Chapter 915

I had a long, long dream.

A messy, sporadic dream that can connect my whole life.

I dreamed that when I was eight years old, my father had just tested me and Seventh Brother. As usual, I always lost to Seventh Brother, so Father smiled and shook his head in front of the master, "This son of mine is Love to show off your cleverness, don't follow the Tao, don't follow the Tao!"

The way he looked at Seventh Brother was always different from the way he looked at me. He looked at me a little more politely, and he was polite to his own son. This is a very common thing in the royal family. The father even treats the prince and brother like this. polite.

To be polite is to be polite, but in fact, it is indifferent.

Only Seventh Brother was the only one he loved so much.

Seventh brother always said that his father did not spoil him, because Seventh brother felt that his father had the most strict requirements on him, and he was required to do his best in riding and archery. Then he shook his head and sighed in front of all the officials, "My dear!" This son, Xiao Zhen, is probably worthless."

He is the emperor, Brother Qi wants to be as worthless as him? What does it imply?

But sometimes, he would make it clear, for example, when he had a family banquet or entertained the ministers, he would look at Seventh Brother with relief after a few drinks and say, "This son will take on important responsibilities in the future."

Brother Prince is not unhappy, but I am worried for Brother Prince, he is a person who has no sense of crisis, and he always feels that Brother Seven threatens him.

I reminded him once, but what I got in return was a reprimand, saying that my father dotes on Seventh Brother because Seventh Brother is really good.

Brothers should respect brothers and sisters.

The prince brother doesn't understand, even if it is an ordinary family, it is unfair for the father to be so eccentric, and the division of family property in the future will also be biased.

As for being in the royal family, needless to say, if you seal a crown prince, you can really rest easy and be able to become the emperor in the future?

It's okay for the father to be partial to the seventh brother, even the ancestors are the same.

Since I was a child, I admired my ancestors very much. A woman can assist the emperors of three dynasties, and she can serve all Chinese and military officials.

However, even my ancestors were so polite to me. Every time I went to pay my respects, she always had a pleasant face. In my memory, she never scolded me.

However, she always scolded Seventh Brother.

What was reprimanded, I can't remember.

But I remember her expression when she reprimanded Seventh Brother, her sullen face, with somewhat doting eyes, after talking about him, she hit him on the head again and sent him away.

The concubine mother actually regards her ancestors as a role model, a role model for women, and a role model for women in the harem.

She places great hopes on Seventh Brother, but whenever she hears her father praise Seventh Brother, her face will show a faint excitement, and then subconsciously glance at her mother from the corner of her eyes, and then the corners of her mouth will twitch slightly. together, forming a sarcastic laugh.

The sisters have been fighting for many years, but it is only the concubine mother who is fighting. The queen mother can be said to care about the concubine mother in every possible way. From life to emotion, she takes care of this younger sister.

But the concubine mother didn't appreciate it. She thought that if she really cared and cared, she would give up the position. If the concubine mother didn't give her what she wanted, it would be hypocrisy no matter how much she gave.

She actually doesn't want us to get close to the mother, I am obedient, the seventh brother is disobedient, the mother concubine gradually loses confidence in the seventh brother.

The emperor's father passed away, the elder brother of the crown prince came to the throne, and the queen mother became the empress dowager. The mother concubine was a noble concubine. Although she was already very honorable, she felt that she was a beggar.

Until later, the emperor fell ill, which rekindled her hope.

However, when she heard Seventh Brother say again and again that brother and brother are respectful and only want to help the emperor to govern the country well, and have no ambition to become king, the mother and concubine were very angry, almost crazy.

She has been working hard to plan for these years, so that one day she can sit on the empress dowager's seat, even if she can't be like her ancestors, but she thinks that a woman must at least be like that to be considered complete.

She pinned her hopes on me.

And I'm not without ambition, I'm just not confident.

When I was young, I met King Qingtian Regent once, and I also learned part of the matter about King Qingtian Regent from other people's mouths.

The most popular rumor was that the regent of Qingtian was not a mortal, but a fire dragon. Of course, I didn't believe it until I rescued Shangqiu. Shangqiu told me that this is not impossible.

Shangqiu is very talented, or in other words, very talented. I believe what he says.

I remember when I met King Qingtian Regent, I was ten years old.

That day I was depressed, sitting by the lake, throwing stones into the lake to vent.

Because I lost to Seventh Brother again in riding and archery that day, the master said that I was not talented enough and needed to make up for it with hard work, and he said that my talent was not as good as Seventh Brother.

In fact, when I think back on what the master said now, I don't think it was mean, but at that time I was very angry, pushed him, and then ran out.

King Qingtian sat next to me and asked me why I lost my temper.

I said I was being bullied.

Qingtian Regent smiled, "If you don't want to be bullied, you have to be strong yourself."

When I was ten years old, I looked at him half understanding.

These words are like sparks, buried deep in my heart.

I know that one day, my heart will be hurt, and this spark will ignite it and burn it blazingly.

It was also in that year that my aunt brought Rou Yao into the palace. I saw her hiding behind my aunt, poking out a small head, her eyes as black as two pills of black mercury, full of curiosity about everything in the palace.

She lived in the palace for a period of time, living in the palace of the queen mother, and occasionally, she would go to accompany the concubine mother.

Rou Yao likes to follow Seventh Brother very much, because Seventh Brother is the best in both knowledge and riding and shooting.

Seventh brother ignored her, but she still wanted to pester her, with a small head, hiding behind the door, watching us secretly practicing sword, riding, and archery in the riding and shooting range.

I feel very uncomfortable.

But I don't know why I don't feel good in my heart. At that time, how could I understand feelings?

However, as I got older, I gradually realized that, probably, I fell in love with her from the first time I saw her.

Many people said that I like Rou Yao because I want to compete with Seventh Brother.

For other things, I did because I wanted to compete with Seventh Brother. For example, Seventh Brother liked the sword given to him by the emperor's uncle very much. I didn't like it. It's good to play for a day.

I successfully got the sword in my hand, and after two days of playing, I threw it aside.

Like this sword, there are many things that I fight for.

The only thing is that Rou Yao is different, probably, even Rou Yao doesn't believe it.

She's the only one I like, purely.

Even the throne, I am not so pure, half of it is because I want to prove myself.

Rouyao never liked to get close to me. She once scolded me angrily, saying that I was selfish and always robbed others.

I'm not angry, I'm not angry, as long as she can talk to me, even if she hits me, I'm happy in my heart.

I just wanted to look at her, and when I saw her scolding me, I just smiled foolishly.

However, she said that I hid it deeply and deliberately pretended to be so wronged.

On the way I captured Xia Zian and went to the southern country, Xia Zian tried to mention Rouyao to delay time, I was very angry, she will never understand in this life, my feelings for Rouyao, can never be involved in these messy things inside.

That is the most precious part of my heart.