." Celine held Feng Tianlan's hand tightly, with a gentle smile on her face, "Don't blame yourself for anything, we have to blame It is the person who hurt us, how can anything happen, blame the victim for not being careful, blame the victim for not taking good care of us, only blame the perpetrator."

She knew that it was very easy for Tianlan to take matters on her own shoulders, which was good and bad. The only ones to blame for this matter were Shen Yunya and herself, because the former designed it and she did it voluntarily.

This matter can't be blamed on Tianlan's head.

Feng Tianlan's heart was still tight, "Sister Lin..."

"This is a very happy thing for me. I didn't plan to get married. Now I don't have to die alone. I have a child of my own. It is really a very happy thing."