2331His Worries
The woman only saw her back, but for some reason, Qin Yizhi felt that the woman was Gu Xiaowan. She seemed to be flying into the sky with a fairy spirit, and he felt that she should have been like this, as if she was ethereal. It's like it doesn't belong to him.
God knows how scared he was when he had such an idea. That fear was like a thorn in his heart.
The thorn took root and sprouted inadvertently, growing crookedly, and then crawled over his heart like a vine.
Whenever he thought that she did not belong to him, those vines would pull and pull, making his heart ache. Pain was not the most important thing, the most important thing was despair, the despair that penetrated deep into his bones. The despair made him feel pain even when he breathed, so much that his limbs and bones were all cold.
Now, still holding this person in his arms, his heart finally calmed down and he no longer felt pain or despair.
As long as she was still there, he felt like he was still alive.
Gu Xiaowan didn't know that he had thought so much. She was just curious about his attitude today. She felt that his heartbeat was not fast, and then she raised her head and said, "Do you think my painting looks good?"
Qin Yizhi then looked at the painting again and nodded: "It's beautiful!"
"Well, I think it's beautiful too, with green water and green mountains, rolling hills, and horses riding in white clothes. Brother Yizhi, shall we live like this in the future?" Gu Xiaowan said expectantly.
Qin Yizhi tried not to look at the woman in white in the painting. Looking at Gu Xiaowan's face full of expectation, he nodded: "Okay, let's go to a place like that in the future, where we can ride horses in white and live a happy life! Wherever you want to go, I will I’ll all go with you!”
Gu Xiaowan happily hung up Qin Yizhi's neck and kissed her proactively: "Okay! Keep your word!
"Well, I must keep my word, and you must keep your word!" Qin Yizhi took the initiative to deepen the kiss. Gu Xiaowan wanted to ask her when she would stop keeping her word, but she had no choice but to moan. Voice.
Until Qin Yizhi let her go, she asked, "What did you mean by telling me to keep my word just now?"
Qin Yizhi blinked: "Literally!"
"What do you mean?" Gu Xiaowan didn't understand. She felt that Qin Yizhi meant something in what he said today.
"You can only have me alone, you can't let others accompany you!" Qin Yizhi said seriously.
Gu Xiaowan felt that this serious issue must be discussed carefully: "Who should I go with?"
"I don't know, no one can do it anyway!" Qin Yizhi said domineeringly.
Gu Xiaowan suddenly thought of what Tan Yushu said and asked, "Then are your days over?"
day? Qin Yizhi reacted immediately: "The days are not settled yet!"
"Oh!" Seeing that he was not in a hurry, Gu Xiaowan crossed her arms and said, "If you don't care about him, what if someone else cares about you? Maybe someone will calculate the time and carry the sedan chair to Qingyuan. What to do at the door?”
How could Qin Yizhi not be interested?
He had already given their birth dates to Master Huiyuan, and was just waiting for them to calculate their dates there.
Moreover, he had already prepared all the betrothal gifts, wedding clothes, and dowry, and was waiting to complete the task and marry her.
It just depends on the length of the day and how much mud the radish can bring out. He doesn't care anyway, getting a wife is the first important thing.
When she heard that someone else was coming to marry her, her face became extremely ugly. She took her into her arms and held her tightly. Gu Xiaowan thought he was going to get angry. Unexpectedly, he actually said aggrievedly: "If you leave with someone else, , the only thing in my life is to look for you, no matter where I am, no matter where I am, no matter where I am, I will look for you. After I find you, I will wait for you and wait for you to change your mind!"
His voice was hoarse with despair, and Gu Xiaowan felt that the softest part of her heart was hit by him, a little numbness, a little pain, but it was not as gentle and shocking as the tenderness and shock he brought to her.
Her nose was a little sore, her eyes were a little hot, and her voice was choked: "No, I just want you!" Her hands tightened and she hugged him back tightly.
Qin Yizhi said hoarsely: "Okay!"
He looked up at the painting of green mountains and green water, and felt that the vine growing in his heart had been pulled down again, causing pain.
Gu Xiaowan was a little nervous and a little worried after what Qin Yizhi said. Seeing his aggrieved and desperate look, as if she was about to disappear, Gu Xiaowan knew that he was busy, so she went to Xiangguo Temple without any restraint.
Tan Yushu was right, he didn't have time to go, but she had time. When the time comes, as long as the day comes, it would be the same for him to marry her!
The relationship between the two of them has reached such a point that it is no longer necessary to decide who is going to settle the day. Gu Xiaowan took Zuo to Xiangguo Temple without telling anyone.
Ah Mo thought she was here to worship the Bodhisattva while driving the carriage, and Zuo was the same.
When she arrived at Xiangguo Temple, Gu Xiaowan finished praying to the Buddha and was about to go find Master Huiyuan. Unexpectedly, Master Huiyuan sent someone to find her.
"Princess, the abbot invites you!" After Gu Xiaowan paid homage to the last Bodhisattva, a young novice monk came over.
Gu Xiaowan nodded, told Zuo to add some incense money, and then followed the little novice monk.
Arriving at the Zen room from the last time, Gu Xiaowan saw that just like last time, Zen Master Huiyuan was sitting on a futon with his hands clasped together and a string of Buddhist beads hanging in his hands.
Gu Xiaowan knew that he could not see, but she was still alive, so she stood there quietly, waiting for him to speak. Huiyuan did not open her eyes and said slowly: "Since the princess is here, please invite her to take a seat!"
Gu Xiaowan sat opposite Huiyuan and saw Huiyuan slowly opening his eyes. Although full of vicissitudes of life, he still had a sharp eye.
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"Master Huiyuan came to see Xiao Wan, why?" Gu Xiaowan planned to listen to what he had to say first.
Huiyuan didn't say anything. He took something from the table and pushed it in front of Gu Xiaowan: "Princess, look first!"
A piece of paper. What is written on the paper? The handwriting is neat and can be seen through the back of the paper.
The familiar handwriting was as familiar as if it had penetrated into her blood.
This is Qin Yizhi's handwriting, written above are Qin Yizhi's and his own birth dates.
His birth date is that of his current real body, Gu Xiaowan.