Chapter 239 I Will Treat This Matter Rationally
Yang Qingyin has never been in contact with Ling Ruonan, but she knows the temperament of this woman who is very famous in Yanjing.
People who know Ling Ruonan have a common impression of her, that is, this woman is very strong, she does things vigorously and resolutely, and she has the taste of a strong woman. In the northern group she controlled, she was like a queen.
If you do a survey among people who know Ling Ruonan and ask them if they have seen Ling Ruonan look weak or shed tears, 100% of them will shake their heads.
But today Ling Ruonan was in tears, and looked out of control.
Yang Qingyin, who was sitting across from her, was suddenly at a loss and felt very uncomfortable.
"Aunt Ling, why don't you just meet him and go to his room, so no one will know about it," Yang Qingyin suggested again in a low voice.
Whether she is a woman or a person close to Luo Ziling, she hopes that the mother and son, who have not seen each other for 20 years, can face each other, talk together and communicate emotionally.
Of course, she would definitely not yell out, and would strictly order Xiaoli not to disclose the matter to others.
She hoped that because of her existence, Luo Ziling and Ling Ruonan could make up for the shortcomings that had existed for twenty years.
But to Yang Qingyin's surprise, Ling Ruonan finally shook his head: "No, I don't think I'm ready to face him yet, and he's not ready either. I hope, our first real zhèng jiàn Here, in my own home, I want him to know that he has a home, a mother, just like any other child."
When saying these words, Ling Ruonan's eyes were still red, and he wiped his eyes with a tissue from time to time.
"I'm sorry to make you laugh." Seeing Yang Qingyin looking at her with complicated eyes, Ling Ruonan said sorry in a low voice, "When it comes to things related to him, I can't control my emotions."
"Aunt Ling, I'm very moved to see you like this. I didn't know what happened at the time, so I couldn't judge right from wrong. Even if I knew what happened, I couldn't judge right from wrong." Yang Qingyin said softly Said, "But I know that if I were you, if I met a man I like, I would pursue it desperately. I am not willing to accept the arrangement at home, and I will not abandon my love because of a political marriage. As a woman , I understand your decision very well. If it were me, I would make the same choice as you."
Ling Ruonan was extremely shocked by Yang Qingyin's words. She never dreamed that Yang Qingyin would speak like this.
This woman from the Yang family, who got involved with her son and made her worry abnormally, actually said that she understood her choice.
For so many years, Ling Ruonan has rarely heard others say that she understands what she made that decision back then, so she was very surprised when she heard Yang Qingyin say this.
"Aunt Ling, I believe that hatred will pass and time will smooth everything out. I also believe that the three of you will be reunited in the end. If possible, I am willing to do something for this matter, although I know the current situation Not many." Yang Qingyin said, looking at Ling Ruonan sincerely.
Ling Ruonan also looked at Yang Qingyin, and finally she showed a wry smile, "Qingyin, thank you. I am very grateful that you can understand me, but the disturbance caused by that incident back then was much bigger than you imagined, if it wasn't like this , Things will not become like this. This is not something you and I can change. So, I still hope that you can be more rational. Otherwise, the tragedy will inevitably repeat itself. "
Yang Qingyin didn't interrupt, just listened quietly, her beautiful big eyes looked at the cup in front of her a little absently.
Ling Ruonan smiled wryly,
He continued: "Back then, his grandfather made a marriage contract with Ouyang Lingyun. I know that his grandfather hoped to use this marriage contract to allow him to return to Yanjing. But in the end I still rejected the marriage of the two families. I don't want their marriage to be arranged by the elders." I am a person who suffers from it, and I don’t want them to repeat the same mistakes. Of course, I don’t like women like Ouyang Feifei as his wife, because they are not suitable. What he needs is someone who understands him and is willing to take good care of him Woman, because he lacked maternal love since he was a child. He is very happy when you are together, in fact...I am also happy. If there is no grievance between the two families, I am willing to do everything possible to let you go together. But now I can only... ..."
"Aunt Ling, in fact, I am also a person who doesn't know how to take care of others, and I have not decided to end up with him. Now, I am willing to play and travel with him, just because it feels good to be with him. "Yang Qingyin actually didn't know how to express her inner thoughts, but faced with Ling Ruonan's gaze, she still bit the bullet and said: "However, in so many years, this is the first time I have met someone who made me look at him at first sight. I feel good boy, I love playing and talking with him. The day I knew he was your son, I also knew that our end could be tragic. It might be best if we stop now. But I ..."
After glancing at Ling Ruonan who had been staring at her, Yang Qingyin still expressed her thoughts seriously: "But I finally decided to let things take their course. Maybe one day, this feeling will disappear. , then we will automatically stay away from each other. Also, if my family doesn’t know about his situation, I won’t intervene, and it won’t be detrimental to him.”
"I believe you will not disclose his affairs to anyone, but so many things have happened since he came to Yanjing. Your family may already know some of his affairs, but no one has investigated them carefully. Otherwise, they must have interfered." Ling Ruonan smiled wryly again, "I already owe him too much, twenty years of separation have made me emotionally vulnerable between mother and child, I don't want to see him hurt again, and I don't want to be hurt because of it. There will be even bigger turmoil, so I still hope that you can think rationally and make a prudent decision."
After a pause, Ling Ruonan said again: "I have asked Wu Yue to tell him my thoughts, and I think he should think about it. I took the liberty to come here to find you today, but I hope you can think about it carefully. Of course, I didn't I can't force you to do anything, and I don't want to force you to do anything. I just hope that you can...don't let him get hurt again, okay?"
Listening to Ling Ruonan's similar request, Yang Qingyin couldn't help but have a sore nose and the urge to shed tears, but in the end she just said softly: "Aunt Ling, I fully understand what you mean, don't worry, I'll be sensible about it."