Chapter 41 Self-Mutilation

She lay there and opened the small cabinet. Sure enough, there was a pair of scissors inside. She took out the scissors, and the scissors were bigger than her face.

It just so happened that she smiled, also reflecting the childish little face, some strange quietness, and some sadness.

She was worried that she could not find a good time. She was afraid that after being found out by her father, it would affect the people around her, Mammy He, grandma, and her sister. She was afraid that her father would blame them. After all, she might die, and that At this time, everyone involved in this will suffer because of her. She is innocent, and why are they guilty?

Now that she is looking for an opportunity, the old lady Shen gave her an excellent opportunity.

Look, what a great opportunity.

Yeah, what a great opportunity.

When she was alive, her father would have a quarrel with the Shen family. In the future, the Shen family would not be able to slander them. If she died, she could also remove such a hidden scourge for her father. How wonderful.

With her life, in exchange for the safety of everyone, her life was a good one.

She is not afraid of death, and she is not afraid of pain. In her past life, she suffered a lot, from hunger, pain, grief, shock, and pain.

She suffers from everything, and she has experienced everything anyway, so what's so scary, it's just walking the Huangquan Road again.

When Huang Dongan and Lou Ziyin cut off her wrist, she almost drained the blood from her body, and was treated by a doctor for a long time. It was ridiculous, they even said that she was crazy and took it. Self-mutilation.

Oh, is there such a ridiculous thing in this world, how could she chop off her own hand, is it the right hand that chops off the right hand, or the right hand chops the left hand, and then when one hand is missing, how does the other hand chop off? , with feet or teeth.

She didn't know if the doctor believed what Huang Dongan said.

But the doctor Zeng Jin said that she lost so much blood at that time that she almost lost her life. He said that there are two large blood vessels on the wrist, just where the pulse is. It is very dangerous here, and it is usually not injured , when she was injured, the blood flowed all over the floor. Now that her hands are broken at the wrists, she almost drained all the blood in her body.

She didn't know why she didn't die like that. Sometimes she thought, maybe she didn't die, not because of her fate, but because God felt that she had not been tortured enough, and she had not been able to atone for her sins, so she still To live, she has to continue to bear the price of her life and the pain of her life for everything she has done.

There are large blood vessels here.

Shen Qingci touched his wrist, then nibbled his fingers again, then picked up the scissors and slashed down on his wrist.

It hurts very much. Her wrists are very thin. For adults, they are almost broken when they are broken. Ordinary people will cry if they are injured like this, but she didn't. She put down the scissors and looked at herself a little bit Blood oozing from the wrist.

It's not that she's not afraid, she's actually very afraid, she's afraid of pain, she's afraid of death, she still wants to see her father, she wants to make a lot of money for him, she wants to watch her big sister get married, and she wants to have a sister-in-law.

She put her wrist down and watched the blood drop to the ground drop by drop.

Maybe she really has the talent for self-mutilation. Look, you can find the right position in one click. She knows that she is gone, and the people in the house will definitely look for her, and it is easy to find her here. Her doctor had said that if she stayed another quarter of an hour at night, she might die.

And now she's only hurt a little, it should be a long time.

She was lying on the table, and without looking at her wrist, she could only hear the voice of Dida.

That's her blood flowing, that's her life flowing.