Chapter 1465 [Updated on September 29] I Am Not Kind, and I Still Hide a Past

Now that there were only the two of them left, she realized that his face was slightly red.

That's right, today is his birthday, and there was a banquet at night, and I think he drank a lot of bars at the banquet.

In her eyes, Celing has always been gentle.

Someone said before that he used various tactics to defeat the Qing Dynasty.

She also said that he was violent, sinister, and bloodthirsty, but she didn't believe it.

Seeing that he was angry today and sent a group of guards to the grassland to feed the wolves, she believed it now.

But she knew that he was not a heinous villain, he was just doing something from his perspective.

Celing drank a small bottle of wine in one go.

It can be seen that although the wine bottle is small, it contains the strongest wine.

Because it was only a small bottle, Celing's drunkenness became more and more obvious.

He began to talk heart-to-heart to her.

"I'm not kind, and I still hide a past."

"When I was four years old, I saw that woman trouble me with my own eyes. Later, she threatened to poison me to death. When I heard that, I was very angry. , I have never been so angry. So, when I was four years old, I was so angry that I bit the woman's knee."

With his palm facing the ground, he gestured with his left hand, "At that time, I was only as tall as her knees. That woman kicked me away and stepped on me. I didn't cry because I protected Erji."

"Not long after, I saw Erji suddenly poisoned and died with my own eyes. I cried for three days and three nights without eating anything. The woman said, Xiao Yezhong, you will end up like your Erji."

"One night, a black figure entered my room. It was a burly man. He said he was me, Abu."

"Abu? Isn't my Abu Galdan?"

"He said you remember, I am your Abu. He said he ordered someone to take me out, or I would die here. He said that one day, he would avenge me, Eji, and kill those who bullied me and Eji. Ji's people are all killed."

"He said he would take me back to the tribe after he finished all these matters."

Speaking of this, Celing held his head up and took a few sips of strong wine.

Those spirits were swallowed along with his Adam's apple, but he didn't frown just like drinking water.

Then, he continued to tell his story: "But after I left, I found out that I had been poisoned. Fortunately, Abu asked Yinzi to keep a gentleman by my side. That gentleman can do everything. He suppressed the poison for me and taught me calligraphy and martial arts."

"I asked him when Abu would pick me up, and he said that Abu would come when I learned everything."

"I rely on this to support me. At the age of sixteen, I learned everything, but Abu hasn't come to pick me up yet. Even the teachers who raised me up and taught me are gone, but Abu hasn't come to pick me up yet. I."

"In order to make a living, I became a counselor. Because I knew a little bit of strategy, I gradually became famous in the south of the Yangtze River. Later, I heard that Galdan died, and Abu ascended the throne and became the king of the Junggar tribe. I thought he would come to pick him up. I did, but he didn't."

"Later, there was a silly woman in my life. She was pregnant with my child. I planned to go back to the tribe. If Abu didn't come to me, I went to him. I wanted to tell Abu that I was going to marry a wife and have children."

"Abu's new wife, Ke Dun, was afraid that I would threaten her and her son's status. Before we reached the tribe, she ordered people to chase and kill us on the road."

"Ben Khan's Xiaoyuaner was about to give birth, so they shot him to death, killing two people. When the doctor took it out, it was a girl, as beautiful as my Xiaoyuaner."

Ruoyin has been sitting by the side listening to him tell stories.

She really didn't expect that his life experience was so rough and he had experienced so many things.

It turned out that he had a wife and children.

The woman he loves is Xiaoyuan'er, such a sweet name, she seems to have such a sweet tooth.

She just said that such a capable, good-looking, and gentle man is about 30 years old. How could he not have a past? This is too abnormal, unless he is not a man.

No wonder he always seems like a person without feelings, without emotions.

Because he has experienced all kinds of pain.

Seeing his mother died of poisoning with his own eyes, his father promised to take him back to the tribe, but he never fulfilled his promise.

Excitedly, he took his pregnant wife back to the tribe, wanting to give her a surprise, but because of the great joy, he felt great grief, and his wife and daughter died.

Is there anything more tragic than this?

Ruoyin opened his mouth and persuaded, "Khan, you drank too much."

In this tribe these days, she does as the Romans do, following those people and calling him sweat.

Otherwise, she is a woman of a different race, with an ordinary status, but she goes beyond the rules, which will make people suspicious.

Celing shook his head, "I never drink, so how can I drink too much?"

As he spoke, he raised his head and gulped down a few more gulps.

This reminded Ruoyin that she saw him in a department store many years ago.

At that time, the fourth master was banned from the family's residence, Jiufu Jin Dong E's family stepped forward to make things difficult for her, and he stepped forward to rescue her.

He also held such a palm-sized wine bottle in his hand.

She asked him if he liked to drink, and he said he didn't drink, and he didn't know why there was such a small wine bottle in his sleeve pocket.

Now it seems that he really doesn't drink, what he drinks is loneliness, the loneliness in his heart.

Maybe only when he was drunk would his heart not hurt so much.

In fact, she had never met him several times in total.

Most of them are seen at banquets in the royal family.

The few times they met in private, he either rescued her from the snakes, or rescued her from the siege, and kept rescuing her, and even rescued her from the sea of ​​suffering.

Celing seemed to be caught in the sadness of the past, and he continued drunkenly: "Later, Abu didn't come to pick me up until he died. I still learned something from other people. It turned out that Abu didn't think of me when he sent me away. When I went back to the tribe, they said, Abu was afraid that I would be unhappy when I returned to the tribe.”

"Oh, happy? As long as I can remember, I have never known what happiness is, and what is there to be happy about. My best and happiest thing is just so broken. How can I be happy? Do you need it?!"

"Boom!"

The sound of the glass bottle breaking when it hit the ground was crisp and piercing.

The man's sudden emotion caught Ruoyin by surprise.

She saw the transparent glass shattered into slag.

Under the illumination of candlelight, they exude dazzling light.

In the air, there was a faint aroma of wine floating.

"Abu was defeated. After his death, the tribe was like a mass of scattered sand. I heard that those who chased me were trying to grab the position of King Khan. They deserved it?! I returned to the tribe and took over the tribe that Abu had worked hard for all his life. I killed all those who killed Xiaoyuaner, and gradually made the tribe stronger."

"The year I returned to the tribe was the year Kangxi died and the year Yongzheng ascended the throne. I wanted to take you away, but you refused. Sometimes I thought, if I insisted on taking you away, Or if I met you earlier, everything would be different."

"The past is the past." Ruoyin said lightly.

"That's right." Celing smiled wryly, "However, fortunately, you didn't return to the tribe with me at that time. In the first few years, it was too difficult, too bitter. They saw that I had just returned to the tribe, and they wanted my life several times. , do you know the feeling of putting all kinds of poison in the food, having assassins break in at night when you sleep, and causing disasters wherever you go?"

"Actually, it's good now, the tribe is stable, and it won't be so hard for you to stay with me."

"Knowing how hard it is, why did you go back to the tribe." Ruoyin said, "You don't look like someone who cares about these rights."

"Because I don't want those people to have a good time, I want to avenge Xiaoyuaner, and I want to kill all those bad guys like my father protected me back then. I will not give up the tribe, just like Abu guarded the tribe, protect To protect the land under my feet and protect this tribe, I want to protect what Abu failed to protect."

"Then you just need to protect Junggar well. Why do you want to start a war against the Qing Dynasty?"

"This is a matter between the tribe and the Qing Dynasty. Abu died in the hands of the Qing Dynasty. Of course I have to fulfill his wish for him. In my life, there are not many people who treat me well. They all left me. , as long as I'm still alive, there's only these things I can do."

Speaking of which, he looked at Ruoyin and said deeply, "I'm sorry, I lied to you."

"..." Ruoyin felt baffled, what did he lie to her?

"I promised you to come with me back then, and I will accompany you wherever you want to go, but now, I have taken you away, but I can't fulfill the promise back then."

Because he drank too much, his voice was unusually magnetic, lazy, and extremely gentle.

Ruoyin: "..."

If she told him that she hadn't taken it to heart, wouldn't it be too hurtful and cruel?

She is not his, so what right does she have to ask him to fulfill his promise.

Moreover, he is not idle, what he shoulders is the hope of his parents and even the whole tribe.

After thinking for a moment, Ruoyin said lightly, "Well, let's make an agreement."

As soon as these words came out, the answer to her was silence.

Ruoyin looked at Celing, who was already asleep on the back of the chair.

To be precise, it should be that he was already unconscious.

Ruoyin can't help him if men and women can't kiss each other.

Because the door was broken, the cold wind from outside was blowing in.

Ruoyin picked up the wine bottle on the ground and sniffed it lightly.

Suddenly, a pungent smell of wine rushed into her nose from the mouth of the bottle.

Tsk tsk tsk, just by smelling it, you can tell it is very strong spirits.

Drinking such a strong spirit, as long as you eat a few peanuts and a few snacks, you won't be so drunk.

It seems that alcohol is really something that should not be touched, but fortunately she didn't drink it, otherwise such a strong wine, what kind of drink would it be?

At the same time, she felt a little unconscionably fortunate that it turned out that not only was she losing her temper while drinking, but others would too.

Ruoyin took a wool blanket from the side and covered him.

She planned to make room for him and let his servants carry him back.

However, when she was about to turn around and go out, her sleeve was pulled by a man.