End of the Volume

Hello everyone, this is Andlao, your loyal friend who updates once or twice a day.

First of all, I confess...

As you can see, when I was serializing this volume, my whole state was quite bad, and my work and rest were always in a morbid cycle. I either slept for three or four hours a day and forced myself to turn on the computer, or I slept for ten hours at a time and slept all day and night.

In order to adjust my state, I went to the gym. After training hard for a few days, I couldn't sleep even more. I also went to the hospital and got some sleeping pills, but the effect of the medicine was not very effective for me. Once I took the medicine, I still couldn't sleep all night.

Not to mention, the bed collapsed recently, and there was a hole in the middle, which made it even more difficult to sleep.

Fortunately, although my personal state was very bad, this volume was successfully completed without any danger, and then the book officially entered the later stage. I expect that there are still two volumes of content, which is almost finished.

Then the state adjustment has been good recently, and the thread of the whole story is still moving forward along my outline in the Schrodinger state.

So I feel that it can still land smoothly. As the status recovers, the subsequent updates should be able to update more every day. For this reason, I will tentatively try to finish it by the end of the year.

Of course, I estimate that as long as my work and rest schedule explodes once in the middle, I will have to write until next year.

Regarding the works, I want to share, to be honest, there is actually nothing to share.

If I have to say something, it is some writing experience. This book undoubtedly made me realize many problems, made many unnecessary mistakes, and some of my own problems.

But about this part, I plan to talk about it when the book is finished. If I say it now, it feels like I have held a funeral in advance.

Then it is also in this volume that the setting of the story is almost revealed, and the next is the plot to reveal the truth.

In this case, let's talk about some life ramblings.

In addition to the explosion of work and rest schedule, I have also been very anxious recently.

I am always very anxious. In my opinion, my life is full of deadlines. It seems that if I can't do anything or achieve anything at a certain age node, I will be a failure and the game will end.

But in fact, even if I pass that node, nothing will happen.

Just like if you think you can't get into a good high school or university, or find a good job, and so on, your life will be ruined.

Life is extremely resilient, and many things that seem to be fatal are actually just that.

The most anxious time for something is when it has not happened yet.

I have reconciled with my anxiety, but to say reconciliation is to let it go.

I am a person with very low personal desires. The rent is 500 yuan a month, and the food and drink are no more than 30 yuan. In addition to buying game models, I have almost no expenses. For this reason, I have a considerable savings, which is enough for me to let it go for a long time.

Logically, in this case, I should not be anxious, but I always have a great obsession with "works".

I don't know whether it is lucky or unfortunate.

Relying on this obsession with works, I think that my working life will still be long for a long time. Also because of this obsession, I feel that my heart is easily broken, and maybe I will run out of ideas.

Hey.

The work is the projection of the author. Here I admit that I do have the problem of overthinking like the characters in my works.

I am the kind of person who thinks about the next steps after taking one step. It would be best if everything is under my control, but life is a game full of random events, and you can't grasp everything.

For this reason, I am always anxious while thinking.

(The above words may not make sense and contradict themselves. Please forgive me. I just let myself go and talk nonsense.)

Then let's talk about something that is not worrying.

After thinking about it, I raised a kitten, a Siamese cat that mines coal.

I raised a cat. I have been thinking about it since I was a child, and I really raised a cat.

I don't know if I have told you readers that I like small things since I was a child.

When I was in elementary school, one day when I came home, a puppy ran out from under the bed. My dad said that this was not raised by others, so he gave it to him.

I was happy for 24 hours, and when I went home again, the dog was gone.

It was also for a long time since then. Every time I came home, I looked under the bed with anticipation, hoping that a dog would refresh out.

Of course, there will be no dog refresh under the bed.

After many years, I finally got a kitten. I named it Qiao Qiao, also known as Sanbai, because I bought it for 300 yuan. Later, I called it 1,300 yuan because I recharged 1,000 yuan at the pet hospital.

Friends also gave it many nicknames, such as Rongrong and Ludou, but after a few months of getting along, I don’t know whether the cat doesn’t like these names or simply doesn’t understand them. It seems that it doesn’t know what its name is at all.

When I first got a cat, I was also very anxious. I was very worried about whether I could take good care of a little life. In the first week, I had the idea of ​​sending the kitten away several times, so that I wouldn’t have to bear the responsibility of taking care of this life and the anxiety it brought.

Then... Then another week later, the cat grew a lot.

See, it’s not that difficult.

I get along well with cats now. According to the ratio, this cat eats better than me, and Siamese is very friendly. It is enthusiastic and makes me a little socially anxious.

I usually don't close the bedroom door at home, but because of it, I closed the door for the first time, hoping to have some private space.

I once doubted whether I had a cat or a person for the cat.

I saw a meme picture of Pokemon before, where Pikachu was eating from a bowl on the ground, but Team Rocket's Meowth could eat on the table, so I put the cat's food bowl on the coffee table, bought it a water bowl but it didn't drink, instead it drank from my water cup, so I just used the cup as a water bowl for it.

When I was writing, I finally had some other consumer products, and bought it a few boxes of canned food, and it meowed as if it regarded me as its reborn parent.

I felt like I found a druid roommate for myself, but this roommate couldn't change back after turning into a cat.

Small animals are good, small animals are really cute, and they relieved me a lot of stress. Of course, when they are beasts, they are really beasts.

Because I live on the first floor, I planted a bunch of cucumbers in the yard on the first floor. After several heavy rains, the cucumber seedlings have now climbed up to the windows. The cucumbers are bigger than cats, and they are in batches. I can't eat them all.

The previous generation of JOJO was buried in the vegetable garden. When I buried it, I poured all its snacks into it. Maybe there was a melon seed or something that was raw. After several fertilizations, it actually sprouted.

A sunflower more than two meters high grew in the vegetable garden. What's more weird is that before it bloomed, I always thought it was an ultimate cucumber seedling.

In fact, if you think about it this way, life is pretty good.

I used to like to chat with water groups, but as my mental state deteriorated, I became more and more autistic. I once cut off the Internet. After a few times of watering the group, I was still quoted out of context by group members.

I would like to declare here that no one really believes the chat records!

I won't talk about the specific details. In short, with the cooperation and dissemination of group members, my life experience can be described as wandering, just short of being on the local newspaper.

It's okay, the work is for the readers to entertain, but now they are directly entertaining the author instead of the work.

It's all right, but you have to pay.

Just kidding, anyway, this is the situation, I am trying my best to adjust my state and maintain the proper level to make a perfect ending for this book.

But before that, I'll take a few days off, so that I can have a good rest and sleep.

Good night everyone.

Updates will resume on the 27th.