Chapter 338 Our Wedding Dress

Zian has been restless tonight, tossing and turning in bed, unable to fall asleep.

Murong Jie frowned and asked, "What's the matter? It's almost midnight, why aren't you sleeping?"

Zian simply sat up, hugged the quilt and said worriedly: "I don't know, I feel confused."

"Because of Zhuang Zhuang?" Murong Jie also sat up and looked at her.

"Yes, I always feel that when Zhuang Zhuang came to pay back the scar tonight, there was a sense of despair."

Murong Jie was taken aback, "You mean Zhuang Zhuang will be overwhelmed?"

"I do not know."

Murong Jie shook his head, "Impossible, so many years have passed, it is impossible for her to be overwhelmed by this matter. Back then she thought Xiao Xiao betrayed her, but she endured it. Now she knows that Xiao Xiao is not betraying her, and she is still deep. Love her, why can't you think about it? You are overthinking. "

Zi'an felt that what he said made sense. He had survived such a difficult time at the beginning, so how could he not think about it until now? Zhuang Zhuang's ability to withstand stress shouldn't be so weak, right?

She lay down again, "I hope I'm overthinking."

Murong Jie hugged her, "Go to sleep, it's fine."

Zi'an closed his eyes, but he couldn't fall asleep, he didn't feel sleepy at all.

She tried to be Zhuang Zhuang, if she was Zhuang Zhuang, what would she do at this moment?

However, she found that the sense of substitution is very weak, because she is not strong and has never experienced those heart-wrenching injuries.

Zhuang Zhuang returned to the princess mansion and called Qinzhi and Qionghua, "You have been following me since you entered the palace. Although we are masters and servants, we are closer than sisters. I know how you treat me. , how I treat you, you also know in your heart."

Qin Zhi felt that her expression was a little weird, so she couldn't help but asked worriedly: "Princess, why did you say this suddenly? Where did you go just now?"

"I met Xiao Xiao." Zhuang Zhuang did not hide from the two of them.

"You went to see the general?" Qin Zhi and Qiong Hua looked at each other, both a little surprised.

Zhuang Zhuang smiled, "Yes, I met him and talked to him for a long time."

"Then..." Qin Zhi looked at her, "What did you talk about?"

"It's nothing more than what happened in the past. It's just that having such close conversations in eleven years makes me feel that life is impermanent. Therefore, I call you tonight and explain a few words. I don't know how long I can live. Of course I hope I can live a long life, but as I said just now, the world is impermanent, and life and death are even more difficult to say. If I leave before you, you can take a sum of money from the mansion. I have already told the accountant to marry Whether you are a human being or earn a living, as long as you think about it, do it, and don’t worry too much about it.”

Hearing this, Qionghua got goosebumps all over her body, and her eye circles were red, "Bah, nonsense, nonsense, what are you talking about in such a manner? If something happens to the princess, I, Qionghua, will be the first to follow." go."

Zhuang Zhuang burst into tears, "You are talking nonsense, if I die, you still have to live to go to my grave."

"Don't say this, it makes people feel scared, did the general tell you something?" Qin Zhi said angrily.

"No, don't blame him, he is very good, I just have no relationship with him." Zhuang Zhuang still maintains a calm smile, concealing his heart full of holes.

"Then stop talking and go to sleep, okay? Don't scare us!" Qin Zhihong said with eye circles.

Zhuang Zhuang held the hands of the two of them, and said softly: "Listen to me, if something really happens to me, you can tell Xiao Xiao on your behalf, let him live well, find a good woman, get married and have children, do what he has thought a peaceful life."

Qionghua jumped up, "Don't say it, don't say it, servants don't listen, these words are very bad, don't listen."

Zhuang Zhuang smiled and said: "Look at you, you are frizzy, I am just talking casually."

"You can't say these casually, isn't this scaring us?" Qin Zhi said.

"Okay, let's not talk about it. I'm sleepy too. I drank some wine tonight. By the way, you guys go to bed early tonight. You don't have to watch the night. Get up early tomorrow and we'll go somewhere."

"Where are you going?" Qin Zhi asked.

"I want to go to Tangshan to live for a while, you guys pack your things first, and come back to pack them for me tomorrow morning." Zhuang Zhuang said.

Qionghua nodded, "It's good to go to Tangshan, just to relax."

They breathed a sigh of relief, if the princess was willing to go out and leave the capital, maybe her mood would improve.

"Well, let's go, I'm sleepy, I have to go to bed early." Zhuang Zhuang said.

Qin Zhi stood up and said to Qiong Hua: "I'll tell the coachman first, you go back and pack up your things, including mine, bring more clothes, let's stay longer."

"Okay." Qionghua said.

The two waited for Zhuang Zhuang to fall asleep before going out.

Zhuang Zhuang heard the two people's footsteps gradually drifting away, she sat up slowly, hugged the quilt, sat for a long time, and then walked down slowly.

A candle was lit in the bedroom, and the flames were jumping. She stared at the cluster of flames, and the light was reflected in her eyes, but she didn't know whether it was tears or flames.

There was a teapot and water on the coffee table, she poured a cup and drank it.

She walked to the desk, spread out the rice paper, rubbed the ink, and wanted to write something, but after holding up the pen for a long time, she didn't know what to write.

Scenes of the past are played back in front of my eyes, happy, unhappy, laughing, crying, all seem to be calm.

like a straight line.

Those twists and turns in her life will eventually become a straight line.

She put down her pen and sighed heavily.

There is nothing to write about. She has nothing worth writing about in her life, and she has no one to explain.

What she missed, what she wanted to forget, seemed unimportant.

Then, she opened the cabinet and took out a wedding dress.

This wedding dress was not the one Xiao Xiao gave her, but that one was already worn by Han Qingqiu, and she watched Han Qingqiu wear it to marry the man she loved deeply.

Later, she ordered someone to make another one, and when she got back those embroiderers, they all made it like the one Xiao Xiao gave her, stitch by stitch.

After it was finished, she didn't dare to look at it, let alone wear it, so she kept it at the bottom of the cabinet and locked it up.

What was locked was not only a wedding dress, but also a daughter's heart that she wanted to marry Xiao Xiao.

She took off the clothes on her body, and her clean and flawless body was reflected in the bronze mirror. The concubine plans to marry her and divorce her for the rest of her life. Even if she is ruthlessly abandoned, she should not be ashamed!

She put on her wedding dress layer by layer. Under the candlelight, the gold thread shone brightly, and the complicated embroidery piled up a pattern of dragon and phoenix, just like her best wishes for the future in her heart.

After putting on the wedding dress, she sat in front of the dressing table, carefully blending the makeup on her face. The bride she wanted to marry was extremely meticulous, and there was no room for any mistakes or omissions in the makeup.

She drew her eyebrows several times, but she was not satisfied, so she wiped and re-drawn her eyebrows again, and finally she was satisfied. She smiled, put a yellow flower on the center of her eyebrows, and smiled charmingly at herself in the mirror.

She has a lot of jewellery, all kinds of expensive jewellery, but she picked out a set of silver jewellery, which was given to her by Xiao Xiao. On her fourteenth birthday, he said that he and the silversmith made it .

It was beautiful, the best gift she had ever received in her life.

No, no, the best gift she ever received was given to her by the heavens, that handsome man, her Xiao Xiao.