Chapter 864 Elsa’s Inner Struggle

“I don’t know I don’t want to hear it I don’t believe it!”

Elsa covered her ears and squatted on the ground, shaking her head vigorously.

How can you accept this kind of thing?

Suddenly a few people came out and said that you are not your parents' child, but another person's child. You just borrowed that woman's belly to experience the birth process again... Who would believe this?

Regardless of the authenticity, even if it is true, it is difficult for people to accept it!

Family members who have always lived together suddenly become strangers who have nothing to do with each other? Who can accept this drastic change?

Even though her mother was so weak, she still tried her best to take care of herself until she grew up.

Although his father is often away from home, he always brings delicious food and plays with him every time he comes back. The way he looks at her is clearly looking at his daughter. If she is not his daughter, how could he love her so much? Own! ?

At least Elsa herself couldn't accept it!

impossible!

Everything he said was false!

This is not true!

"This is true, I'm not lying to you, you must believe me, Ellu, I am your Uncle Hal!"

Halkamanda is anxious to get Elsa to accept her.

Tang En stopped him, shook his head, and whispered: "Don't force her."

"But……"

"Let her accept the truth slowly."

In fact, Elsa should have noticed her abnormality a long time ago.

She has possessed strength far beyond that of her peers since she was a child, and even stronger than an adult male. If she could only explain it in terms of talent, it would be too incredible for this talent to appear in a little girl - let alone many people. Everyone knows that the so-called "dragon power" talent is not too rare, but no one has ever been able to obtain such abnormal power like Elsa.

Elsa has long suspected that there is something "wrong" with her, so she has been deliberately controlling her power, and she hates others calling her "Weird Girl" - don't you see, because she calls her eldest sister "Weird Girl" behind her back? , Danny, Tom and the others suffered so much.

Occasionally, she would dream about growing wings and flying leisurely in the sky. Although the flight was unstable and not fast, there was no doubt that she was flying with her own wings - it was an extremely real feeling. At times, Elsa couldn't tell the difference between reality and dreams.

When she was a child, she even sneaked up to the tree and jumped down - because she always felt that she would grow wings and fly - if her body were not strong enough, she would have fallen to her death.

However, all these visions have been answered today.

Her background is indeed unusual, not only unusual, but also terrifying!

Dragon clan!

Who dares to believe it?

The so-called strange power is just the normal power of the dragon clan. After being re-conceived by Clara, her current power has not yet grown. If it fully grows, her power will grow further.

The flight in the dream was not fake, but the memory of when she was Erhaksha - although the surface consciousness has lost that part of consciousness, the soul has not changed, and the deep memory still exists in the soul. As long as the soul If they are immortal, those memories will not disappear and will eventually be found by her.

only……

Elsa dreaded that day.

She was afraid that after regaining her memory, she would no longer be herself.

She was no longer Elsa, but became what they called Erhaksha.

When you are no longer yourself? Who can accept this cruel reality?

At least Elsa couldn't.

If this happened to Tang En, I'm afraid he wouldn't be able to accept it.

Changing memories is as terrifying as changing a person or identity, and the meaning of your current existence has completely disappeared.

Tang En knew Elsa's worries at the moment.

The problem she is facing now is actually split personality (actually not, she just thinks so), also known as dissociative personality disorder - the worry that another self in memory will replace the current self.

There is no doubt that her situation is very similar to that of Ilia, except that Ilia is the reincarnation of the goddess. She is very aware of her situation, and she often observes the world through Ilia's eyes. Her main consciousness also passes through her spirit and her own surface consciousness. Through communication and guidance, she can easily accept the current situation. In the future, when she grows up and slowly accepts the awakening of her main consciousness, it will be very smooth.

If you resist like Elsa, you will be rejected, and you will reject your own past.

In fact, both Elsa and Elhakosha are self-aware. Even if they accept the truth and accept Elhakosha's memory, the memory of being Elsa will not disappear, and the consciousness will be more It won't change, she is still her, and if she clearly realized this, she wouldn't be so scared.

Maybe what she needs is comfort.

Tang En squatted down and hugged Elsa from behind.

The warm embrace made Elsa tremble, and then she subconsciously shrank into Tang En's arms. The crying girl raised her head and glanced at Tang En, hoping to get some comfort from him.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Tang En said softly: "Whether you are willing to accept your past identity or not, I am still your big brother."

"Brother Tang En!"

Elsa cried "Wow" and started crying again: "I'm really scared. I'm scared that I will no longer be myself. Are what they said true?"

"……it is true."

After only a moment of hesitation, Tang En decided to tell her the truth.

White lies will not bring her much comfort, but will arouse her resentment after the truth is revealed. It is better to let her face the reality.

Before Elsa could speak, Tang En hugged her and said in a deep voice: "But you don't have to be afraid, whether it's Elhakesa or Elsa, you are all you, Elhakesa's memory It won't replace you now, and Elsa can't disappear either. You two are the same person."

"But, but that is another strange memory——"

"That's still your memory, isn't it?"

Tang En smiled and rubbed her head, and said: "Whether you are willing to accept the reality or not, the reality will always be there and will not change. Ellu Haksha is who you were in the past, and Elsa is who you are now. You don't have to Worried that I will disappear.”

In addition to worrying about her disappearance, the reason why Elsa is so sad is that she doesn't want to deny her current family members - her grandparents, grandparents, parents, and her parents have nothing to do with her anymore, so wouldn't she become a stranger?

Tang En knew her fear very well, so he said: "Besides, you don't have to worry about Aunt Clara and Uncle Alberton not wanting you. Don't forget, they have known your identity for a long time, but they have always regarded you as their biological daughter. They raise you in the same way, doesn’t that show their love for you?"

Tang En thought for a moment and asked another question: "Do you think in a family, which one is more important, the blood relationship or the nurturing relationship?"

Elsa was startled: "Of course it's blood..."

"Wrong, very wrong."

Tang En shook his head: "No matter whose child you are, your parents who have worked hard to raise you are the ones you should really respect and be filial to. The so-called blood relationship is not as important as you think - it's just that Usually parents will not abandon their children, so the blood relationship we usually talk about often includes the nurturing relationship, and with the extra points, it naturally feels more important."

The theory of blood is still the mainstream in Purandar, so blood relationship is taken very seriously. Tang En's statement is simply challenging everyone's three views. Even Elsa is shocked.

Tang En gently wiped the tears on Elsa's face: "Think about it from another perspective, after the biological parents abandoned the child, if it were not for the adoptive parents who raised the child, the poor child would have died long ago, right? Isn’t abandonment a very cruel act?”

Elsa nodded subconsciously. The confused girl felt that what Tang En said was very reasonable, but the common sense in her heart made it difficult for her to break through the concept in her heart...

"Okay, let's change the angle."

Tang En shrugged and said: "Although you are not Uncle Abaddon's daughter, even if Eluhaksha's purpose is to use Aunt Clara to reshape her body, you are still Aunt Clara's child. ? This is beyond doubt, so it is correct to say that you are her biological daughter, right?"

Elsa nodded.

"Uncle Alberton and Aunt Clara are husband and wife, so it's correct that you are their daughter, right?"

Elsa nodded again.

"Then what are you afraid of?"

Tang En asked back: "You don't understand at all. I'm afraid it's the two of them who should really worry about being abandoned, right?"

The daughter she raised finally knows her true identity, a noble bloodline from the dragon clan. Can she still accept her parents as mortals? ——This worry is inevitable, and may even be what Abaddon and Clara have been worried about all along.

Elsa came back to her senses, and her chaotic mind suddenly became clear.

Yes, since mom and dad have never mentioned this matter, it means that they have always raised her as their real daughter. They love themselves so much, how could they not want themselves because they know this?

That’s right, there’s absolutely no need to worry!

Thinking of this, Elsa finally came to her senses, but at the same time, a question also came to her mind.

Are you really that "Eluha Kesha"?

Really a dragon?

It's not such a big coincidence, is it?

At this time, Harkamanda, who had been silent next to her, stepped forward, looked at Elsa and said: "Maybe you will doubt it, but I have a gift from the king here. After you accept it, you will not There will be such doubts.”

Gift?

What gift will it be?

Elsa looked confused, and then she saw the gift Halkamanda took out.