Chapter 1956 Yun Bilu’s Thoughts

? Yun Bilu feels that she is becoming more and more self-aware.

She always thought in her heart that she had been pestering Huang Yize to get him to agree to come here.

In fact, as he said, he is not willing to bring her back.

The sisters in the dormitory also said that when two people fall in love, the relationship reaches a certain point, and the man is very anxious to take the woman home.

Because they cherish her so much, they want to keep their girlfriend as soon as possible and get their family to agree so that they can further discuss marriage.

But Yun Bilu felt that she and Huang Yize were both particularly attracted to each other, and she was the one who brought Huang Yize home first.

As for going to his house, she had been pestering him to agree to it.

Yun Bilu was sitting at the table reading a book, but she couldn't really read it, and she wasn't in that mood either.

She held her chin and murmured: "Is this the wrong way?"

But she doesn't regret it, she just feels that in this relationship, she has been working hard, and maybe her love is too humble, and she has fallen into the dust.

Chu Xin said that women must not be humble in love. You can be like a princess, you can be coquettish and willful. If you are a proud princess and the other party is still willing to pamper you and make you his queen, then he is Hold you high.

If not, then it is very likely that the two of them are not on an equal footing in love.

The more Yun Bilu thought about it, the more headache she got. She scratched her hair hard. Why were feelings so complicated? Why didn't she understand?

She only knew how to do what she felt, without thinking about what was right or wrong.

She would ask herself, does Huang Yize love her? Does she love him as much as she does?

Could it be that she was too greedy? At the beginning, she thought it would be good to see him and hear him talk to her.

But then they got together, and she wanted more. She wanted to see him more, be with him, see him every day, and want him to love her deeply.

I want him to miss you as deeply as I do.

Sighing, Yun Bilu was suddenly a little surprised that she also started to sigh.

Yun Bilu walked to the mirror and looked at herself in the mirror. Her face was not very good, her bright smile was gone, and the brilliance in her eyes was not as good as before.

Yun Bilu rubbed her face vigorously with her fingers.

Do you really want to deny your previous efforts and efforts just because of such a sentence?

Reason and emotion were always fighting in Yun Bilu's mind.

She threw herself on the bed and looked at the ceiling, thinking deeply.

In fact, she understood that if Huang Yize hadn't thought that way in his heart, he wouldn't have said such words.

Some words are said because of what is in the heart.

Maybe it was because Huang Yize was very busy, or maybe it was because Yun Bilu didn't behave strangely, so no one could see the change in Yun Bilu's heart.

Yun Bilu is the kind of person who hides the hurt in her heart, so she always gives people a feeling of invincibility and power.

Huang Yize usually goes shopping with Yun Bilu in the evening, talks and eats with her.

Recently, Yun Bilu has been cooking her own meals. She feels that it is better to work harder to provide food and accommodation in other people's homes.

Moreover, she had no use for most of the new clothes, jewelry, cosmetics, skin care products, etc. he prepared for her.

One or two pieces of clothing are enough to change. She doesn't want to wear jewelry. She doesn't use cosmetics. She has moisturizing skin care products in her own bag. Apart from basic daily necessities, she doesn't need the rest.