Chapter 261 I Used to Hate, but Now I Don't Hate

"Why don't you eat?" After wiping his eyes a few times, Luo Ziling forced a smile to look at Ling Ruonan with red and swollen eyes.

That "Mom" sounded like it was stuck in my throat, and I couldn't utter it no matter what.

"It's the first time I see you eating face to face, and I just want to watch you eat." Ling Ruonan also forced a smile, "I'm not hungry either."

"You eat too," Luo Ziling picked up a scallop and a piece of lobster meat for Ling Ruonan, "If you don't eat it, it will be cold."

"Well, I'll eat," Ling Ruonan immediately picked up the chopsticks and ate the dish Luo Ziling gave her.

But she also couldn't taste it, her taste buds were "corroded" by too many tears.

As the vegetables entered his stomach, Luo Ziling's mood gradually calmed down, and finally he controlled his tears and stopped letting them flow out.

In fact, Luo Ziling was already very hungry.

At noon, I had a date with Yang Qingyin in the cafe, didn't eat anything, and was shocked.

When he went back, he didn't expect to buy something to eat again, and returned to the dormitory in a bit of a daze.

After waking up, he followed Wu Yue to Ling Ruonan.

After the mood slowly calmed down, the feeling of hunger suddenly became stronger.

Twenty-year-old is young, his body is not yet fully developed, and his appetite is amazing.

Luo Ziling didn't care about the taste of the dishes in front of him, he felt that Ling Ruonan would be happy only if he finished them all.

He was hungry and had such a mentality, so after calming down, he ate very happily.

Ling Ruonan, who had no appetite, barely ate much. When she moved her chopsticks, she mainly picked up food for Luo Ziling.

Luo Ziling ate happily, and she was very happy in her heart.

In the end, most of the food fell into Luo Ziling's stomach, and Ling Ruonan put it in his bowl and forced him to eat it.

"Mom, I'm full." Luo Ziling said this naturally after hiccupping.

When he said this, he was taken aback. This title, which he had hesitated for a long time but couldn't say, was actually called out inadvertently, and without any hesitation or hesitation, he was of course stunned.

Ling Ruonan was also startled by Luo Ziling's sudden "Mom".

Of course, when she saw Luo Ziling, she really wanted to hear him call "Mom", but Luo Ziling didn't call, just shed tears. Washed down by the tears, all the emotions were mixed inside, Ling Ruonan didn't really care if there was such a "mom". Seeing Luo Ziling appear alive in front of him, and then seeing him shed tears, Ling Ruonan's motherhood, which had been hidden for too long, was completely released.

The little boy sitting in front of her and eating the dishes she cooked was her own son, a child she hadn't seen in nineteen years. Now that this grown-up little man is actually in front of her, Ling Ruonan feels unspeakable pride in her heart, this feeling cannot be described in words.

But after hearing Luo Ziling call "Mom", Ling Ruonan, who was already feeling very satisfied, was deeply touched again, and the tears that were finally stopped rolled down again. She couldn't control her emotions, she burst into tears again in front of Luo Ziling, and cried aloud.

Luo Ziling's tears were also drawn out by Ling Ruonan, but he quickly stopped the tears and took several tissues for Ling Ruonan. But Ling Ruonan didn't take the tissue, but hugged Luo Ziling in his arms, hugged his whole head to his chest, and burst into tears.

"Ling'er, mom finally saw you. It's been twenty years, and mom has been waiting for this day for twenty years," Ling Ruonan said while crying, "You were only a little older when grandpa took you away. ,

You're still breastfeeding, and you can't speak yet. After you were carried away, mom dreamed of you every day, and always cried when she dreamed of you. Mom also swore in public that if anyone wants to harm you, Mom will fight him desperately. Mom will definitely bring you back, and our mother and son will definitely meet again. This day, I finally looked forward to it, and my mother didn't know how happy she was. "

Luo Ziling didn't struggle, Ren Ling Ruonan hugged his head and cried loudly. It was the first time he was hugged by a woman in such a way, he felt very safe, and he just wanted to lean against her quietly like this, never to be separated again.

How many times he dreamed, he dreamed that he was held in his arms by his parents, they carried him to play, he was very happy.

Today, I finally looked forward to being hugged by my mother. Although she couldn't pick him up and played around, Luo Ziling was still very satisfied. He is very greedy for this kind of warm feeling, the sense of security of being held in his mother's arms, even if his tears wet Ling Ruonan's clothes, he is unwilling to leave.

Luo Ziling also felt that Ling Ruonan's tears wet his neck and clothes, and the wet warm current slowly flowed into the clothes, but he didn't feel any discomfort. After the two mothers hugged and cried for a while, Ling Ruonan finally controlled her emotions, but she still didn't let go of Luo Ziling, but continued to sit with her arms around her, not caring about her back pain.

"Ling'er, do you... hate Mom?" Ling Ruonan asked softly after she stopped her tears.

"I used to hate, I hated for many years, and I stopped hating after knowing the situation," Luo Ziling said, raising his head, and facing Ling Ruonan face to face, "I have been longing before, when will you suddenly come to see me, give me A surprise. But I didn’t wait until I was twenty, so I hate you all very much. After I heard from my grandfather that you had problems beyond your own will, and after I came to Yanjing to find out about it, I don’t hate you any more.”

Luo Ziling's words once again provoked Ling Ruonan's tears.

After trying to wipe away her tears, she choked up and said, "Thank you for understanding Mom's difficulties. In fact, I still can't come to see you now. I asked you to come over for dinner today. I also asked you to come secretly. I dare not let anyone know. Maybe you I don't know, if the news of our mother-child meeting gets out, it will cause another disturbance."

Luo Ziling really wanted to tell Ling Ruonan that the matter was actually more serious than this, because the Yang family knew about it, but he didn't know how to say these words.

After thinking about it, Ling Ruonan whispered to Luo Ziling: "Ling'er, let's sit on the sofa, Mom wants to tell you something important."

Luo Ziling nodded obediently, and followed Ling Ruonan towards the sofa.

Maybe it was sitting for too long or hugging Luo Ziling for too long. Ling Ruonan felt numbness in his legs after standing up, and almost fell when he couldn't stand up.

Luo Ziling quickly supported Ling Ruonan, and then asked with concern: "What's wrong with Mom? Are your legs sore?"

"It's okay, just stand for a while," Ling Ruonan smiled sheepishly.

From Luo Ziling's words, she felt her son's deep concern, and she really didn't know how to describe the relief in her heart.

The feeling of meeting mother and child was much stronger and warmer than she expected.

She was regretting, she should have seen Luo Ziling a few days earlier...