Chapter 2672: The Knot in the Heart of the Goddess (Shen Ji's Short Story)
"It would be great if you were a boy! If you were not a girl, you would be the eldest son, and definitely the most favored eldest son in our Cheng family!
"Oh my God, why do you treat me like this! "
The words that Shen Ji heard the most since she was a child were her mother hiding in her room, wiping her tears and crying while nagging.
She was a girl, not a boy, which was her mother's lifelong hatred.
She hated that she was not a boy and could not bring her mother a higher status in the Cheng family.
So since she was a child, Shen Ji was ordered around by the Cheng family and had long been tired and numb.
Although the young Shen Ji was still young, she was very mature.
When she was five years old, she chose to escape from such a family.
She knew that her mother, who hated and loved her, followed her all the way away.
After she chose to leave with a person who gave her snacks, her mother, the woman named Yunhua, hid in the corner and cried for a long time.
At only five years old, a little girl who didn't even know what death meant, her loss of the word mother was something that outsiders would never understand.
The woman named mother finally dared to hide in the corner and cry, watching her leave.
In the first year after joining the Dark Soul Organization, Shen Ji had already fought invincible. Unbeatable.
Maybe others don't know the reason why she is invincible, but she knows it in her heart.
That's because after she was cruelly abandoned by her family, she no longer cared about life and survival.
Even if she died, for her, such a life without pursuit is meaningless.
People who are relaxed and have no burden are more likely to succeed, because they are alone and don't need to leave any way out for themselves.
On the contrary, those who have families, children, and concerns, look ahead and behind, and may only be ordinary people for the rest of their lives.
Shen Ji belongs to the former.
Like Sha Shen, she is ruthless and desperate. Even if someone stabs her with a knife, she doesn't care about her wounds and swears to kill the other party first.
In this way, when she first joined the Dark Soul Organization, almost no child was her opponent.
Until she met the girl who had lost her confidence in survival but rekindled her desire to survive-006!
She defeated her!
She also despised her: "Defeater! "
This sentence of being defeated made Shen Ji's blood boil.
"006, I remember you! I will definitely defeat you!" The young Shen Ji shouted this sentence to Sha Shen.
From then on, defeating Sha Shen became Shen Ji's only goal.
This wish is Shen Ji's goal, and it is also the motivation for Shen Ji to survive.
Her childhood was not good.
She did not miss her past.
She even wanted to give up her life at one point.
Perhaps for others, defeating Sha Shen is just a manifestation of a competitive spirit.
But for Shen Ji, this is her motivation to survive.
It is no longer a manifestation of a competitive spirit, but a survival value that she will never forget.
But one day, the woman she could never defeat, The God of Sha is dead.
When Shen Ji first heard the news, she was shocked, but she still chose to continue to live, because she chose to protect the Gusha Mercenary Group for the God of Sha and that stupid woman.
She knew that she would not leave, and she would come back one day.
Yes, the God of Sha did come back in 2019.
But Shen Ji was tired.
Please allow her to sleep for a long time, those goals and motivations have long been washed away by time.
She just wanted to have a good sleep and dream a dream that she would never wake up from.
She thought, fight again in the next life.
By then, she will definitely defeat the God of Sha.
Definitely.
This time, she will never break her promise.