Chapter 1005 The Obsession that Can't Be Let Go
What Shen Qingci regretted most in his life was saving this person. In this case, he thought he had never saved him. Whoever he said saved it was who saved it, but it would never be her.
"Ah……"
Qi Yuan smiled, but the corners of his eyes were slightly moist.
Is she not even willing to tell him the truth?
The little fox is still a little ignorant, it tilts its little head, its small body the size of a slap is round, twisted several times, and then lies in the master's arms and does not move.
"what do you want to do?"
Qi Yuan asked hard, he owed her, he owed too much, and he couldn't pay it back. He owed her life, her blood, and her love. He once said that he would bury her bones in them. Qi family, but now even his own bones can't enter the door of Qi family.
The Qi family's centuries of honor and disgrace were also lost in his hands.
"die."
Shen Qingci's red lips lifted slightly, and the words he spat out were extremely ruthless.
"die?"
"it is good."
Qi Yuan promised that if he died, he would be dead. In fact, he should have died a long time ago.
"jiji..."
The little fox grabbed Shen Qingci's clothes with his claws.
Shen Qingci reached out and touched its belly.
"Nian Nian, you eat too much, are you sure you won't get fat? You've been chubby lately. I'm all afraid that if you go back to the snowy mountains, your mother may not recognize you."
Qi Yuantu smiled bitterly. She was so patient with everyone, even a fox, but she was so cruel to him. He closed his eyes, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was always self-deprecating.
"Are you really going to let me die?"
Qi Yuan opened his eyes again and stared at Shen Qingci like this. In fact, it didn't make much difference to him whether he died or not. He just wanted to know if in her heart, he was only worthy of death. .
Shen Qingci raised her face, her long eyelashes drooped slightly, just teasing Nian Nian playing. When she was in the future, she thought that she hated him, and she hated him to the point of death, and she was really like this before, this person How many times she hurt her, she always remembered, every time, one by one, it was all because of his hands.
But when she saw that Bai Jin, who smiled like a morning sun in Zeng Jin, turned into such a young man with bright hair and sickness, she found that those memories with him were all stopped in the previous life, so far After that, it was just like that.
This is the end of life, there is no cure.
Dying is easy, but living is not always easy.
She hugged the little fox in her arms tighter again, "Fate is yours, no one in this world can decide your life or death, it's up to you to live or die, I don't like you, and I don't want to see you again, If you remember the grace of that life, don't appear in front of us again."
She pursed her red lips slightly again, and went straight to the face, "The new emperor is merciful, he didn't blame your Qi family, your Qi family's century-old honor is still there, so many loyal and martyrs, the new emperor can't bear them after they die. , and all his reputation will be tarnished by descendants like you."
"jiji..."
The little fox grabbed her clothes again, and looked at her with wet eyes and pitiful eyes. The little snow-white paws were also fleshy, and they were still snow-white little foxes, but it was also because the tips of the ears were on the It's a little gray, so it's not that spiritual anymore.
"Well, I see." Shen Qingci hugged the little fox tightly and walked out, and just as she started, there seemed to be a gust of cold wind passing by, which also made her heart clearer and clearer. .
She knew that there was a name Qi Yuan, which was completely removed from her mind.
At night, the house was still warm. After the cat and the fox were full, they all slept in the nest. The little fox was originally small, only a little bit the size of a palm.
The white cat is so strong and strong. I thought it was so cute at the beginning, but the longer it grows, the bigger it gets, and there is a possibility that it will grow again.
Could it be that the ones raised by their family will grow strong, such as Hui Ying Jue Ying, which are terrifyingly large. They are obviously dogs, but they are raised like somersaults. If they really go to the battlefield, their aura alone can scare a group of people. .
Even Miaomiao is getting stronger and stronger. Not knowing this, she touched Nian Nian's small head, raised her head, glanced at her, and then buried her head in Miao Miao's belly. Fall asleep underneath.
Xuehu has a very long life, and of course it grows very slowly, but Shen Qingci feels that it doesn't grow up because this kind of fox is too picky, so he has always been hungry. If you feed them like this Going down, 80% will grow into a fat fox.
But even if she really knew that she would become a fat fox in the future, so what, she would still keep it like this, how could she make it hungry, even when she was in the snowy mountains, she was always There is no less than a bite of its meat, but she fed it with tiger bone soup one bite at a time. At that time, it was fed bone soup every day to feed it.
If she is now hungry and thin, then she is sorry for herself.
There were footsteps coming from behind, Shen Qingci turned his head and saw that Lao Hengju had come over at some point.
"A Ning..."
"En?" Shen Qingci stood up, walked to his side again, hugged his waist, and pressed his forehead to his chest, listening to the beating of his heart, and the kind of feeling on his body. The faint fragrance of Brahma has been with her since the last life, and it also brought her out of the boundless hell.
Take it to a place with mountains, water, flowers and fragrance.
"The man is gone."
"If you don't go, do you want us to keep him?"
Shen Qingci never thought that the person would stay, but she was a little worried.
"Wild fire, in spring."
"He won't."
Brandon is convinced of this.
"That man can't be trusted."
Shen Qingci never believed in Qi Yuan. That person always took what he said as fart and went back on his words. He didn't do it once or twice.
"Before, it was unbelievable, but it will be in the future."
Lao Hengju doesn't trust anyone easily, but this time he does. Why?
"Words can deceive people, but eyes can't."
"He said that he wanted to spend the rest of his life looking for an answer, because he lost something, and he didn't know where it was, and he knew that he might die soon, so he spent the remaining years , walk the same road that I have walked before."
"He said he was tired, that's all."
Maybe he still had a lot to say, but in the end he said nothing.
Everything about that person was due to an obsession.
To let go of obsessions is to let go of everything.
As for whether he can let go, it is up to him.
The emperor's party, go, go, die, move, move, and now, the world is at peace.
Since then, they have stayed here for more than a year, and during this year, they have found many reliable people, and they have also established a secret incense making place here. Those incense recipes written by Shen Qingci, It's also enough for them.