Chapter 1658 In the End, I Still Want to Hold You Tight (Final) 2

All the memories about him.

It has been lingering in her mind for a long time and cannot be dissipated.

Qing Ge felt that her heart was throbbing.

Not a little bit.

My relationship with him was a little distant before.

Qingge doesn't have this feeling.

And now it was finally announced that she had no way to have a relationship with him.

Qingge felt that something wanted to be withdrawn from her body.

And he pulled away hard.

It made her feel extremely uncomfortable.

Qingge doesn't know what that feeling is at all.

I just felt like something in my heart had been cut out.

At work, she was in a very bad state and had a very large egg.

Colleagues who had been working with Qing Ge quickly came over and asked her what had happened recently.

Seeing that they were friends for many years, Qingge blurted out all her worries, leaving nothing behind.

The colleague sat next to her, patted her shoulder, sighed and said: "I thought you didn't know how to fall in love at all, but I didn't expect that you actually had a boyfriend and broke up with her. Now you feel uncomfortable, but it's just Because you have lost something very important. If you want to get back the person you like, you can read love novels. If you want to completely let go of such a relationship, you can take a few months off now to get some fresh air. Take a break, forget about the past, and start over.”

When Qingge heard what her colleagues said, she took three or four months off.

Not because I wanted to hang out.

Instead, he went online to search for information on how to pursue his ex-boyfriend.

But I searched and searched, but couldn't find anything I liked.

In the end, Qingge listened to her colleagues and went to find so-called novels to read.

When she first read the novel, she immediately had a headache when she saw typos, unclear sentences, or errors in logic.

After adapting for almost half a month, she slowly entered the state.

Qingge couldn't believe it.

She actually found his shadow in those so-called male protagonists of novels.

Although Qingge knows that all this is false.

However, she still couldn't believe it.

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She took two months off.

Still haven't found any... quick solution to the problem.

On the contrary, it made her head grow bigger unconsciously.

Just when she almost gave up.

Suddenly I received a text message.

It's MMS.

The content of the MMS is: "Qingge, I'm getting engaged the day after tomorrow. If you are willing, you can attend my engagement ceremony."

The MMS was an invitation with a man's invitation and... a picture of a strange woman.

Both of them had smiles on their lips and their heads leaned together slightly, looking very harmonious.

It's like being in love for a long time.

Qingge held the phone and instantly fell into a state of freeze.

She looked at everything in front of her in disbelief.

The plots of various novels all flashed in her mind.

Qingge felt that she was very cowardly... not just a little bit cowardly.

I have read so many novels, know so many plots, and know so many routines.

Why could she still not do it, go to the wedding and snatch the man away?

That man!

It has been with her throughout her youth, accounting for one-third or more of her life.

She didn't want to lose him, nor was she willing to lose him, nor could she lose him.

Ten thousand cannot be lost.

However, Qingge recognized herself clearly.

She's not weak in the slightest.

But very cowardly.

…

After receiving the text message, Qingge walked alone on the road.

She didn't know how long she had been walking before she passed out and fell to the ground.

Others were sent to the hospital.

And that was the reason why she was in the hospital when she woke up just now. (Before is the memory before waking up.)

Think about this...

Qing Ge is even more cowardly.

Reasons for wanting to give up.

Things are a little different now.

At this moment, Qing Ge had no idea what had happened before.

Her thoughts seemed to have undergone earth-shaking changes.

There seemed to be a voice in the dark that kept telling her.

Can't give up, can't give up, can't give up.

As long as you show up at his engagement ceremony, he will definitely leave with you.

I will definitely leave with you!

Such a sound kept ringing in Qingge's head, hypnotizing her will.

Qing Ge pulled out the needle without even thinking about it.

She got up from the bed, put on some clothes, and picked up the bag placed next to her.

Just rush outside.

Qingge couldn't hear the shouting around her at all.

I couldn’t hear anyone else’s dissuasion.

She ran out of the hospital in one breath.

Qing Ge looked at the vehicles coming and going at the entrance of the hospital.

She quickly stopped a taxi.

Originally, she wanted to ask a taxi to take her to the man's engagement ceremony.

But Qingge looked down and saw that she was dressed very shabbily.

She asked a taxi to take her to the nearest shopping site.

After Qing Ge went to calm down her mood, she checked her phone to confirm the time, and then looked at the time when the man's engagement ceremony was about to start.

He quickly ran to the store and chose the best clothes.

Qingge, who used to only wear black and white and gray clothes, now wears a very simple but body-fitting bright yellow skirt, looking youthful and lively.

When Qingge saw the glasses on her face, she ran to a nearby optical shop and got herself a pair of contact lenses. Finally, in order to improve her mental outlook, Qingge went to a beauty shop and asked them to give her a pair of contact lenses. I took care of myself and put on makeup.

…

After everything is done.

It was already seven o'clock in the evening.

There is still an hour left before the eight o'clock engagement ceremony.

Naturally, Qing Ge was not idle either. She went to the nearest jewelry store and bought a bunch of rings according to her feelings.

Then she took her handbag and walked towards his engagement ceremony with confidence.

When she arrived at the hotel...

A feeling of nervousness suddenly arose in her heart.

I wasn't nervous at all when I made so many preparations before.

Why is she getting nervous now?

Why are you so nervous?

Qingge pursed her lips unconsciously. She squeezed her handbag tightly and took a few deep breaths, but she still didn't stop herself from being nervous.

However, the idea that she didn't want to let go emerged from deep inside her heart, but it became bigger and bigger at this time.

Qing Ge closed her eyes and kept saying to herself: "If you don't go in now, you might not have the chance to meet him again in the future. If you don't go in now, you will regret it for the rest of your life. Now that you are here, All the preparations are made, why don’t you go in and see him again? Why do you have to become so cowardly? Is he really that scary? Or you haven’t seen him for a long time, so you feel Is he a stranger?"