Chapter 162 I Feel So Tired

Lu Yuping couldn't wait for her to finish, her voice trembled a little: "Jiang Lingzhi, I'm really disappointed in you!"

After saying this, she turned and went upstairs to her room.

With a bang, the door was slammed shut.

Jiang Lingzhi's shoulders trembled, her nose felt sore, she lowered her head, and tears finally dripped uncontrollably.

She raised her hand and wiped away her tears indiscriminately.

But no matter how she wiped it off, the tears still couldn't stop falling.

The drops dripped on the hem of her clothes, slowly blooming and smudged.

She was actually very afraid of saying such words from Lu Yuping's mouth.

- "I'm so disappointed in you."

Ever since I was a child, I have been most afraid of hearing such words.

So she strives to be the first in everything and to be the best in everything.

In fact, when she was young, she overheard the conversation between her parents and grandpa.

Because of the thinking of the older generation, grandpa has always asked to give birth to a boy to carry on the family line in the future.

But ever since Jiang Lingzhi was born, Lu Yuping's health has not been very good.

Jiang Puqing felt sorry for Lu Yuping, so he withstood the pressure, saying that only one girl in their family was enough.

In fact, Jiang Ling could understand Lu Yuping's strict demands on her, because she didn't want her grandfather to have something to say, and she didn't want him to feel that girls were always inferior to boys.

She also always wanted to fight for her.

But no matter how hard she tried, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't become a boy.

At this moment, Jiang Lingzhi suddenly felt self-doubt.

It seems that all the hard work of so many years has been erased at this moment.

So what is she doing all this for?

Suddenly it felt as if everything she did was wrong.

back to the room.

Jiang Lingzhi was extremely depressed.

She sat stupidly for a while, her mind was in a mess, she picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table and dialed Fu Baixue's number.

The phone rang three times and was connected.

"Xiaoxue..."

It was quiet over the phone.

Jiang Lingzhi didn't need her to say anything, she just wanted to find someone to talk to.

"I, I can't hold on anymore, I let her down again, and I'm also disappointed in myself..."

As Jiang Lingzhi spoke, tears fell, and her voice was a little choked up: "Can you come and accompany me, I feel so tired..."

There is no sound from the phone.

Jiang Lingzhi sniffed, and the vulnerability was only released for a short time. She wiped her tears with the back of her hand, and directly pressed the phone off.

She lowered her head and held back her tears for a while.

Throwing the mobile phone on the bedside table, I feel that the whole person is light and light, and the weightlessness of stepping on the clouds.

Jiang Lingzhi walked to the bay window, only to see a pack of women's cigarettes on it.

It was Fu Baixue who forgot to take it away before he left last night.

Jiang Lingzhi lowered her eyes, stared at the pack of cigarettes for a while, raised her hand to pick it up, and held it in her palm.

She didn't even change her clothes, she went downstairs with the pack of cigarettes, found the lighter, and went out.

There is a piece of entertainment facilities in the villa area, and fitness equipment such as swings are quite complete.

At this time, there is no one here.

Jiang Lingzhi found a swing and sat down, her eyes were red and she was dazed for a while, as if she could sit forever.

Until the eyes are a little sour.

She lowered her eyes, stared at the lady's cigarette in her hand for a while, and took out one from it.

Jiang Lingzhi pressed the slender cigarette with her red lips, put the cigarette case beside her, picked up the lighter and lit the cigarette.

She has never smoked.

Ten thousand sentences flashed through my mind in an instant.

Forget it, let it be.

No more fear of living up to other people's expectations.

Following Fu Baixue's example last night, she took a sharp breath.

The smoke entered his lungs, Jiang Lingzhi was choked and coughed a few times.

Coughing and coughing, her tears came out.

Jiang Lingzhi wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, and squeezed the cigarette butt to take another sip.

next second.

The slender cigarette between the red lips was sucked away.