Chapter 311 His Name Is Dad

Shu Ya didn't know until now that she was the one who held grudges the most, and her father never cared about her.

Why didn't she guard the door more after she sneaked home in the first year, why didn't she come back the next year, and why did she decide that her father would still kick her out of the house.

All she thought, she thought her father would drive her away, she thought her father didn't forgive her, she thought her father locked the door just to pretend she didn't exist.

The room was quiet except for Shu Ya's sob.

Han Mo's eyes fell on the notebook not far from the desk.

Shu Ya also noticed the book beside her.

The black book is a little old, and it looks like it has been used for a long time.

Except for Shu Ya's photos on the desk, they are basically kept as they are, including Shu Ya's books, pens and some small objects.

But she didn't have this black book before. Out of curiosity, Shu Ya opened it slowly.

On the title page was written two words, Shu Qiang.

It turned out to be my father's book.

Shu Ya paused for a moment on her father's name, hesitated, and continued to look back.

"I saw Xiaoya on TV today. I was really excited. It was the first time I saw her in more than a year. Where is it, now it's alright, Xiaoya has actually acted in a TV series, and you can find news about her in the future."

"There is actually Xiaoya in the list of main creators just announced. This is her first time as a heroine. I hope this child can live up to her expectations. An old man is so embarrassed to watch a youth love TV series. I will watch it secretly tomorrow. This is my girl. For the first time as a starring role, a historic moment."

"Today's premiere at 0:00, Xiaoya has entered the film industry. She sleeps for a while, and then wakes up at night to go to the cinema to watch the film that premieres at 0:00. I haven't been to the cinema for decades. I'm really embarrassed."

Shu Ya turned the pages, every page was densely filled with words, every page had a date, and everything was about her, every sentence, every word, every punctuation mark, There is tenderness, doting and gratification in his father's words.

Han Mo stood behind Shu Ya, his eyes wandering across the diary.

Every word is so simple,

However, it is directly shocking. He once thought that his feelings for Shu Ya were comparable to those of Shu Qiang. He could do many, many things for Shu Ya. It was only now that he realized that what he had done for Shu Ya was far inferior to that of Shu Ya. One ten thousandth of his father's.

The love silently paid for her daughter is thicker and more profound.

"I just found out that I have cancer. I'm really helpless. I never thought that I would have something to do with cancer. In fact, I'm very scared. It's the first time in my life. It's not the fear of death, but the I have a lot of regrets, and I am ashamed of Shuya. If God gives me another chance, I must praise Shuya well and tell her that she is the pride of my father. I will definitely care more about her and spend more time understanding she.

But it's too late, I know that death is quietly approaching me, death is not scary, I'm just afraid that I won't be able to see Xiaoya again, if there is an afterlife, I hope to be her father again and tell her how much I love she"

This is the last piece of the diary. Shu Ya closed the diary and suddenly got up and ran out of the room.

At this moment, Shu Ya didn't think about anything, she just wanted to run to her father's side, and the cold wind hurried past her ears.

The streets are full of Thanksgiving specials, Thanksgiving ads, Thanksgiving shows.

People are noisy, but they forget the meaning of the festival itself.

Shu Ya hated herself for not going home earlier, why she waited until her father had cancer before coming back to visit, why she was so stubborn back then, why she didn't insist on calling home, not answering twice, twice, three or four times. all over.

If she could have come back earlier, if she had known her father's mood earlier, if she had been more understanding and tolerant at the beginning, would there be a different result now, or would there be no regrets.

There are too many whys, too many ifs, but life has no ifs, and it cannot be repeated.

Her father spent her whole life telling her the depth of her father's love, but she didn't have time to say, "I love you."

The operation was still going on, Shu Qiang lay peacefully on the operating table, with his eyes closed, a gratifying smile hung on the corner of his mouth.

Shu Ya stood at a fork in the road, and the pedestrians came and went in a hurry.

Suddenly a familiar voice came from above the big screen on the building not far away.

"Always ask for you but never say thank you

It's not easy until you grow up

Every time I leave, I always pretend to be relaxed

Smile and say go back, turn around, tears in your eyes"

Shu Ya raised her head abruptly. The Thanksgiving micro-movie was playing on the big screen. It had already played to the end, and the theme song was playing slowly.

She could hear this voice at once. It was Han Mo's voice. The voice continued, low and magnetic, without any skills, telling the story in the song simply.

The front of the big screen was already crowded with people. Many people started watching the micro-movie before it was broadcast. Originally, they just took a glance at it, but they stood in front of the big screen for half an hour.

Shu Ya's heart was severely shocked, and she couldn't take another step.

Like many people, she doesn't understand her father. She knows only now that her father is, even if you get good grades, he won't praise you too much, even if you become beautiful, he won't praise you directly Beautiful, but when you are in trouble, he will always encourage you; when you are sick, he will always take care of you. This is the father, maybe there are not many words, but the love is very sincere.

Shu Ya continued to walk to the hospital, but her singing voice was floating in the air of southern Jiangsu, hovering over the city. No matter where you are, you can feel and hear his melody.

"Time slow down, don't make you grow old again

I would like to use me to switch your years to stay

What can I do for you, dad

Take the trivial concern."

Shu Ya has slowed down, she firmly believes that her father will succeed in the operation, because he has not yet heard Shu Ya's expression of love for him.

Because there are still many things that have not been done, and only belong to their father and daughter.

This song hovered over southern Jiangsu, but it touched thousands of people.

"He was the first man to hug me, he was the first man to hear me cry and see me laugh, he was the first man to call me baby, he was the man I believed he would do , he is the man who dares to tell me that he will always accompany me to the end, he is the man who thinks that I am the best and the best regardless of whether I am right or wrong. His name is: Dad!"