Chapter 955 If I Had More Courage to Hold His Hand, Wouldn’t There Be Any Regrets? (1)
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Lu Ben was on a business trip, so he and Leng Nuan were late. He Tiantian, Jiangyue and the others came over two days ago.
They came over at noon, but because Lin Jiage was weak and had to sleep for a long time every day, and Shi Yao was pregnant and easily fell asleep at noon, so the two of them didn't stay too long before they had to leave.
This was the first time Leng Nuan saw him since the day when Lu Ben was "drunk".
After Leng Nuan woke up the next day, she texted Lu Ben again, asking him if he had sobered up and if he still felt uncomfortable.
Lu Ben also responded to her message. Even after he went on a business trip, he and she also called and sent text messages. However, Leng Nuan was not sure whether it was due to her own psychological reasons. She always felt that Lu Ben was not as enthusiastic about her as before.
After coming out of the hospital, Leng Nuan saw that the weather was very nice and couldn't help but ask Lu Ben: "Are you... going back to the company to be busy in the afternoon?"
Lu Ben shook his head: "You don't have to go back..."
After a pause, Lu Ben asked again: "What's wrong?"
"There's nothing wrong. I just think the weather has been nice recently. Before summer comes, I want to go around the Forbidden City."
"Okay, I'll accompany you."
Listening to Lu's usual obedient words, Leng Nuan's uneasy mood during the recent period suddenly became much calmer.
Maybe she was... sensitive and thought too much. She was afraid that he wouldn't even remember what he did on the day he was drunk...
There were not many people in the Forbidden City in the afternoon.
Leng Nuan and Lu Ben wandered from palace to palace.
As usual, Lu Ben would thoughtfully buy water for Leng Nuan, and would also care about whether she was tired. He would also ask her if she was hungry and if she wanted to eat something.
Listening to Lu Ben's words, Leng Nuan slowly felt at ease.
She thought...she really thought too much and was too sensitive, but he was not unhappy...
However, she knew better than anyone else that he and she were not like boyfriend and girlfriend. She also knew that she had wronged him, and she knew even more that there was something wrong with her...
But she is really hardworking and has been working hard to overcome those problems as much as possible...
Thinking like this, Leng Nuan turned his head and glanced at Lu Ben.
Now he is no longer the same person he was when he had no hair two years ago. He has a very delicate haircut, which makes him look cheerful and neat, which is very eye-catching.
In the past, she never thought that one day she would be with a boy, nor did she think that she would fall in love with someone. Now, every time she sees something from a man, she will imagine whether it will look good on him and whether it will match. If it fits him well, he will be unhappy if you buy it as a gift...
Leng Nuan couldn't help but smile slightly. When she looked back, her eyes glanced at Lu Ben's hand. She hesitated for a moment, then moved to Lu Ben's side, and then moved again. The distance between the two people was closer. After a lot of time, she tried to reach out and hold his hand...
Before she even touched his hand, her fingertips began to tremble uncontrollably.
She tried hard to convince herself, and she took courage again and again, but every time when she was just a little bit close to touching his fingertips, she drew back.
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Many years later, at three o'clock in the morning, Leng Nuan recalled this scene for an unknown number of times. She would always ask in her heart, if at that moment, she had had more courage, worked harder, and held his hand, Will he and she have no regrets?