Chapter 1439 Are You Just Sorry for Me?

"We can only wait and see."

Yan Rou said bitterly: "But I will talk to her. If she still refuses to listen like before, I will stop caring about her and let her hit the wall!"

"Whether she listens or not is her own business. As parents, you just need to have a clear conscience."

If a person pretends to sleep, others can't wake him up.

Similarly, it's hard to persuade a ghost who wants to die. If the cheap niece insists on being stupid, let her go!

She wants to see if the little girl regrets it when she looks back.

About a few minutes later, Jiang Yihong and Yan Rou got up. They said goodbye to Jiang Li, took their daughter Zhiyin and son Zhiyan to get in the car and went to Yan Rou's father's house.

Not long after they left, Ming Ting appeared in front of Jiang Li.

"Mom..."

Sitting on the sofa opposite Jiang Li, Ming Ting's eyes were stained with a trace of because, and he didn't say anything.

"Something?"

Jiang Li could see the hesitation between his eyebrows. She smiled gently, looking at the handsome young man who looked like Luo Yanqing, and her lips curved slightly: "Just say it, Mom is listening carefully."

Hearing this, Ming Ting no longer hesitated: "I don't want to consider personal feelings too early, can you stop trying to match me up?"

"It seems you misunderstood."

Jiang Li smiled and said: "The girl from the Jiang family wants to date you. This is just her own idea. It has nothing to do with your mother and me and the Jiang family."

"..."

Ming Ting was stunned.

"Of course, I know what the girl from the Jiang family is thinking. She has come to our house more than once, intending to become your boyfriend through me, but I clearly rejected her."

Jiang Li smiled: "But to avoid her being embarrassed, I didn't say it for sure. I told her that if you are willing to date her, then as your mother, I will have no objection."

"I misunderstood mom."

Ming Ting was annoyed, and he said apologetically: "Mom, I'm sorry!"

He thought that the two families had the idea of ​​getting married, so Jiang Xingxing came to him to express her feelings.

"Don't worry, your father and I will not interfere too much in your marriages, you should be able to see this.

For example, the marriages of your eldest brother, second brother, and third sister are all their own preferences. Your father and I will check them in the end. We will never impose our personal wishes on you and let you live with someone you don't like for the rest of your life.

Of course, you have to open your eyes when looking for your other half, and find a girl with good family education and good character, otherwise, don't blame your father and I for breaking up the couple."

After listening to what Jiang Li said, Ming Ting replied decisively: "Even if I am single all the time, I will not bring someone with bad character to our house."

The atmosphere in their family is harmonious, but it can't tolerate troublemakers to destroy it!

"Just be sure of it yourself."

Jiang Li smiled and chatted with her son about family matters. Basically, she was the one talking, Ming Ting listened carefully, and occasionally responded to her one or two words.

The atmosphere between the mother and son was very warm.

"Uncle Feng and his family went to visit Uncle Mo?"

When Jiang Li mentioned that Feng Yi and his family went to Mo Yan's house, Ming Ting couldn't help but be startled. Seeing Jiang Li nod, he said: "I have been busy with work in recent years, and Uncle Mo and I haven't seen each other very often."

"Go over and sit down when you are free. We all live in North City, so it is convenient for us to visit each other!"

Mo Yan was recognized as a younger brother by Jiang Li. Although it was just a verbal statement, the children in Jiang Li's family all called him "Uncle Mo" when they saw Mo Yan.

For many years, whether it was Mingrui, Minghan and Mingwei, or the triplets, or Ron, they all respected Mo Yan as their uncle.

And Mo Yan really loved them.

In addition, as time went by, Mo Yan had already transformed the strange feelings he had for Jiang Li into family affection.

Of course, he is still unmarried.

But he adopted a martyr's orphan six years ago, a boy. Now, the boy is 13 and is a very sunny and handsome little tough guy.

Mo's house.

Study room.

"Are you really going to live like this for the rest of your life?" Feng Yiting couldn't understand Mo Yan, his good brother. He obviously had no feelings for his sister, so why did he still stick to being single?

Yes, his good brother adopted a son six years ago, and there was a hired aunt Ma at home who cooked, washed, and took care of the child, but this was not better than having a caring wife by his side.

However, for several years, his persuasion had no effect at all.

Feng Yi sighed in his heart about this.

"I don't think there is anything wrong with my life now."

Mo Yan looked calm, and he said: "Xiao Fan is smart, sensible, and good at studying. I don't have to worry about anything in daily life. Aunt Ma keeps the house clean and tidy, and has good cooking skills. What do you think I need to worry about?"

Aunt Ma, whose name is Malanhua, is now in her early fifties and has a daughter. Her husband died in the line of duty many years ago, and she works as a nanny to raise her daughter.

Six years ago, in order to reduce the burden on her daughter's family, Aunt Ma returned to her old job after stopping working as a nanny for several years. She happened to come to Mo Yan's house to work through an acquaintance, and she has been working there for six years.

Because she is clean and careful, and is good to children, Mo Yan pays Aunt Ma a high salary, which makes Aunt Ma have a good impression of Mo Yan as the host.

She is more and more dedicated to taking care of the house and the children on a daily basis.

"Are you not spiritually empty and lonely?"

Feng Yimeng asked this question out of the blue.

Hearing this, Mo Yan was stunned at first, then smiled and said: "How old are we? Do we have time to think about things? Besides, my energy is basically used in work. I have a son to discipline for the remaining energy, but I don't have the leisure time like you."

Feng Yi's facial expression froze, and then pulled the corner of his mouth and said: "Okay, you are good, I have a lot of tricks. But have you ever thought about having a child of your own?"

"Xiao Fan is my child."

Mo Yan responded.

"But you didn't change Xiao Fan's surname. He is still surnamed Jiang."

Feng Yi frowned.

Mo Yan's adopted son is named Jiang Fan. Both his parents are orphans. They met in an orphanage. After they grew up, Jiang Fan's father became a soldier defending his country, and his mother was an elementary school teacher. Before Jiang Fan was born, his father died unexpectedly on a mission. When his mother heard the bad news, she couldn't bear the blow and gave birth prematurely. After giving birth to Jiang Fan with difficulty, she died of heavy bleeding.

Jiang Fan was sent to live in an orphanage.

Maybe it was fate with Mo Yan. Jiang Fan had not been adopted until he was seven years old. When Mo Yan appeared in the orphanage and saw Jiang Fan at first sight, after understanding the information about Jiang Fan entering the orphanage, Mo Yan made the decision to take little Jiang Fan home without any hesitation and promised that little Jiang Fan would not change his surname.

Heroes should not be forgotten. Mo Yan respected heroes, and little Jiang Fan begged.

So, when handling the adoption procedures for little Jiang Fan, the director of the orphanage witnessed and promised that little Jiang Fan would not have to take his surname Mo.

Perhaps, this is the reason why little Jiang Fan was not adopted until he was seven years old!

But Mo Yan really didn't mind.

"Whether Xiao Fan's surname is Jiang or Mo, he is my son."

Mo Yan looked at Feng Yi meaningfully: "You are also a person who has received higher education, and like Xiao Fan's biological father, you are a soldier who defends the country. You can't have any feudal ideas."

Bloodline continuation is important, but it is not absolute, and he doesn't care about this.

After all, death is like the extinguishing of a light, so is it necessary to worry about it?

Besides, helping Yingxiong raise a child is worth it!

As for whether he would raise an ungrateful person, he has never thought about it, but he believes that Yingxiong's child, a child who can beg him to maintain his biological father's surname, will not go astray in the process of growing up.

At the same time, he also believes that under his guidance, his son Jiang Fan will become a man who stands tall and proud!

Feng Yi coughed uncomfortably and glared at Mo Yan: "Am I telling you about feudal superstition?"

"Okay, I know you are thinking about my future, but you really don't have to worry. The country is developing rapidly now. When I am old and Xiaofan is not around, won't it be inconvenient and uncomfortable for me to live in a nursing home?"

Mo Yan smiled and said: "Besides, there are Ruirui and his brothers and sisters, as well as your son and daughter. Will they be so heartless that they will ignore me, an old man?"

"Who dares?!"

Feng Yi said solemnly: "If anyone in my family dares to ignore your uncle, I, as a father, will cut off relations with him (her)! Ruirui and others dare to ignore your uncle, do you think my sister will let them off easily? ? "

Mo Yan laughed: "You don't have confidence in your own children and our nephew? Anyway, I have great confidence in my children. They are all upright. If I need them to take care of me in my old age, these children will definitely take care of me without blinking an eye."

Touching his nose, Feng Yi said: "Yes, regardless of what will happen to the two of us, the children raised by my sister are all very good. It is difficult for me to find any shortcomings in them. They are friendly, respectful of the elders, motivated, and have no bad intentions. I admire my sister from the bottom of my heart for raising children with both talent and good character!"

"Yes, sister is amazing!"

Mo Yan nodded and agreed with what Feng Yi said.

The study was silent for a moment, Feng Yi said: "Ms. Fang's cancer relapsed, and she wanted to see me for the last time."

"..."

Mo Yan was stunned for a moment, and he said: "Then go and see me, don't leave yourself with regrets."

Feng Yi: "Sister said so too."

Mo Yan: "Sister won't go?"

Feng Yi nodded: "She was abandoned at birth. If it were me, I would make the same decision as you right now!"

"Do you really think so?"

Mo Yan didn't believe what Feng Yi said.

"Brother, our trust is not so low, right?"

Feng Yi looked at Mo Yan with a little resentment in his eyes, and said: "Sister was born prematurely by Ms. Fang, and was diagnosed by the doctor as congenitally weak, and it was not easy to raise her. Ms. Fang knew what the doctor said, but she didn't care about the mother-daughter relationship, and abandoned the child who was less than a day old in the trash can of the toilet of the health center. It can be seen that she wanted this child to die early.

Thanks to my sister's good luck, she was picked up by my aunt and raised as her own daughter, so I had my sister's... Today.

In other words, it was my aunt and Uncle Jiang who gave my sister a second life. My sister didn't recognize Ms. Feng, but only my aunt as her mother. This is reasonable. She doesn't want to have anything to do with Ms. Fang, and I understand it very well. "

"It seems that you are a very understanding person."

Mo Yan smiled, and then his expression returned to normal: "Tell me about you, how many years have passed, and you haven't let go of those things in the early years?"

"I don't hate it anymore. To be honest, it's boring, but I can't say the name "Mom"."

Feng Yi said: "I have never felt maternal love from her. Let's put it this way, to this day, she still doesn't have any love for me as a mother does for her children... I know her, and in her heart there is no one like her. She herself is more important. As long as she can live a good life, nothing else matters.

Otherwise, she wouldn’t have just thrown away my sister after giving birth to her, wouldn’t have taken care of me after giving birth to me, and let my father’s children from his ex-wife bully me... and she would have committed perjury and sent me to the farm to help Her stepson took the blame...

I have no resentment or hatred towards her now, but I won’t lie to you, in my heart, there is almost no love between mother and child. "

"I am also a stepmother, but my sister does a better job than Aunt Feng."

Mo Yan said: "You treat your stepchildren as your own, but you don't feel wronged by the children you gave birth to. They treat them equally, impartially, and cultivate them into talents. I think Ruirui and Hanhan Weiwei must feel that they have a sister like this in their hearts." The stepmother is very happy!”

Feng Yi: "Does this need to be said? It's not difficult to see from the level of respect they have for my sister."

In his opinion, some biological mothers may not be able to treat their stepchildren the way his sister did.

For example, just his mother!

…

People's Hospital.

It's the second day of the Lunar New Year, and it's about half past ten noon.

Feng Yi brought his wife and a pair of children to visit Fang Su.

Speaking of which, Fang Su's cancer recurred about half a month ago. She was found fainted in the living room by her nanny. She immediately called the emergency number and contacted Feng Wei, Feng's eldest son.

Feng Wei handled the hospitalization procedures, and Feng Wei did this out of consideration for his stepmother Fang Su's contribution to the Feng family and their brothers and sisters, or because he wanted to do a good job with Jiang Li and Feng Yi, without each other. It is estimated that only Feng Wei knows this.

Fang Su asked Feng Wei to call Feng Yi. When Feng Wei asked Fang Su if he wanted to contact Jiang Li, Fang Su did not reply.

Not sure what Fang Su was thinking, Feng Wei didn't call Jiang Li.

After he completed the hospitalization procedures, he hired a nurse to take care of Fang Su.

From the perspective of a stepson, Feng Wei naturally has done enough benevolence and righteousness.

When Feng Kai and Feng Xiao learned about Fang Su's situation, no matter what they thought in their hearts, they proposed to share the hospitalization and medical expenses, as well as the expenses for hiring nurses, with their eldest brother Feng Wei.

Knowing that he had the best life among the three brothers, Feng Wei did not share the expenses and only charged a small portion of the fees from Feng Kai and Feng Xiao.

At this time, Feng Yi's family appeared in Fang Su's ward and happened to see the three brothers Feng and Wei.

"Hello, everyone."

Feng Yi said hello lightly.

Out of politeness, his wife and children said hello to the three brothers Feng and Wei, but stood aside without saying a word.

"Xiao Yi, are you here?!"

Fang Su had spent a lot of time sleeping in the past two days. Now she slowly opened her eyes and saw Feng Yi standing beside the hospital bed. It can be said that she felt mixed emotions in her heart.

The three brothers Feng and Wei knew that Fang Su must have something to say to Feng Yi, so the three of them took the initiative to leave the ward and wait in the corridor.

"Mom, I'm glad you came."

Fang Su was weak and extremely thin. She smiled at Feng Yi and said, "It was my fault before. I shouldn't have ignored you and watched you suffer at home."

"Does this make sense now?"

Feng Yi said expressionlessly: "However, you can rest assured that I no longer have any resentment towards you."

Fang Su: "I know...I know you must be thinking that a mother like me is not worthy of your resentment. Xiaoyi, I admit that I was selfish in those years. In order not to be gossiped about, and said that I treated my stepchildren harshly,

Therefore, I ignored you. I was too proud of myself and wanted to be in front of your father. I blindly wronged you, and even... was even cruel to the point of slandering you. You took the blame for your fourth brother and was sent to the farm for rehabilitation. "

"Are you confessing to me?"

Feng Yi's tone was full of ridicule: "No need, after all, everything is over."

What did you do early? Watching him being bullied by his stepchildren since childhood, watching him with tears in his eyes and feeling extremely wronged, what was she doing when she needed comfort and protection from her mother?

Ignore it!

Completely ignore his existence!

Even if he reaches out for a hug, what awaits him is cold eyes, disgust, and a "shut up"!

The more times he did it, the younger he became silent. No matter how wronged he was, he tried not to shed tears.

Because no one pitied him, let alone coaxed him!

He is like a superfluous member of the family, how ridiculous!

If you think he is right, why should you give birth to him?

"Repent? No, no, mom just feels sorry for you!"

Fang Su shook his head.

"Are you just sorry for me?"

Feng Yi's eyes were calm and calm as he said: "My sister was abandoned by you when she was born. Many years later, you learned that my sister was still alive. You didn't know you were wrong at all. Instead, you wanted to have a relationship with my sister. You gave me a lot of money." Causing distress.

To me, you could actually choose not to have a baby, but you just gave birth to me. What’s the result? She was born, but she didn't care, she just wanted to be a good stepmother.

If that's all, I can't figure out why you slander me and watch me being sent to the farm. Did you never have a son like me in your heart? "

When questioned by Feng Yi, Fang Su didn't know how to answer: "..."

No one knew better than her that she really didn't care about her son.

"No, right? You don't have me as a son in your heart, so naturally you won't have any maternal love for me. Looking back, I think the luckiest thing in my life was meeting my sister, who helped me when I needed help the most. At that time, it was my sister who appeared and made me feel warm.

We were strangers at that time, but my sister helped me out of kindness. In the following years, she helped me even more.

Here, as far as I met my sister, I actually have to thank you, thank you for giving birth to my sister. Otherwise, how could I get this only warmth? ! "

Feng Yi's tone had no ups and downs. After hearing what he said, Fang Su was filled with shame: "I accept your accusation, and I don't want to defend myself... In the years since you left home, I am very happy to know that you are living a good life outside. , I know that I am not a competent mother. I want you to come over just because I want to see you again...

As for the matter between me and your sister, I don’t regret what I did back then... I had a big belly, and when I learned that my man had left me and gone abroad, I felt like the sky was about to fall.

If there is even the slightest possibility, I will not keep the child in my belly, because I hate the man who abandoned me! It turned out that the month was too old and there was no way to remove her, and my emotional ups and downs were too great, which led to premature birth... If she was healthy, I might not throw her away directly, but the doctor diagnosed that she was not only weak from birth, but also difficult to feed. The premise is still Carefully raised...

I had no choice. Since I couldn't protect myself and she was in such a situation, I had to choose to do that. "

Fang Su was indeed as she said at this moment. There was no trace of guilt or self-blame in her eyes. She paused and continued: "After so many years, I learned that she was the child I gave birth to. I want to recognize her. She is With my own selfish motives, she didn't give me the chance to do so.

She has not recognized me all these years, and I have no thoughts in my heart. Just like she once said, when I abandoned her, the mother-daughter relationship between me and her was severed.

Based on this, she and I do not owe each other anything. If you think she is good to you, just treat her well..."

"You don't need to say that."

Feng Yi replied to the other party.

Fang Su didn't feel contradicted. She looked at Feng Yi and said: "Actually, from the time I knew I was pregnant with you to the time I gave birth to you, my mother was happy and loved you... Unexpectedly, after you were born, your father disappeared. There was a trace of joy, and I didn’t even look at you when I got home. I was hurt by his attitude invisibly, and began to transfer my resentment towards him to you..."

Feng Yi didn't want to hear the other person continue talking, so he interrupted: "You don't need to say more, I'm here now, just because whether I admit it or not, you gave birth to me, you are my mother. I will be responsible for you The hospital expenses and medical expenses are enough to satisfy the mother-son bond between you and me!"

Withdrawing his gaze from Fang Su, Feng Yi said to his wife and children: "Let's go, you guys go to the car and wait."

Without looking at Fang Su again, Feng Yi's family walked out of the ward.

"Xiaoyi..."

Fang Su wanted to sit up, but he didn't have the strength.

Feng Yi heard her voice and stopped at the door of the ward. He turned around and said, "You take good care of yourself. I will come over again before leaving Beicheng."

After the sound fell, the ward door was opened, Feng Yi's family walked out, and the ward door was closed again.

Watching his wife and two children walk away, Feng Yi took out a thick brown paper bag from his coat pocket. He walked to Feng Wei and handed it to him: "Here is 20,000 yuan. Keep it."

"What do you mean?"

Feng Wei didn't answer.

"If my mother's hospitalization expenses and the expenses for hiring a caregiver are not enough, tell me the amount and I will make up for it later."

Feng Yi said lightly: "Also, thank you for what you did for my mother."

"Do you have to score so clearly?"

Feng Wei's expression was complicated: "In the early years, we, as brothers and sisters, felt sorry for you, but so much time has passed. Do you want to hold grudges against us for the rest of your life?"

"You are overthinking. I am not crying with any grudge. I am just doing my duty as the Son of Man."

There was no emotion on Feng Yi's face: "Take it, it's not easy for everyone. Since my mother has a son like me, her affairs are naturally my business. You don't have to spend money."

"A stepson is also a son. Besides, Aunt Feng has taken care of us for many years. It is right for us brothers to show some filial piety."

Feng Wei still refused.

"I'll leave it to you. I have something else to do. Let's go first."

Putting the brown paper bag in his hand at Feng Wei's feet, Feng Yi straightened up and walked away before Feng Wei could react.