Chapter 854 I Don't Want to Leave

She actually owed the Si family too much, but...she really didn't want to leave Simo City.

Even... as long as there is only one city, it would be nice to be able to watch him from afar.

Instead of the ends of the earth, I will never hear from him again.

There was only a moment of unspeakable silence in the box, and the sound of silk and bamboo in the quiet teahouse was pleasant to the ear, but there was always an unconcealable sadness.

After an unknown amount of time, Li Xiaoxiao finally raised her eyes to look at her, and said softly, "Do I have to go?"

Facing those clear eyes, Si Mu was a little hard to speak.

Although this child was not raised by her own hands, she still watched her grow up day by day. If it wasn't for Mo Cheng...she would have kept her by her side forever.

"Even if I never agree to my little uncle, is it okay? Is it okay if I let him give up?" Li Xiaoxiao asked.

Si Mu stared at her for a few seconds, lowered her eyes and said slowly: "Xiaoxiao, go to country M, your computer talent is very strong, and you can use it better there."

Li Xiaoxiao's eyes were sore, why did she try so hard to stop and refuse, but she still couldn't avoid the fate of leaving him.

Two plain white hands tightly hold the hot teacup, but they seem to be unconscious.

Si Mu gently held her hand, and said in a gentle voice: "You understand Mo Cheng's temperament, it's not that you will give up easily if you refuse him."

Li Xiaoxiao looked at her and asked, "Will he give up after I leave?"

"I don't know, but let him understand, you can't." Simu's voice was very soft, gentle but calm.

"Then when can I come back?" Li Xiaoxiao asked.

"After he gets married and has a baby, you can come back anytime you want after he gets married and has a baby."

Li Xiaoxiao kept silent, gently broke away from Si Mu's hand, and slowly got up: "I see."

She got up to leave, took two steps and stopped in front of the door, turned her back to Si Mu and said softly: "Do you know? I like him too. But I dare not and I can't. I always feel that it's good to just look at him like this. "

Si Mu lowered her eyes and said softly, "I'm sorry Xiaoxiao, I only have this one son."

Li Xiaoxiao's eyes were moist, and she said with red circles: "Aunt Si, I don't want to go."

Hearing her changed address, Si Mu's body stiffened slightly, and she said stiffly, "Xiaoxiao, I'm not your aunt, but your grandma."

"You are not, we are not related by blood! I am not a child of the Si family!"

After saying that, Li Xiaoxiao opened the bamboo curtain with red eyes and ran out.

Si Mu sat at the table in a daze, staring at the teacup for a long time, and finally let out a long sigh.

Su Xiangwan and Gu Xiangsi waited for a long time, but they didn't wait for Xiaoxiao to come back. It was only later that they called to find out that she had gone back first.

Listen to her voice, a little listless.

Su Xiangwan and Gu Xiangsi were very worried, but they were relieved to be assured that she would go home.

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In fact, Li Xiaoxiao did go home.

She locked herself in the bedroom, sitting on the head of the bed with her knees in her arms, lost in thought.

Why?

Why no matter how she backs down, she has to leave.

Turning around, he took a photo frame beside the bed, in which was a picture of him holding her hand.

She was about the age of high school, and she smiled like a little flower beside him, and there was a faint smile on the corner of his lips, the olive green against the bright spring, and the sunshine was just right.

A string of teardrops rolled down from the corner of his eyes and landed on the photo frame.

It happened to drip on his face.

She smiled and cried at the same time, and gently wiped away the teardrop, but it blurred his face even more.