Chapter 1010 (2)
He was already thinking about backing out in his heart, and he also noticed that Mosen was a little disgusted to continue the conversation, so he smiled awkwardly and changed the subject:
"By the way, Mosen, what do you do when you are not at work?"
"Nothing." Mosen was still smoking.
"Oh..." Tian Gang forced a laugh, "I am almost the same, nothing special to do."
"But I feel a little anxious recently. Well, that kind of feeling that I am so lazy, just messing around every day, and this can't go on, so I talked to that colleague you don't like very much."
"Then he said that even super rich people often have anxiety and depression, and everyone lives in anxiety. After all, life is a process of constantly generating and eliminating anxiety... something like that. So I thought, wow, it turns out that everyone is the same... Anyway, I was so strangely convinced by his theory. Haha, it can be said that I was relieved-"
"What nonsense are you talking about, how can it be the same." Mosen interrupted Tian Gang.
"Huh?" Tian Gang's smile froze on his face.
"It's all over for me and you."
Mosen's tone was not fierce, and could even be said to be very peaceful, like a matter-of-fact announcement, "At this point, how can people with nothing climb out of the gutter? Look at the living environment of yourself and those rich people, it's completely different."
It's hard to say which of these sentences is more irritating or Mosen's tone. Tian Gang was not feeling well, and moved his butt on the chair, straightening his back a little:
"Not really, although we are at the bottom of society now, there are many happy people at the bottom. Happy people. For example-"
"Stop dreaming." Mossen sneered, "Only those who can still fight for happiness will use this reason to comfort themselves. But then again, if they have the ability to climb to a higher place, they will not be as cowardly as they are now."
"Ahem, uh, well..."
Tian Gang couldn't think of any reasonable rebuttal, and his right hand stretched out to the beer glass again awkwardly, "That's true, haha..."
-"So, did you say it so hard that he dared not come again in the future?"
Wang Dali's voice sounded, and the picture simply transitioned in the form of voice-over, and the scene cut directly.
Colton in front of the screen breathed a sigh of relief unconsciously, and then subconsciously glanced at Damon and Jasper beside him. Seeing that they were all looking at the screen lazily and did not notice him, his embarrassment was relieved.
Just now, he inexplicably felt that he and Tian Gang had become one, and Mossen on the opposite side easily broke through his psychological defense line.
"If they had the ability, they wouldn't be so cowardly now"... Colton's face flushed when he heard it, and his heart felt like a thorn was pierced. It didn't hurt to the point of collapse, but it was indescribable pain at that moment.
He was offended just like Tian Gang, and wanted to open his mouth to refute and prove to Mossen that "even cowardly and insignificant people can be happy as long as they work hard", but in fact he couldn't say anything. There was a voice in his heart that was swinging between "admission" and "self-deception", unwilling to believe that Mossen was right.
That's right, always cowardly and afraid to move forward, how could you successfully live the life you want.
Colton's flushed cheeks were still hot. Didn't he know that Damon and the others didn't treat him as a real friend most of the time? He knew, he knew everything, but... making friends is so difficult, and it's also difficult to express and stick to your own ideas. "Following Damon's instructions" is obviously much simpler, and being a follower is also one of the ways to show friendship - Colton didn't want to think about it anymore.
Even if it was just in his heart, he didn't have the courage to face this problem directly.
How ridiculous this is, I dare not even think about it.
Colton's fingers unconsciously clenched the coffee cup, and suddenly he felt a little self-destructive.
I am a cowardly coward, so what... so what?
"It's all over for me and you."
Mossen's words and the expression on his face when he spoke flashed before his eyes again.
Colton's breathing tightened.
He suddenly thought that the man who was sitting in a small restaurant smoking, with a gloomy expression and dull eyes, had a pair of dark brown eyes.
Just like him.
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