Chapter 1482 Wishful Thinking?

Hongdou said: "What do you want to talk about? About getting Fang pregnant? I really don't understand. What does it have to do with me whether she is pregnant or not? You don't have to discuss it with me. I really don't have the qualifications to make such a decision. matter."

Jin Lan held her hand with a hurt expression: "Hongdou, do you really not understand my feelings? I ask you because I care about you in my heart."

"It's ridiculous." Hongdou pulled out her hand indifferently, "Jin Lan, let whoever you want to get pregnant be pregnant. When you came to ask me, you had already made up your mind. If you really care about what I think, Why didn't you ask me when you got Fang pregnant? Now you have become hypocritical and disgusting. Of course, I am not qualified to care about it, and I don't care about it. But don't make it sound like I don't allow it. She looks like she's pregnant. I won't bear the blame."

Jin Lan looked sad: "Hongdou, you have always been indifferent to me."

"No." Hongdou said, "My nature is like this, and it's not against you. Don't think too much."

Although she said this, how could Jin Lan not feel her indifference and indifference towards him.

When she was towards Guagua, she was so gentle and doting, and when she was towards her younger brother Wei Jintai, she was caring. Towards the Queen, she is respectful and loyal.

Jin Lan will never forget that when she talked to the Queen, she looked relaxed, smiled and spoke softly.

Jin Lan felt that he hadn't seen her smile at him for a long, long time.

Or maybe she really never loved him.

From falling in love with her at first sight, to asking to marry her, to giving birth to her daughter Caicai.

Was it just wishful thinking on his part?

Jin Lan felt boundless loss in her heart.

He lowered his eyes, his thick eyelashes covering the frustration in his eyes.

"Hongdou, maybe what you yearn for is the relationship between the Emperor and the Queen." He said slowly, "The Emperor is devoted to the Queen and ignores the other concubines in the harem. But I can't do that. Mrs. Fang is also a pitiful person. Man, since she married into the Jin family, I can't let her stay alone in an empty house and live in a miserable life."

Anko was silent.

Jin Lan tentatively held Hongdou's hand and said softly: "It's all my fault that Fang had a miscarriage. I will only give her a child back, and I will never go to her house again."

"up to you."

Hong Dou withdrew her hand and said calmly, "The emperor and the queen are still outside, you should go out and wait on them. Don't disturb the children here."

Jin Lan had no choice but to get off the carriage.

After going down, he remembered something and said: "In a few days, I will go to Jiangnan again. It will take about a month or two. You take care of your children at home, don't just take care of your children and not yourself. Leave the unimportant things aside. People do.”

"I know."

Anko drew the curtain.

Jin Lan stared at the curtain for a while, as if she wanted to see the beautiful face in the carriage through the curtain.

He wanted to talk to her again, but when he thought of her cold face, he suddenly lost his courage.

"Husband," Fang Ximei came over, holding a teacup in her hand, "just now I asked the girl in green next to the Queen for a cup of tea. Husband, take a sip to quench your thirst."

"I'm not thirsty, drink it yourself."

Jin Lan had no intention of drinking her tea, "We are about to leave for the city, so you should go back to your carriage."

"Husband, don't you ride with me?"

"I ride a horse."

Jin Lan strode away.

Fang Ximei looked at his back and sighed softly.