Chapter 918 I Don't Want to Be Looked Down Upon

Polygonatum ate for a long time, very full.

Originally cooked for four people, she insisted on eating two people's portion by herself, leaving only one steamed bun for Fang Ximei.

And it was still chilled.

"Let's eat." Yuzhu stood up, "Clean up the dishes and chopsticks after eating, and sweep the kitchen floor."

She rubbed her belly and walked out.

Fang Ximei went to the table and saw that the dishes were all empty, except for a lone steamed bun left in the drawer.

At this moment, Fang Ximei's tears came down.

She felt wronged.

But no matter how wronged he was, he was still hungry.

She grabbed the steamed bun and took a bite. It was cold and hard, making it hard to swallow.

Fang Ximei saw that there was less than half a bowl of soup left in a bowl, and she didn't care who it was, so she brought it over and took a sip, at least she swallowed it with cold steamed buns.

Drinking leftover soup, eating cold steamed buns.

Her tears fell one by one into the soup bowl, and she drank it again.

At this moment, she thought of Wei Hongluan who served her husband together.

In those days, she was called by her mother-in-law to stand by the rules, and she was cooking and starving. Is she in the same mood?

Fang Ximei felt regret and shame in her heart when she thought that she was still wearing the bracelet given by her mother-in-law to show off in front of her under such circumstances.

If someone came to her with a bowl of bird's nest porridge to show off, how would she feel?

Fang Ximei felt that she was really frivolous and vicious.

This sense of shame made her feel hot all over, and her cheeks were hot.

Tears will not flow out.

She raised her sleeves to wipe her face clean, ate the remaining half of the steamed bun, then stood up to clean up the dishes, washed them carefully, and cleaned the room with a broom.

It was already dark.

She went to see the empress empress wearily.

Yun Dai was sitting on the bedside of the bedroom reading a book, when she saw her come in, she said, "Go home and rest. I won't copy books tonight."

Fang Ximei didn't leave, but knelt down and said, "Empress, I know I was wrong."

"Where did you go wrong?"

"I shouldn't trust my mother-in-law's words, and I shouldn't treat Sister Wei with malice, and I shouldn't deliberately flaunt the favor and benefits I have received to hurt Sister Wei." She said in shame, "I... used to think that, As a housewife, that's how it should be..."

"Why did you do that?"

"Because I... feel that I am inferior to Sister Wei in everything, and I feel inferior." Fang Ximei said in a low voice, "I know that I am not good-looking, I can't compare to Sister Wei's beauty, and I can't be liked by my husband, so... I I don't want to be looked down upon."

Yun Dai looked at her for a while and said, "It's nothing. In fact, everyone has vanity. It's not a bad thing to have vanity, but there is one thing, don't use your vanity to hurt others."

"The teachings of the empress, I will keep it in my heart."

"Okay, don't be wronged. Go back to sleep, you still have work tomorrow."

"The concubine resigns."

Fang Ximei withdrew respectfully.

Since then, Fang Ximei has lived in Ganquan Temple.

She fetches water by herself every day, boils water, does laundry, and cleans the kitchen. She did these things very slowly and clumsily at first. But gradually it became proficient.

In the rest of the time, she served the empress to copy the scriptures, and learned a lot of characters along with her.

He also memorized a lot of scriptures.

During this period, Hongdou also came twice, and the relationship with Fang's has obviously eased.

Two months passed quickly.

Yun Dai has been in Ganquan Temple for three months.

It's time to return to the palace.