Chapter 1131 I Forced Him
The doctor turned his head and looked into the ward, and said to Zhuang Jia: "She's fine, you can go in and have a chat with her to help her adjust her mood."
"Okay, thank you doctor..." Zhuang Jia thanked the doctor.
After the doctor left, Zhuang Jia walked into the ward, and Jiang Zhinuan sat on the bed, looked up and smiled at her.
"I'm sorry, there was a big oolong." Jiang Zhinuan said.
Zhuang Jia felt very uncomfortable, sat down by the hospital bed, held Jiang Zhinuan's hand and said, "What's going on? Xiaonuan, you don't really want a child, right? We are friends, we share our difficulties, If you are unhappy, you should tell me, and I can be unhappy with you."
Jiang Zhinuan smiled lightly, and stroked his abdomen, feeling like cotton wool soaked in water, damp and heavy.
Yes.
She doesn't really want kids.
She didn't think she was ready to be a mother, but when something happened suddenly, she felt that she had to be responsible for her actions and the little life in her stomach.
All the voices from the outside world are persuading her to give up.
In this situation, she suddenly felt that her responsibility was virtually magnified.
She finds that she must persevere as she becomes the last hope of her own flesh and blood! Everyone wanted her to let go, if she also let go, then this little life would really be gone!
Then she began to think, why not insist?
She was rich enough to raise children;
She and Wang Zilong can get married at any time and have children;
Her studies... As for her studies, she has always followed the rules, and she is not a favorite. Even if she gives up, she doesn't seem to have any regrets.
She thought everything through and decided to welcome this new life, only to be told that she was not pregnant.
"Jiajia, I overestimated myself." Jiang Zhinuan smiled weakly, "I thought I could afford it, but it's not like that at all... You know, I'm really... relieved now. That's a Life is easy to be born, but it is a long process to educate him to grow up, and my so-called persistence is actually a kind of willfulness..."
"Don't talk about yourself like that." Zhuang Jia curled her lips, "I think you are much better than me, at least you can clearly analyze the pros and cons. If it were me, I would probably be crying to find my mother by now."
Jiang Zhinuan laughed, his suppressed mood relaxed a little.
Thinking of Wang Zilong again, he couldn't help furrowing his brows, and murmured: "I'm afraid he's quite frightened...I should find a chance to explain clearly to him."
Zhuang Jia thought for a while, sat closer to Jiang Zhinuan, and asked her in a low voice: "You and Wang Zilong...how, uh...why is it like that?"
"Want to gossip?" Jiang Zhinuan looked at her with a smile.
Zhuang Jia pursed her lips and nodded honestly: "I really want to."
Jiang Zhinuan said, "I forced him."
"...Huh?!" Zhuang Jia's eyes widened.
"I tied him to the bed. At first he thought I was joking, but then...it happened like that." Jiang Zhinuan mentioned this with a calm expression.
Zhuang Jia was too shocked to speak.
She carefully looked at Jiang Zhinuan's expression, and wondered if she was joking? !
"I just want him to know that I'm not as conservative or traditional as he thought, but it turns out... I am." Jiang Zhinuan smiled softly, as if mocking himself, "I pretended to be calm afterwards, but in fact I panicked a long time ago, fearing that I would be pregnant every day, and then my period was delayed, and I was even more convinced that I was pregnant..."
Zhuang Jia stared at her in astonishment: "Xiao Nuan, you, what's wrong with you..."
"I don't know." Jiang Zhinuan was weak, his nose sore, "I don't know what's wrong with me..."