Chapter 3308 Father

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Alas, why are you crying while talking? Stop crying, you are the noble Night Demon Queen, I would rather you punch me in the face.

I tenderly stretched out my hand to help Lilith wipe away her tears, but they couldn't be wiped away. She seemed to want to vent all her grievances in one breath, and her tears kept falling. From the time I met Lilith until now, I have never seen her so weak. side.

Although I don’t know what’s going on, if that’s the case, let’s just cry and vent in one breath.

I stopped wiping Lilith's tears, held her tightly in my arms, lowered my head, and kissed her smooth forehead.

When the sobs in my arms subsided, I felt something in my heart. I squatted down, keeping my eyes level with Lilith's pitiful face, and helped her wipe away her last tears. Looking at this little face with pear blossoms and rain, I almost died. I cried out of distress.

"Lilith."

I shouted softly and continued to murmur, regardless of whether she responded or not.

"I know that I often break my promises and leave you, which is wrong of me, but there is one thing. From the beginning to the future, I never meant to tease you, dad... I love you."

"nausea."

Lilith replied in seconds, uh, touched her heart...it felt like it was about to break.

Still, it's good to have a response.

I took a deep breath: "So, Lilith, can you tell me where the strong, strong, and proud Queen Lilith went? Let me understand how wrong I was to lose her. ,Okay?"

There was a crisp sound and she slapped away the fingers I wiped on her little face. Lilith, who had stopped crying, slowly raised her head, revealing a pair of dull pupils that shocked me. Even the bright red and cold eyes The color of the blood was a little lighter, as if it had faded with the heavy tears just now.

I felt so distressed that I almost wanted to close my eyes. I couldn't bear to see such a fragile and pitiful Lilith, but I still mustered up the courage to look at her unblinkingly, hoping to convey my feelings to her.

"Too late."

Her slightly dry lips were slightly parted. Not only her pupils, but Lilith's whole body was as lifeless as a doll. She could only see cold emotions, but she could no longer find any trace of her previous arrogance.

"Did I come back too late? If so, I solemnly apologize. No matter how hard you beat me, I won't fight back. But I don't think that's what you meant. I'm as strong as you and won't become so fragile because of this kind of thing. "

I analyzed it carefully, and maybe I hit the bullseye. Lilith's dim pupils trembled slightly, and finally found the focus, and met my eyes. They were still so cold, and they still said the same words.

"Too late."

"Lilith!"

Seeing Lilith repeating herself like a repeater, I was a little anxious. Was she unwilling to tell me the real reason?

"It's too late, people..."

People?

"The tribesmen have disappeared, one after another, right in front of me, right in my perception, one after another. I can't do anything, can't do anything..."

Lilith lowered her head again and murmured in a very low voice. If I hadn't pricked up my ears, I might have missed the key words, and then asked stupidly, "What did you say?" Can you say it louder and say it again before being kicked away by Queen Lilith?

Tribesmen disappeared one after another? In front of her eyes, in her perception?

How is this going?

I was shocked, and for a moment I felt that my IQ was not enough, so I quickly transferred some from the storage. Fortunately, I usually have savings. The price is that I am very reckless and naive when I don't need to use my brain. In fact, when I first developed this trick, it was Prevent your IQ from being bitten by a little ghost...

There is no doubt that what Lilith said has a lot to do with my last outing experience. The tribesmen she mentioned disappearing one after another were most likely the ones I, the evil dragon Lena, and Ava'er saw. , the withered Night Demon tribe.

After understanding this, the reason for Lilith's loss of soul and lack of light can be explained. It's not because I haven't come back to see her for a long time. I am not qualified to make her sad and depressed. At this point, I am very self-aware of this.

However, right in front of her, right in her perception, they disappeared one after another. How should we understand this sentence?

Could it be that Lilith was present when the attackers who broke the seal were massacring the Night Demon tribe? This is obviously impossible, so this [perception] is worth pondering. Could it be that Lilith wants to express that her perception with the Night Demon clan is very close. When the Night Demon clan was massacred, just like when she Like being slaughtered one after another before your eyes?

I stared at Lilith, seeing that she was about to cry again, sobbing silently, her fists hanging down, clenched and trembling.

"Lilith, you...can sense your tribe?"

I frowned, grabbed Lilith's little hand, and forcefully opened the palm of her hand. It was still too late. The nails had already been embedded in the flesh, and the bright red blood flowed. Even though the Night Demon's physique recovered, Surprisingly, it healed quickly, but it still makes me feel bad.

Faced with this question and my actions, Lilith, who seemed to have lost her soul, did not respond, which should be equivalent to acquiescence.

"When exactly is it?"

"Lilith? Tell me, just think that I lied to you, and maybe there will be a chance to turn around. Just believe me this time, okay?" I squatted down again, forcing myself into Lilith's lowered gaze. Stare tightly away.

This sentence seemed to open a small gate. Lilith's eyes were moist again, and she bit her lip. She was weak and helpless, giving up on herself, and finally spoke hoarsely, and she spoke in one breath.

"It's all...all my fault."

ha? How can I blame you again? Did you say it was my fault?

"Actually, I sensed my clan members very weakly at the beginning. As my strength became stronger, it became stronger and stronger. I could even identify their direction, as if they were right in front of me."

"Can they also sense you?" I couldn't help but interject, if not it's okay, if not, why not take a look at Lilith? Or are they unable to leave their Night Demon tribe?

Lilith glanced at me coldly and said something.

"I'm the king."

Ah, got it.

With an above-average IQ, I immediately understood what she meant. Lilith is the queen of the Night Demon clan. She has the right to sense her people, but the people cannot sense her. This is probably what she meant.

"Yes, Sa Qili has been saying that there is something wrong with you a long time ago. You are always staring in one direction. Is that because of this?"

"At the beginning, I could only vaguely sense them, and even if I had the intention, I couldn't do anything about them. Later, I could sense their direction, and even in my dreams, I would occasionally pass by their real pictures."

Ah, this is probably what she just said, disappearing one by one, right in front of her eyes, that's it.

I nodded my head clearly, stopped interrupting, and listened patiently.

"After I could sense the direction of my clan members, and even see them in my dreams, I couldn't help it anymore."

That is, from that time on, a person always stares in the same direction? So that's it, all the mysteries are solved.

Seeing that Lilith fell silent, I couldn't help but speak again.

"Do you want to see your tribe? Why don't you tell me? I remember that there was a time when you always hesitated to say anything and seemed to want to say something to me. Is it because of this?"

It felt like my IQ had suddenly gone too far, and this sentence happened to hit the bull's-eye. Lilith's dim pupils condensed, and her fists clenched again. I had quick eyesight and quick hands, and quickly took her hand, holding it with ten fingers intertwined to prevent her. Keep hurting yourself.

"because……"

She glanced at me coldly. At this moment, even if I made such a [rude] move, she would not pursue it. Perhaps it was because she was filled with self-blame.

"Because I'm a fool."

I was stunned, hearing such words from Lilith was really... super fresh, probably unprecedented.

"For the sake of my pitiful self-esteem, I don't want my weak self to be seen by my tribe, and for the sake of my humble pride, I can't even open my mouth."

"Then..." Lilith gritted her teeth, tears welling up again unsatisfactorily.

"Because of my cowardice, I watched my clan members disappear one after another. I knew the direction but didn't even have the courage to take a step. Me like this... me like this..."

Tears and voices seemed to have burst. She shed tears freely and cried loudly. She could not suppress it, but she was not suppressed. She cried so much that even snot flowed out from her nose. It was intertwined with tears and crying. That charming and beautiful face The night devil's face was crying like a six or seven-year-old child.

I went from being at a loss at the beginning, to being in a hurry, to being silent.

I wanted to hug Lilith several times, but I held back. What Lilith needed now was not the comfort of a hug, but the space to vent.

"Feeling better?"

"..."

Lilith desperately wiped her cat-like face with both hands and arms in embarrassment, wiping and wiping, wiping and wiping. Even though she had wiped it clean, she kept wiping it hard. It felt like she was using it to cover her face, like an ostrich burying itself in the sand. See her shameful side.

Although the pity and distress in my heart has not diminished, I am still attracted by Lilith like this.

"Lilith did nothing wrong."

While Lilith was wiping her face, I watched her every move carefully and then spoke.

"Lilith's self-esteem is the best, and Lilith's pride is also the best. It is precisely because of this self-esteem that Lilith is the Lilith I am familiar with, the perfect Lilith. As for being timid... I should be happy , if you were bolder, I might not be able to see you, and the Night Demon clan might also lose their Queen forever."

When I said this, I suddenly felt a chill in my back and broke into a cold sweat.

It's so dangerous. It's so dangerous. It's been more than a month since I discovered that the Night Demon tribe was attacked and returned to the Holy See Mountain. In other words, the Night Demon tribe was attacked at least more than a month ago. Lilith was there. At that time, he felt that his tribe was suffering from misfortune and disappeared one by one.

From that time to now, in such a long period of time, whenever Lilith gets carried away and desperately tries to find her clansmen, then, with her current strength and amazing speed, she wants to sneak away without telling Sa Qili. It's a very simple thing.

However, with her strength, if she wanted to pass through many dangerous areas and reach the Night Demon territory, she would definitely die without any luck.

In other words, for at least more than a month, every minute and every second, I might lose Lilith at any time.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat, and hugged Lilith tightly desperately, with lingering fear in my heart.

Thank God, God really did take care of me, and didn't let Lilith get crazy for a while, and didn't take Lilith away from me.

Needless to say, the result was natural. I thought it was normal, but in Lilith's eyes, it seemed to be an inexplicable and sudden rude behavior. I was punished and kicked away by Lilith.

"Shut up, I don't need the sympathy of a mere blood slave." She told me to kick me away, she shouted coldly, but she was still immersed in self-blame. This scolding also lost its previous sharpness.

Although I vented my long-suppressed feelings, the feeling of self-blame did not disappear. Instead, it became more intense under Lilith's self-recognition. Next, no matter how I coaxed or comforted Lilith, Si couldn't muster up the slightest bit of energy. He kicked me away several times when I tried to use extreme treatment methods. The strength was not enough, and it couldn't satisfy me at all...ah, there is no such thing.

In short, Lilith blamed herself for the disappearance of her tribe. If she could meet them earlier and return to the Night Demon tribe... wait, wouldn't she encounter attackers next? !

I am very happy again. It seems that all this is God's will. God's arrangement has allowed Lilith to avoid the death trap perfectly. My daughter should not die.

Thinking of this, I happily hugged Lilith with tears streaming down my face, only to be kicked away for the Nth time.

Fortunately, I'm glad that Lilith can't be like this all the time. With her stubborn character, this strong self-blame will probably accompany her for the rest of her life. At least, at least I should do something. How should I do it? Even if it just diverts her attention temporarily.

A flash of inspiration flashed in my mind. I hesitated for a long time, but finally made up my mind when I saw the lost Lilith in front of me.

"Lilith, do you... want to go home?"

Lilith, who had no response no matter what I said or did except telling me to kick her away, suddenly raised her head with a look of disbelief.

"Actually, on this trip, we...we seemed to have passed by the door of the Night Demon clan." Seeing the light of hope in Lilith's eyes, I couldn't turn back and said bravely, just...

"It's just...it's just..." It's too dangerous, it's still too dangerous. With my current strength, I can't guarantee that I'm going to be completely safe by myself. What's more, I have to bring Lilith with me? He was simply joking with his daughter's life. He really shouldn't have said it, even if it was to comfort Lilith.

I was distressed, holding my head hard, regretting my impulse.

However, this move seemed to cause Lilith to misunderstand. She looked at me and didn't know where she was thinking. Her expression kept changing, as if she was undergoing an unprecedented fierce inner struggle. Finally, she took a deep breath, and in her eyes Flashing with determination, but filled with tears of shame, he lowered his head and clenched his fists, gritted his teeth and closed his eyes, trembling slightly, holding back something, and burst out with the greatest determination in an instant, and spoke.

"Father...Father...Father..."

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