Chapter 2320 It's Not that Simple

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The woman's voice was soft, but what she said made Ye Fan feel like a heavy hammer in his heart.

Looking at Su Qingxue with red eyes, Ye Fan couldn't hide the pain and guilt on his face.

It's not that he doesn't understand, it's just that he has been avoiding this question before, but now, it's time to face it.

Su Qingxue's thoughts, although somewhat biased, also have her reasons.

Even if she remembers the memories of the two generations, by that time, she will no longer be the pure "her" she is now.

In a person's mind, there is an extra life that does not belong to her, a life that is much richer than her own!

This is like being taken away by someone, it is an unspeakable fear!

Thinking in another way, if Ye Fan remembers his last life, and the women started to be with him because they liked him in the last life, this feeling...would it feel good?

The point is, who can guarantee that after the memory is fully restored, will the current personality and current memory be retained?

If the current life becomes a dream that is gradually forgotten, what is the difference between death and death?

"Husband... I really want to know, during the half a year or so that we have been together, has Husband ever treated my concubine as an independent woman, instead of the Su Qingxue in my dream?

Is there such a time that your husband treats my concubine so well, just because she likes my concubine, not her..." Su Qingxue asked with teary eyes.

Ye Fan said with difficulty: "Xiaoxue... I can't lie to you, I admit, if it wasn't for your looks, I probably wouldn't have married you in the first place.

But, when I was with you, I didn't regard you as a substitute, the you now, and the you in my dream, to me... are all you..."

"But I'm not her!" Su Qingxue said sadly: "I like to smile at my husband, I like to rely on my husband, I don't have that much ambition...

We are obviously different people, how can my husband help us to be one person?

If it was her, she would definitely not be able to tolerate the concubine's body, the memories of the concubine's body, the memories of these eighteen years, the memories of being with her husband...all will disappear...

Husband really don't mind? Don't you have any regrets? "

Ye Fan frowned, shook his head and said, "No, even if you recover, you still have an extra memory. How could you erase your own memory?"

"If you don't want to remember, you will naturally forget...She...isn't it for the sake of your husband, can she not have all the women in the world?" Su Qingxue smiled miserably, with deep fear in her eyes.

Another self, making her feel uneasy.

Ye Fan was speechless in a daze, recalling Su Qingxue in his mind, he knew that all of this was possible...

The point is, he really doesn't know if Su Qingxue will keep her current memory once she fully recovers.

If the princess disappeared, wouldn't he... be equal to "killing" her with his own hands.

Infinite entanglements, like countless thorns, spread all over Ye Fan's heart.

He couldn't move an inch, and his brain couldn't continue thinking.

"Let's all calm down first... Your condition is stable now, so stop the medicine for a while."

As Ye Fan said, he got up and wanted to go out the door.

Seeing that the man was about to leave, Su Qingxue hurriedly stood up and asked, "Husband! If my husband insists on 'her' coming back... as a concubine, I am willing to continue drinking medicine...

If there is no husband, the concubine is also a short-lived person... The concubine does not want to... make it difficult for the husband. "

Ye Fan took a deep breath, feeling his heart sink even more, he turned his head and said: "Xiaoxue, I won't force you to make any decisions, I just want you to be well.

The day after tomorrow, the Holy Emperor's imperial examination will be held, so let's think about it after the imperial examination is over."

After saying that, Ye Fan silently walked back to his room alone.

As soon as he got outside the door of the room, he saw Chu Yunyao was holding a cup of coffee, leaning on the railing, riding the night wind.

Ye Fan saw the woman's graceful figure, but he was not as impulsive as usual.

"Little Yaoyao, tonight...I'm not in the mood, I'm sorry," Ye Fan smiled wryly.

"You're overthinking, I'm just sitting here drinking a cup of coffee," Chu Yunyao said lightly.

Ye Fan nodded, sat on the railing, bowed his head and remained silent.

"I told you earlier... The real problem begins when Su Qingxue's memory comes back. Are you not even mentally prepared for this?" Chu Yunyao glanced at the man and said.

Ye Fan looked up wonderingly, "How do you know, what am I thinking?"

"Are you stupid? This is my yard, where is there no monitoring from me? What's more, there is still the possibility of the enemy sneaking in..." Chu Yunyao said without hesitation.

Ye Fan was speechless, but he wasn't in the mood to care about the woman's monitoring, and sighed: "The things at home...compared with watching the stars at night and the moon in the misty night, the headache is much more...

If my sword could directly cut off these three thousand threads of troubles, that would be great...

Little Yaoyao, what do you think I should do? My mind is in a mess right now, I was obviously saving Qingxue...but now it seems like I'm killing her instead. "

"Don't ask me, I don't know," Chu Yunyao said.

Ye Fan smiled wryly, "There are still questions that can stump you..."

"It's easy to do scientific research, but it's not so easy to be a human being." Chu Yunyao took a sip of coffee, looked at the distant night sky, and whispered.

Ye Fan glanced at the woman, lost in thought.

A sleepless night.

In the morning, Ye Wanqing ran to Ye Fan's house with glutinous rice balls in her arms.

"Brother! Why didn't you go to have breakfast just now, sister-in-law Gillian made a lot of delicious food!"

Ye Fan lay on the bed, staring blankly at the roof, "I don't have much appetite..."

"Brother! Then let's go out for a stroll at noon!

Ye Danqing said that it had been a long time since I saw her, and it happened that the second brother was also there, so let's go out to a restaurant to have a meal together!

Tomorrow is the Holy Emperor's Royal Examination, and everyone will run out of time! "Ye Wanqing said.

Ye Fan sighed, "Good girl, Qinger... you guys go, I'm not in the mood."

Ye Wanqing pouted, "Brother! Have you become a sword god and you don't want to be with us juniors anymore?

At any rate, we grew up together, Ye Danqing has already reserved a seat and waited for you."

"I don't mean that..." Ye Fan couldn't laugh or cry, thought about it, it would be good to go out to relax, so he got up and said: "Then let's go, I really admire you girl."

Tangyuan stared at Ye Fan with her small eyes for a while, then yelled in a low voice, "Well", then kicked her short legs and jumped onto Ye Fan's shoulder.

Ye Fan knew that the sloth bear must have seen that he was in a bad mood and was trying to comfort him, so he couldn't help but smile and pinch the belly of the glutinous rice balls, "You have a conscience, I'll buy you more delicious food today."

With his younger sister and glutinous rice balls, Ye Fan walked out of the yard after making a simple appearance.

All the way to the restaurant that Ye Danqing booked, it was the place where Ye Fan went out to eat when he first came to this world.

What a coincidence, the same place, the same seat.

Ye Danqing and Ye Hang arrived early, and when they saw Ye Fan and Ye Wanqing approaching, they smiled and waved hello.

"Haha, brother, you are here. I was wondering if you would wear a mask. Your feelings have changed," Ye Danqing said with a smile.

With his level, it is naturally impossible to know that Ye Fan is the God of Swords. He just thinks that Ye Fan has been hiding recently.

Ye Hang and Ye Wanqing didn't say anything, but they couldn't hide their pride for their elder brother.

Ye Fan took the jug and poured himself a glass, "How are you doing recently, can you go to the Holy Emperor's Imperial Examination tomorrow?"

"Come on! Are you kidding me! The Holy Emperor's imperial test compares writing, I'm still going!" Ye Danqing rolled his eyes.

After chatting for a while, Ye Fan couldn't help being stunned, because two familiar figures appeared on the street below the restaurant.