Chapter 1196

What does it feel like to drown?

Mu Zi thought back, and said slowly: "The body became very heavy... water poured in from all directions, the nose and throat were burning hot, and the lungs seemed to be torn apart... the brain was short of oxygen and dizzy, when the pain was over Afterwards, the eyes will turn into darkness, and the whole world will be extremely quiet, as if nothing exists..."

Mu Zening listened intently.

Listening to the woman in front of him, telling him about the experience of death bit by bit.

This feeling made him dazed and confused, he almost unconsciously asked her: "If you hadn't died that day, what would we be like now?"

Mu Zi was dumbfounded, staring at him blankly: "I don't know..."

It never seemed to occur to her how it would have ended differently if she had been safe and sound on the yacht that night.

Will they discover the ambiguous relationship between Mu Zening and Qiao Jingjia?

Will he accept Murong Cheng's pursuit?

"There are no ifs..." Mu Zi said softly, "There will never be ifs in this world..."

Don't think about what if, don't think about it, because besides being confused, you are still confused.

"I was in pain when you died, but I didn't expect that when you came back to life, I would be in more pain." Mu Zening laughed at himself, "Compared with the pain later, I really hope that you were really hurt at that time." Really died... from now on, let me miss, let me recall, and then I will start my new life with a good memory, career or marriage, it will be completely new, not like it is now..."

Mu Zi smiled lightly, and opened her lips that were frozen stiff: "I've let you down..."

Mu Zening looked at her and wanted to say that he was not disappointed.

It is a surprise to be reborn, to bring new life.

He was just disappointed that she was too chic after rebirth, as if she had discarded her old love decisively and cleanly after her life and death, without any burden or burden, she fell in love with others with ease.

How unfair.

She's gone a long way, and he's stuck in place.

If she died, he could recover.

But she lived, and brought a series of humiliation and harm to his life. He couldn't throw it away, avoid it, or let it go. He could only live in the past, a pool of stagnant water.

Mu Zening thought a lot, a lot...

He is neither great nor selfless, even if he once loved, that relationship has long been thinned by hatred, and this thinness is destined to disappear with time.

How much of his love is left?

do not know.

It's just that even if he doesn't love her anymore, he doesn't want to watch her die again.

From the beginning to the end, he just wanted to trap her by his side, for that lost obsession, and for that little bit of dignity left.

In the cold water, there is nowhere to go, and the body temperature is lost quickly.

The ice floes under him and Mu Zi swayed, sank lower and lower, if they continued, maybe they would be drowned without waiting to freeze to death, right?

"Su Zi, don't sleep, Murong Cheng will come to save you." Mu Zening smiled bitterly, "Although that guy is an asshole, he is really good to you."

Mu Zi's eyelids became heavier and heavier, he half opened his eyes and smiled at him.

Mu Zening stared at her in a daze, trying to see that smile carefully.

He moved closer, as if he wanted to kiss her.

Mu Zi was lying on the ice, her body was frozen through, unable to move.

However, his lips stopped when they approached, maybe because he had no strength, or maybe it was because of other reasons... He was so close, his eyes glistened with water, and he seemed to have a thousand words, but in the end he only said One sentence: "I wish I never loved you..."

Mu Zi vaguely realized something.

At this time, Mu Zening let go of his hands.

"Let Tangtang live, I let her kill everyone, she doesn't understand anything..."

As he muttered, his body sank slowly, into the bottomless darkness, and let the icy river water completely submerge him.

Mu Zi stared blankly, tears flowed down unconsciously, her cheeks were cold.

"Nice guy." She murmured.

Something happened recently! Updates are very unstable! It is expected to be updated stably next Tuesday, but I have the final say, I feel like I have ended by then, right? Oh, I'm going to take it easy...