Chapter 491 Surprised

It is full of painful memories, memories of waking up in the middle of the night, which cannot be touched at all, and every time you just touch a corner, your body will tremble uncontrollably.

An Xia pursed her lips.

She felt that Fang Yue was in pain at this moment.

I also feel that Fang Yue now needs to express all kinds of fears in her heart.

An Xia held Fang Yue's hand.

He still held his hand, but was held tightly by Fang Yue.

It seems that the drowning person grabbed the driftwood in despair and got the hope of survival.

He held it so tightly that the knuckles of both of them turned white.

An Xia let her hold her tightly, and said in a deep voice, "Fang Yue, it's all over, it's all over."

Mu Sada is dead, and the fear he once put on Fang Yue should also be buried with Mu Sada's death.

"Yes, it's all over." Fang Yue smiled, smiling like a ray of sunshine pouring out of the dark clouds, she asked An Xia, "Should I completely forget those memories that follow like a shadow?"

"Memories are a person's past, and there is no way to erase a person's past." An Xia said rationally, "You don't need to forget, but you need to learn to let go."

"The more you avoid those pains, the pain will follow you. For you, the best way is not to forget, but to let go and walk out."

It's not forgetting, but... let it go and come out?

Fang Yue thought wistfully, how to let go?

How can I let go of the pain I have suffered for so many years?

She smiled, and tears came to her eyes again, "I'm afraid it's hard to let go. I haven't missed a day of these pains over the years, and I don't even know how I survived all these years."

All she knew was that every time she turned to the memories of that day, she would lock herself in the room and not go out all day.

Even self-harm.

"I actually thought about committing suicide. But every time I commit suicide, I think of my parents who died tragically and the villagers who died innocently. Sometimes I hate that country. In order to fight for power, there are constant civil strife, regardless of the life and death of ordinary people. .”

"Those high-ranking people, the lives of our people are like ants in their eyes, and they are not as valuable as a cigarette in their hands."

"I often think that if I were a powerful person in that country, I would definitely try my best to protect my people and not let them get hurt."

"Isn't it naive?" Fang Yue looked at An Xia with a smile, tears streaming from her eyes.

An Xia shook her head, and said seriously: "No, you love your country so much that you want to build your own country. This is not naivety, but a sense of social responsibility."

"There is an old saying in Xia State, 'worry about the world's worries first, and enjoy the world's joys later'. I think I can give it to you."

...

Fang Yue was silent, she was shocked by the tall hat that An Xia suddenly put on her.

Worry about the world's worries first, and enjoy the world's joys later. She, she, she... She really doesn't have such a high level of awareness.

Still, it made her happy to hear it.

I was so happy that my eyes were like a faucet that had not been turned on, and the tears kept flowing like running water.

"You little girl, you're used to comforting people. I'm ashamed when I talk about it." Fang Yue cried for a while and laughed for a while. Before that, she said that she was an older sister and didn't need a little girl to take care of her.

At this moment, I don't know who is crying into tears.

An Xia herself doesn't like to cry, and she has never seen a woman cry like Fang Yue.

Sighing, "I don't think you seem embarrassed. An embarrassed person should not cry."