Chapter 641

His evergreen life was wise and wise, so he was gone.

After returning to the house, Shen Qingci waited for nothing but another bowl of bitter medicine.

This time, the medicine prescribed by the doctor is too bitter. She doesn't know why? Every time I drink it, I always have that unspeakable feeling of depression in my heart.

She put the medicine to her mouth, her fingers clenched tightly, and then she drank the medicine one by one.

And until nightfall, her letter period came as scheduled.

I have to say that when the letter period came, she felt a sense of indescribable loss in her heart. She touched her lower abdomen, as the doctor said, she had taken two bowls of medicine, but after the cold rain , she still felt that long-lost pain.

And when the monthly letter arrives as scheduled, her heart always feels a little bit of loss, she is not pregnant with a child, sometimes she is thinking, if one day she does have a child, how much will it be? OK

But she may be like her grandmother and mother, and it is difficult to leave any children.

When Lao Hengju came back, what he saw was Shen Qingci sitting in a daze.

He came over and sat beside her.

"Is it uncomfortable?" He put his hand on Shen Qingci's lower abdomen, and also used his inner strength to help her warm it up. Shen Qingci also felt his lower abdomen warm, as if the swelling pain was also a lot lighter. .

She raised her face, stared into his eyes so seriously, guarded her alone, okay?

She wanted to ask, but couldn't. It was common for a man to have three wives and four concubines. Although Huang Dongan in the previous life married her, there were still many women around him. Except for Lou Ziyin, how many did he have? of women, maybe even he himself could not count.

She clenched Luo Hengju's hand tightly, and a burst of sadness burst into her heart, and tears fell involuntarily.

"Brother Yunyi, do you have a woman you like?"

Luo Hengjuan paused for a moment with his fingers, and then clenched her chin tightly with one hand, but her tears rolled down like this, which also hurt his heart.

"Ah Ning, what do you want to say?"

Luo Hengxuan narrowed his eyes and asked her.

Shen Qingci sniffed, trying to squeeze out a smile, but how did she find out that this smile was so difficult, what she squeezed out was not a smile, but her injury, Pained heart.

"My monthly letter is here."

Yes, her monthly letter came. It wasn't just a matter of the monthly letter. Every month the letter was on schedule, and it never went wrong. However, the monthly letter was accompanied by nothing but her. No offspring was conceived.

"I know," Luo Hengju pulled up his sleeves to wipe her tears.

"Don't you want to take me a concubine?" Lao Hengjuan has always been surrounded by young girls, but few, but it doesn't mean that he doesn't understand Shen Qingci's temperament, her thoughts, and her heart Concerned about what.

Shen Qingci pursed her red lips tightly, not wanting to speak.

It's one thing to be moved, it's one thing to say it, and another thing to do it.

She can't do it, she really can't do it.

"The women you pay me are all the same," Luo Hengwei sat down, still using his hands to warm her belly to make her menstruation smoother, he pressed his forehead against hers , I knew that she was on the cusp of a bullshit.

"kindness?"

Shen Qingci did not understand what he meant by these words?

"I was born without a child," Lao Hengju looked at the darkness outside the window, and all he could hear was the sound of the rain outside, the helplessness between his voices before, "If you have no children, how many women do you marry? ?"

"It's good for me to have you. If you like children, it's good for me to have someone carry one for you to keep. If you don't like it, then it's just the two of us?"

Shen Qingci suddenly felt the soreness and discomfort in his heart, that is, the medicines that he had just entered were not suffering, but were cruel.

"A Ning..."

Luo Hengju suddenly called out her name, but he was no longer serious, and even more sober.

Shen Qingci didn't answer, but Lao Hengju knew she was listening.

"I just want you."

He clenched Shen Qingci's hand, yes, as long as you are alone.

He didn't feel how big his heart was or how many people he had in it. To put it bluntly, he didn't have much kinship. If it wasn't for the marriage given by the uncle back then, he might have lived alone in his life.

With her, he already felt that this was God's grace to him.

People can't be too greedy, if they are greedy, they will lose it.

Therefore, as long as he is alone, he is fine. He is not a person who values ​​women, and even the birds he keeps around him are male, not to mention people.

Shen Qingci took his hand and leaned his head on his shoulder. There was a faint dampness between the trembling long eyelashes. At this time, they were so close, and they My heart has never been closer than it is today.

It seems that she approached his heart, but he melted into her soul.

He said, A Ning, I can have you alone.

Even if you don't want children, even if you don't want others.

Are they so good?

No one else, yes, no one else.

With someone else, it is not two people, with someone else, he is far away, and she is dead.

The rain outside is still falling, sparsely, such a day is only sunny for one day, and then it is endless rainy days.

Shen Qingci suddenly opened his eyes, and the man also sat up.

"What's wrong?" Lao Hengju sat up quickly, and took out the night pearl from under the pillow. In an instant, the whole house was also bright as day, and the sound of rain could be heard outside, almost all of which were wisps. Not for a moment.

Shen Qingci sat there, the hair on his forehead was hanging down, and there was some indescribable moisture.

"It's okay," she wanted to laugh, but couldn't.

She had a nightmare, a terrible nightmare, and what she had dreamed about, even she herself had forgotten.

"Are you feeling sick again?"

Luo Hengju hurriedly put his hand on her lower abdomen, and he could also feel the coldness of her lower abdomen, but it was just a rain, and I was afraid that there would be a lot of time to raise it.

"No," Shen Qingci shook his head, "just had a nightmare."

Luo Hengjuan hugged her comfortably and gently stroked her shoulder.

"It's okay, don't be afraid, dreams are always the opposite, maybe something good will happen?"

"Really?" Shen Qingci flattened his mouth, "Is it really like this?"

"But trust me."

When Lao Hengju met her eyes, he saw that the little girl's eyes were still a little red, and she looked pitiful, as if she was being bullied, but she was not a little girl, she was only eighteen years old, but already It's been through so much.

There are too many women in Beijing who have lived smoothly. They were born, married, and had children, and their whole life went through like this, but how did she go through such twists and turns all the way.