Chapter 185 Qi Shuang

Several people's bodies trembled at the same time.

Is this...going to be criticized in turn?

Yea, that's good too.

After all, today's performance was really bad.

If the teacher could criticize and suggest more, I would probably feel better.

Qi Shuang wiped the red corners of her eyes, stood up and walked over.

Qin Jue took her up to the second floor from the internal passage and entered the bar box.

At this time, a magic show was going on downstairs, and the atmosphere was relaxed and leisurely, with laughter and exclamations from guests occasionally heard.

In contrast, it is even more tragic.

"What do you want to say?" Qin Jue asked Qi Shuang to sit down.

"...We are too bad." Qi Shuang held it in for a while and whispered, "Underground performances are like this, but if they are on an above-ground stage..."

"It's good to know." Qin Jue didn't have the slightest sympathy.

A magic bar only had about twenty people at most when it first opened. If such a small venue cannot be controlled, how can we talk about a concert with tens of thousands of people?

Qi Shuang let out a dull "hmm".

"I told you before, don't discriminate against yourself." Qin Jue suddenly talked about other topics, "Qi Shuang, I just called Sister Liu to ask about your life experience."

Qi Shuang's expression changed, and she clenched the hands on her knees tightly.

"You hate all men?"

"No!...No, the teacher and QianSe are both very good."

"Oh, that's okay. I was worried about you having a sense of connection." Qin Jue's tone was calm, as if he was reading a newspaper. "Your parents divorced when you were six or seven years old, and you lived with your mother in the United States. From your character Come on, my father-in-law often teaches you that ‘girls need to be self-reliant’?”

"……no."

Qi Shuang's voice was still low, "Mom, she is a very gentle and sensitive woman. Divorcing that man is the bravest thing she has ever done so far."

"When we lived in the United States, I often saw her crying secretly. So, I must do a good job, better than boys, better than anyone else. I have to be strong, so that I can protect her."

Unlike Lou Lan, whose pressure comes from force, the burden on Qi Shuang's shoulders is spiritual.

"You are indeed your mother's biological child." Qin Jue said.

"...Huh?" Qi Shuang looked up blankly.

"I mean, at some points, you are equally sensitive and fragile." Qin Jue sighed, "Qi Shuang, although I know that outsiders have no qualifications or position to judge you, but if you want to enter the entertainment industry , if you want to become an idol, it’s best not to be as sensitive as you are now.”

"I do not--"

"You do." Qin Jue interrupted her with a gentle voice but a slightly tough attitude, "Listen, I'm not denying you, I'm describing it objectively."

"You are always quite subjective on certain elements, such as gender, family, father, etc." Qin Jue continued, "Once it comes to these things, you will often get into trouble and insist on thinking that you have been caricatured, mirrored, and hurt. , and became sad.”

"When your grades were not as good as 'Thousand Colors', you were thinking in your mind, 'Is it because I'm a girl, so I can't do it?', 'Is it because the teacher didn't treat me the same way as the boy band next door because I was a girl? expectations'.

"Today on the stage, your performance collapsed due to the heckling and teasing of the male guests, but Yu Lan, who was next on stage, received applause. Is your first thought: 'My strength needs to be strengthened', or is it... Say, 'If it weren't for that rude [male] who influenced me, how could I be worse than this [boy] Yu Lan'?"

"Your thinking." Qin Jue tapped his temple, "Always bring yourself to the gender level, and then think about problems paranoid, subjective, and one-sided, and put further pressure on yourself. To put it bluntly, subconsciously When discriminating against women, they tacitly accept that 'as a woman, I just can't do it', but on the surface they have to resist this discrimination and prove to others that 'I am a girl, but I can do it too'."

"But..." Qi Shuang's lips moved, "But men and women exist objectively."

"Yes, but this does not mean that all thinking logic must be based on gender." Qin Jue suddenly asked, "What do you think of me?"

"Huh? Teacher... is very strong." Qi Shuang's thoughts were a little confused and he said hesitantly.

"Then do you think, 'Men like the teacher are very strong'? Or, 'Because the teacher is a man, he is really strong'? Or even, 'Because I am a girl, so if I want to be as strong as the teacher, I must You have to put in a hundred times extra effort'?"

"This..." Qi Shuang's expression said it all.

Qin Jue helplessly stretched out his hand to hold her arm and pulled Qi Shuang, who was sitting opposite, in front of him.

"Are you nervous?"

They were so close, face to face, that they could even vaguely feel each other's breathing.

Qi Shuang's face suddenly turned red, her heartbeat was beating like a drum, and her body was trembling slightly.

"me……"

"Because he is a man, he has a good impression of the opposite sex, but he is also wary of danger." Qin Jue said clearly, "Yes, that's right, if a person - whether a man or a woman - behaves rashly and disrespectfully Pulling you in front of him, what you need to do now is to slap him or push him away to ensure your own personal safety first."

Qi Shuang's mind was in confusion, he didn't know what to say or what to do.

Qin Jue's index finger was pressed against her lips.

"Shhh."

She pressed Qi Shuang's hand on her chest.

It feels soft and elastic, not like a man's chest muscles.

Qi Shuang's eyes were filled with confusion and panic at first. When he came back to his senses, his eyes widened in shock and he was extremely shocked.

With her expression changing like this, Qin Jue said in a voice that only the two of them could hear:

"The teacher is very strong, right?

"The teacher is strong even if he is not a man."

The hand she had placed on Qi Shuang's lips moved to the top of the little girl's head, and with a sigh, she rubbed it gently.

“Being good, strong and gender never conflict.

"Let yourself go."

Qi Shuang was stunned for two seconds, her eyes were red, and she bit her lip.

…

"Qiqi?! Are you okay?"

Xing Yufei rushed up to meet Qi Shuang, hugged Qi Shuang and patted her.

"It's okay." Qi Shuang's voice was hoarse and she smiled with a nasal tone, a little embarrassed, "The teacher told me about my mentality problem."

"Eh? Isn't it about strength?"

Jiang Qing'e and Lou Lan, who also came over, were stunned for a moment.

"Yes." Qi Shuang let go of Xing Yufei, sat down again, and met the concerned and focused eyes of the "Qianse" people opposite.

If it had been before, she might have felt guilty for a second or two, feeling that it was useless to be cared for by a boy like this, and then she would have secretly sulked.

Qi Shuang suddenly laughed.

After breaking away from the framework that had always constrained her thoughts, she suddenly discovered that the strong and tired girl she once was was really a stubborn little girl.

Xia Song, who was opposite her, said softly, "Hey."

Although I don’t know what happened, why did Qi Shuang’s aura become stronger?

He's not domineering, strong, or handsome, but...

A burst of relief and magnanimity from within?