Chapter 2202 Reluctant

Yaoyao, I can't let them, or we can't die in vain.

Lu Xingzhi didn't mention his mood in just a few words, but Jiang Yao could imagine it.

Walking on the tractor, he knew in his heart that Ah Sheng was dead, but he still didn't want to believe it and asked her to treat Ah Sheng first.

That was the first time she saw such an irrational Lu Xingzhi.

At that time, she thought it was because of the friendship between Ah Sheng and him.

Now, after seeing this, she realized that it was because he had seen too many comrades die in the past few days, so he was afraid that another comrade would die.

He must have been in pain, despair, and self-blame.

Yaoyao, at this moment, what worries me the most is not my parents, nor our unborn child, but you.

I dare not think, without me, how you will live alone in this world in the future.

I really want to tell you that if I die, you can just forget about me, but when it comes to writing, I really can't be so pregnant.

Be selfish, so you still can't forget me, ten years, twenty years, a lifetime, you still have to leave a place in your heart for me.

Fortunately, we still have a son to accompany you, and let him take care of you instead of me in the decades to come.

By the way, I have thought of a name for my son these two days, Chenyang, Lu Chenyang, what do you think?

When he grows up, let him study medicine with you and become a doctor as good as you.

It's a pity that I don't have a chance to have a daughter who is as beautiful and lovable as you, but it's also good, without a daughter, I can miss one less person.

Yaoyao, you can be sad for a while, but not for too long. Take care of yourself, our children, and our parents.

I always feel like I have to say goodbye to you if I haven't had a good time with you in this life, and it is inevitable to be reluctant.

Yaoyao, because of you, I believe that people must have an afterlife.

So, Yaoyao, remember, in the next life you, Jiang Yao, will still be my Lu Xingzhi's wife! This is what we agreed.

Jiang Yao's tears almost soaked the letter paper, what is it called Lu Yanwang, just call him Lu Bawang, who made an agreement with him that he will be his wife in the next life?

Said yes?

Who wants to remember him for ten or twenty years, and remember him for a lifetime?

Jiang Yao cursed while wiping away her tears, "Why don't you write a few sentences like the suicide note given to me in the previous life to let me marry someone else?"

Can't bear it? Can't write anymore?

Once you get it, why don't you want to let it go?

If you have it, why don't you want to give it up? She doesn't want another man to come into her life and take his place little by little, right?

After reading the letter, Jiang Yao folded it back again, and then took back her pocket, thinking to herself, after this minor operation is over, I will go back to him to settle the score, what kind of suicide note is this written?

Compared with the suicide note left by him in his previous life, this suicide note is simply a foul everywhere!

Jiang Yao carefully put away the letter, then went to the bathroom to wash her face.

Although Lu Xingzhi said at the beginning that this letter was called a suicide note, Jiang Yao could feel that he was not reconciled. Probably, there was still a thought in his heart that this letter would not have a chance to get into her hands.

Jiang Yao thought, perhaps, Lu Xingzhi wrote this letter with despair at first, but later on, he might be using this letter to cheer himself up, so that he must grit his teeth and persevere.