Chapter 515 Shu Yishan's Past

"kindness."

"I suffered a lot."

"They beat me, scolded me, said ugly words, and even said they wanted to remove one of my legs."

As Shu Jingguang spoke, he looked at his daughter Shu Yishan, hoping to win her sympathy, "Now, the teeth in her mouth are moving a little because they slapped her."

And sure enough, upon hearing this, Shu Yishan, who was watching TV, frowned and his ears moved involuntarily.

"But fortunately, it's nothing serious. It's okay now."

Shu Jingguang felt warm in his heart. Although it was just a simple gesture from his daughter, it also let him know that his daughter still loved him and didn't want him to be hurt.

"That's good."

Ning Tianlin nodded, "Well, uncle, you must be tired after suffering so many grievances and struggling for so long. I have asked someone to prepare a room for you. You can go and rest quickly."

After thinking about it, Ning Tianlin was ready to let Shu Jingguang rest quickly. The relationship between him and his daughter was not formed in a day or two, and of course it would not be completely resolved because of one or two things.

But reconciliation should still be possible, after all, both of them care about each other.

"Yeah, that's fine."

Shu Jingguang sighed, feeling a little unhappy. There was nothing he could do about it. Until now, his daughter had not said a word to him and was just watching TV. However, just as he stood up and was about to leave, he couldn't help but look at Shu Yishan and said seriously, "Yishan, I have really changed! I will never gamble again!"

"I know it was dad who was sorry for you before, but I was just a beast!"

"I hope you...can forgive Dad and give Dad one last chance."

After saying that, he stared at Shu Yishan very seriously and nervously, hoping that she would look back at him. After waiting for nearly a minute, Shu Yishan's eyes were focused on the TV and not looking at him.

"Why."

After a long time, Shu Jingguang sighed, turned around and left with the waiter, heading to the resting place. He just turned around and didn't notice that just as his figure disappeared into the UFO hall, two lines of tears fell from the corner of Shu Yishan's eyes.

It flowed down her cheek and wet her clothes.

And he slowly turned back and glanced at the aisle where there was nothing there.

"Yishan, why are you doing this?"

Ning Tianlin also felt a little uncomfortable. He could solve all material and life problems through various methods, but he was helpless about this relationship. Are we going to take action and erase the painful memory of Yishan?

But you must know that this kind of memory existed when Shu Yishan was very young and lasted for nearly ten years. If these memories were erased, Shu Yishan would lose most of his memories. If this and that happened, it could be said that he was no longer independent. He, Ning Tianlin, would not do this.

Just looking at Shu Yishan's appearance now, he really didn't feel well.

"I don't know either." Shu Yishan shook her head and choked, "I don't know why. I just don't want to forgive him. I can't get over the hurdle in my heart."

"Tianlin, you don't know, and I have never told you, that my mother left home when I was eight years old because she couldn't stand his gambling, and he almost lost all the family property. quiet!"

"I remember clearly that the night before my mother left that year, she hugged me and cried all night. But my father gambled again!"

"The next day, I saw a letter left by my mother on my bedside. I still remember what was written on it. I will never be able to read it in my life!"

Shu Yishan's eyes were red from crying. She wiped her tears with her hands and cried, "My mother said in the letter that she doesn't want to leave this home or me, but if she doesn't leave, she will be detained by me." Go and gamble at the casino!"

"At that time, my mother said that my good father had promised a gambler in the village to use my mother's body to pay off his gambling debts!"

Speaking of this, Shu Yishan's eyes showed a look of pain that Ning Tianlin had never seen before, "I was still young at that time and didn't know what my mother meant when she said these words, but I kept it firmly in my mind. In my heart.”

"I will never forget it in my life!"

"When I grew up and became sensible, I rarely went back to that home and stayed at school all day. I really don't know how I survived those years."

"Tianlin, you may not believe it. When I was in junior high school, I ate leftovers from my classmates, accepted their charity, and endured the rolling eyes and cynicism of some people. At that time, if it were not for compulsory education, The tuition fee was waived and the school waived my accommodation fee. I don’t even know if I can finish junior high school.”

"Because my father doesn't care about me and has no money to support me! As long as he has money, he will gamble! Only occasionally when he wins money and is happy, will he remember that he has a daughter like me and buy me some good things. Come and see me at school!”

When Shu Yishan said this, she stopped crying. Perhaps she was really disheartened. "When I was in high school, I earned all my tuition, book fees, living expenses and other expenses myself!"

"I sold newspapers, delivered milk, and used my summer vacation time to work as a nanny in other people's homes, cooking and washing clothes for them!"

"The funny thing is, when my father learned that I was doing this to make money, not only did he not care about me, he would occasionally go to school and ask me for money to pay off debts and gamble!"

"In those years, I never wore a new piece of clothing or ate a bite of snacks. I even went to the brick kiln to move bricks during the summer vacations of my sophomore and senior years in high school, because only there could I earn one yuan a day. One hundred and seventy-five dollars!”

Looking back on the past, Shu Yishan didn't feel the fulfillment or hardship of life. She only felt sad. If her father hadn't gambled, she wouldn't be like this!

She will be like other children, with delicious food to eat and new clothes to wear. She only needs to study hard and not worry about the rest. Her childhood and adolescence really didn't have to be so miserable!

"Tianlin, do you still remember that I once told you that sometimes, when my father is in a hurry, I will find a way to raise money for him."

Ning Tianlin nodded. The first time he saw Shu Yishan after his rebirth was to earn money for his father to pay off his debts.

"But you may not know." A self-deprecating smile appeared on the corner of Shu Yishan's mouth, "I'm not pitying him! I just don't want anyone to beat him to death! If he really dies, I will never be able to see him again in this world. Without a family, he becomes a lonely child.”

"Although he is my father, it is he who has deprived me of a complete family!"

Shu Yishan had closed her eyes and let her tears fall again. Looking back at the past events at home, all she could think of was sadness.

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