Chapter 185 Child, Dad Just Wants to Be Your Hero!

Qin Yue has already got off the night shift, but she hasn't left yet.

Sitting in the office with red eyes and not speaking, after hesitating for a long time, he got up and changed his clothes and left the hospital.

Seeing this, Chen Cang sighed, greeted Wang Yong, and ran out!

After leaving the hospital, Chen Cang asked, "Where are you going?"

Qin Yue turned her head and glared at Chen Cang: "I want you to take care of me!"

Qin Yue got up and walked towards Tianjie. The Second Provincial Hospital is very close to the Tianjie commercial area. It is the most prosperous area in the vicinity. There are many shopping malls and a lot of people.

Chen Cang felt a little fierce towards Qin Yue, so he took the initiative to buy a cup of milk tea and hand it over.

"Don't be angry, I was excited just now."

Qin Yue snorted coldly, took the milk tea, and took a sip.

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Chen Cang and Qin Yue wandered around like this for a day, and they didn't find Zhu Yongwang.

As twilight falls, the lights are on, and the night in Amyoung City is illuminated by neon lights again.

Qin Yue sighed: "where do you think he will go?"

Chen Cang shook his head: "How do I know!"

There were sad songs on the side of the road, and Chen Cang's mood suddenly became dull.

Not only because Zhu Yongwang's task could not be completed, but more because of his own... that hurdle in his heart!

Zhu Yongwang went around for a day. He went to the playground, the park, and the big shopping mall. He took his old man's mobile phone and took the most unclear photos.

With a silly smile in his mouth, he took the phone to record: "Child, dad is not a good dad. Dad hasn't been able to take care of you, your sister, and your mom in this life. Dad is a bad dad, a trash dad."

While talking, Zhu Yongwang walked into Wangfujing and looked at the splendid decoration of the shopping mall with incomparable envy.

He didn't know any of the big brands around him, all the shopping guides dressed in beautiful clothes, all the exquisite business men and women, he was dizzy when he saw them.

The security guard of the mall saw Zhu Yongwang who was like a homeless man and couldn't help urging: "Well, little brother, go outside, the manager will come and scold me later!"

Zhu Yongwang ignored it and stood there watching silently.

The security guard was also panicked. Although there was no express rule not to let beggars in, the manager always scolded them every time they came in!

Who doesn't eat shit?

Qin Yue and Chen Cang just happened to pass by, Qin Yue found Zhu Yongwang and ran in quickly!

"Zhu Yongwang, me, Qin Yue, didn't you say I'm good-looking? Come back with us, we'll operate on you!" Qin Yue said hurriedly.

Chen Cang sighed and followed Qin Yue to find him today, from ten in the morning to nine in the evening.

Eleven hours!

Qin Yue didn't sleep at a glance during the night shift last night. From waking up at 7:00 in the morning to 9:00 in the evening, he hadn't slept for nearly 40 hours.

But the stubborn Qin Yue just wanted to find Zhu Yongwang!

This is Qin Yue. The stubbornness and persistence in his bones reminded Chen Cang of Qin Yue jumping on the push bed and kneeling to perform cardiopulmonary resuscitation for the patient. He thought of Qin Yue who was scolded by his family and sat in the office unhappy. Continue to work after a while.

Zhu Yongwang heard Qin Yue's shout, turned his head, smiled, and then put his hand into the bag.

This shocked Qin Yue!

Not only Qin Yue, but also Chen Cang's expression changed!

Thinking of Zhu Yongwang, who went berserk today and said he wanted to take revenge on the society, the two of them changed their expressions and immediately rushed up.

Qin Yue even grabbed the bag and held it in his arms.

But... I saw Zhu Yongwang holding an old man machine in his hand, showing a photo.

In the photo, there are two girls, one boy and three children, smiling innocently.

Suddenly, Chen Cang and Qin Yue lost their minds.

Zhu Yongwang was lying on the ground decadently, and said tearfully: "This is my child, they have never been out of the county, have never seen such a beautiful world, have never seen such a tall building, and have never smelled this flower. The scent is still fragrant... can they come out later?"

Qin Yue's nose was sour, and she couldn't help choking for a long time: "there is a chance, there must be a chance!"

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Zhu Yongwang was arranged in the emergency ward, ready for surgery after treatment of the chest wound three days later.

Qin Yue helped to wash out the photos in the mobile phone, and printed dozens of all the photos, including their family photos.

Although the pixels of the mobile phone are blurred, the smile is not blurred at all.

Qin Yue and Chen Cang walked into the ward.

Zhu Yongwang hurriedly hid the things in his hands: "Doctor Qin, Dr. Chen, isn't today the weekend? Why are you here?"

Chen Cang smiled: "Don't hide it, I've seen it long ago."

Only then did Zhu Yongwang take out the photo: "This is my child."

Qin Yue only saw Zhu Yongwang crying and touched his eyes.

"Your wife is so beautiful. Both girls are like you. The son is to his mother." Qin Yue looked at the photo and said with a smile.

Zhu Yongwang said embarrassedly: "I'm not as beautiful as you, in fact... I was pretty handsome when I was young."

Qin Yue smiled: "you look good now too!"

Chen Cang said: "Your child and wife should be here tonight. The hospital's medical department specially sent someone to pick them up."

When Zhu Yongwang heard this, he was dumbfounded...

"You... how do you know?"

Chen Cang smiled: "We contacted the Public Security Bureau, and they cooperated with us to pick it up overnight."

When Zhu Yongwang heard this, he burst into tears.

Qin Yue and Chen Cang were dumbfounded...

After a long time, he calmed down.

"I don't want them to see their father is so rogue and incompetent! I... I just want to be their hero, not such a useless cripple, a rubbish in the hospital, I... I dare not see them..."

Chen Cang continued: "The operation must be done by family members. In terms of money, you don't have to worry about it. The department has donated money to you. Although the operation fee is waived for you, the money for your medicine, your wife and children are here for dinner. You have to pay for accommodation.”

When the man heard this, his face immediately flushed: "I can't have it!"

Qin Yue sighed: "it's not for you, it's for the children. It's not easy for them to come here. After they come, I will take me around to see the beautiful Nianyang city and the building park, Go to the playground... Look, they are better than you, and they have seen the big market at such a young age!"

Zhu Yongwang sighed: "Yes, I was in the village when I was young, and I never went to the county... But... I had my father when I was young..."

In a word, everyone was silent.

Zhu Yongwang got up, sighed, and looked out the window. The emergency room was on the first floor. There was no sky in this ward, only a wall!

And Zhu Yongwang's eyes... are full of helplessness and sadness!

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The originally planned operation, when the family members of the patient Zhu Yongwang came, everything changed!

Zhu Yongwang refused the operation.

He left a letter, and a cell phone to leave a message, and left!

Zhu Yongwang ran away...

The photos were taken away by him.

After his child and wife arrived at the emergency room, they cried when they read the letter.

Chen Cang was also at a loss!

Why did Zhu Yongwang run?

Where did he go?

What is he going to do?

Chen Cang thought about it for a long time, and suddenly saw where his clothes were hanging...

Chen Cang calmly took off his clothes.

Found a letter in his pocket.

Chen Cang opens:

"Doctor Chen:

Thank you, Dr. Chen, you let me feel the warmth and hope in the most difficult days of my life, and you also let me see the last light of life.

I'm leaving!

I don't know how to deal with my wife and children.

I want to be their heroic example.

Want to shelter them from the wind and rain, stand upright.

But in this life... I can't do it.

I dare not see them.

I have no face to see them either.

By the way, I have one last wish, I hope you can help me, I am gone, the organs I hope can be donated to those in need, but I don't want my children to see my tragic scene!

I don't want to shadow them, I just want to tell them.

Dad, not a coward!

Please, Dr. Chen, you are a good person. Please help me contact the body donation unit. If you have money, give it to my wife...

Also, please help me tell Doctor Qin that he is very beautiful, only you can match her, if you read the letter, I might be dead, I am..."

Chen Cang's face changed!

Run away like crazy!

In the corner outside the window, he saw Zhu Yongwang lying shirtless in the corner, holding the knife in both hands, and staring straight ahead, but he wasn't completely dead, but... he shouldn't be able to hold it anymore.

Zhu Yongwang's wife suddenly felt something and ran out with Chen Cang.

When looking at Zhu Yongwang lying in the corner, he jumped up like crazy!

"Wife, everything I want to say is on the phone. Tell the child that his father is not a coward and will not do bad things. You have to let them study hard..."

The women kept nodding.

Zhu Yongwang looked at Chen Cang: "Doctor Chen, I found my heart this time..."

Chen Cang couldn't hold back any longer, and the tears couldn't stop flowing down.

"Wife... don't let the children see me like this, I'm afraid they will remember it for a lifetime. You tell them that Dad is a hero and has made a contribution to the society!"

The wife can't stop nodding: "Husband...you have always been my hero..."

Qin Yue didn't know when, but also came out and saw this scene.

Zhu Yongwang smiled: "Doctor Qin, you are so beautiful, only... Only Dr. Chen Cang can match you..."

Zhu Yongwang looked at his wife: "Wife, don't blame the hospital, they are all good people, I have written the suicide note and donate it to those who need it... Don't blame the hospital..."

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ps: Zhu Yongwang is gone and finished his last life. This is the ending he chose.

He's going to die decently!

Die like a hero.

He didn't want to struggle like a coward anymore.

Maybe everyone will hate Zhu Yongwang at first, but... this is a real person, he is praying for survival, this is his only choice.

Rogue or cynical, he's just an ordinary person.

But ordinary people are also heroes!

Ordinary people also have things that they would rather die than stick to.

Zhu Yongwang used his last donation to choose to be the last hero.

He wanted to tell his children that he was a hero.

I don't hate him.

ps: In this chapter, I don’t ask for anything. Good night everyone, rest early, I wish all men can be heroes of their children and wives, and I also wish all women to find their own heroes.