Chapter 1119 Self-Blame and Guilt
An Ruge looked at the large plate of fried rice in front of him. In fact, it was too early for him to eat, but he thought about the daughter who would give birth later, and his wife had a big belly. If he didn't eat enough, where would he get it? He had the strength to take care of their mother and daughter, so he had to eat enough even if he couldn't.
"You can eat what you have, don't worry about me." An Ruge sat down and started eating.
When Xiao Xiang'er saw her husband's look, she thought for a moment and realized why he said such a thing, and then she started to eat.
When the couple went to the Armed Police General Hospital after eating, the Li family and Anhao hadn't arrived yet, so they couldn't sit still and walked to the gate to wait. If they had known better, they should have given the Li family first Make a phone call. If they don't come, go directly to Li's house and come with them.
"Why haven't you come yet?" Xiao Xiang'er asked anxiously after waiting for a while and still not seeing their figures.
"Xian'er, don't worry, they may still be eating. This is An An's first child, so it shouldn't be so fast." An Ruge thought that it didn't take a long time for his wife to give birth to a daughter, so he Fortunately, I was almost anxious, but my face looked very calm, just because I was afraid of affecting my wife's mood, so as not to make her even more nervous.
"I know that too, but aren't I worried? An An hasn't spent much time with us in so many years. She just got married and had children. I feel like I'm so sorry for her.
Now if I can't be with her when she gives birth to a baby, then I really have failed as a mother, Ru Ge, are you right? "Xiao Xiang'er has paid so much for the country over the years. She has not failed the country, but she has failed her daughter.
"Xian'er, you can't think like that. We have to have a country before we can have a family, right? An An will understand us and she won't blame you." An Ruge also knew that her daughter was feeling bitter, but as he said , If there is no country, how can there be a family, so for the happiness of future generations, he can only choose the country and owes his daughter.
"I hope so." Xiao Xiang'er had never felt so sorry for her daughter in so many years. She didn't know that her daughter hated her until her daughter asked her to abort the child in her belly.
Especially the daughter's words: You don't care if you have me, why do you want to have another child like me? Do you know what I don't want to do the most in my life, is to be your daughter, other people's children are My parents are with me, but I haven't been able to see them for a year. Why did you give birth to me if you don't love me?
Xiao Xiang'er was shocked when she heard her daughter's words. She didn't love her children or An An. They also wanted her to live a better life in the future and make the country stronger, so they, the researchers, all worked hard to make the country stronger. First, family comes second, but after she heard what her daughter said, she realized that her daughter had always felt like this towards them, and the misunderstanding was so deep.
And when Xiao Xiang'er wanted to be nice to her daughter, she found out that her daughter had grown up and was about to become a mother. She was sad, but she was relieved to see that the Li family was kind to her daughter, so Said she was particularly conflicted.
But now it's enough to see that her daughter is happy. Isn't her biggest wish just for her daughter to be happy, so she doesn't want to worry about other things now.
"I will definitely do it. An An will understand. Don't worry." An Ruge took a step forward and pulled his anxious and worried wife, and looked at her seriously. If her daughter wanted to blame her, it would be his fault. It was because he didn't have time to spend more time with her. Their mother and daughter.