Chapter 326

Zhuang Zhuang thought for a while, then suddenly raised his head and said: "Let Qin Zhi send a pot of wine in, I suddenly want to drink."

Zian stood up, "Okay, I'll go and order, drink some wine."

Drinking can release her emotions, and she hopes that Zhuang Zhuang will stop torturing herself so painfully.

Because the weather was slightly cold, Qin Zhi saw the princess crying again, so he warmed the wine before bringing it over.

"Drink less!" Qin Zhi poured wine for the princess, poured a glass, and put it down again, "Forget it, you can drink as much as you like, when you are drunk, you can beat people if you want to, kill people if you want to kill, We don’t accept this kind of uselessness.”

Qin Zhi's concern for Zhuang Zhuang has surpassed that of a maid for her master. She really loves Zhuang Zhuang.

Zian was moved by this master-servant relationship.

Zhuang Zhuang raised his head and glanced at Qin Zhi, and said softly: "I'm fine, you go out first, Qionghua will be back soon, you go to make arrangements, and let the princess eat here."

"That's good, with the concubine accompanying you, the slaves are also at ease." Qin Zhi went out after finishing speaking.

Zhuang Zhuang picked up the wine, sniffed it, but didn't drink it, she smiled, "In these years, I really seldom drink, but sometimes I drink a few glasses with Lao Qi and the others, and I don't dare to be greedy Ah, some people say that drinking alcohol can relieve eternal sorrows, and those who say these words probably have neither sorrow nor bitterness in their hearts, but when they are drunk, they feel even more uncomfortable, and you can't control your sadness at all."

After hearing this, Zi'an felt a little upset in her heart. How uncomfortable must she feel to have such a profound experience?

"When I'm alone, I don't drink at all. I don't dare. I'm afraid that if I drink, I won't be able to control myself." Her eyes gradually became foggy, but there was still a smile on her face. In the smile, two drops of crystal tears Drop, down the cheeks and into the cup.

She looked up and drank the tears and wine together.

"Believe it or not? I didn't like him at all at the beginning. He was old-fashioned, serious, serious, and unsmiling. At a young age, I just imitated adults and put on a dead face. I don't like such boring people the most. So, he During the first days in the palace, I always bullied him and made fun of him. Once, I deliberately put a snake on his back, just to see what his face was not serious or rigid. of."

The son listened quietly, even if she didn't understand, she didn't ask, she said, it was a way to vent.

"Later it was hell, I actually liked him. When did I find out that I liked him? I also forgot, but I like him, and I can't admit it. As the apple of my eye, my sister-in-law treats me like my daughter. I am the only person in the harem who wants everything from wind to rain. How can I admit that I like him as a piece of wood? Besides, who knows what he thinks? If he If you don't like me, I will die of grief."

Zhuangzhuang poured another glass of wine and drank it. After drinking, he continued to smile and said: "At that time, there were four maids by my side, Qinzhi, Qionghua, Yaozhi, Qingqiu, all of whom were very close to me. It’s good, because we grew up together, they have been by my side since they were seven years old, their status is master and servant, but they are playmates, friends, we grew up together, slowly.”

"As I'm getting older, Xiao Xiao hasn't told me that he likes me yet. I'm anxious, and I remind him both openly and secretly, but I can't understand this elm lump. I'm very angry and feel that he doesn't like me. Me. At that time, the crown prince of Liang State came, and he said that he fell in love with me immediately, proposed marriage to the emperor brother, and wanted to marry me to Liang State. At that time, I was fifteen years old."

Her smile became more and more bitter, and she paused for a long time, with a dazed expression, as if she felt that these things seemed to have happened in her previous life.

"Of course I don't want to get married. I don't want to leave Xiao Xiao. Although he is a wood, even though he didn't say he likes me, I told the emperor that I don't want to marry. The emperor scolded me and said that I was self-willed. I was spoiled, that's when I realized that Brother Huang didn't like me, he even hated me, how ridiculous, I always thought he loved my little sister very much."

"I went back to the palace and cried for a long time. Xiao Xiao kept watching me cry and didn't comfort me. He just stood still like a wooden tree. When I cried enough, he came over..."

The cup in Zhuang Zhuang's hand turned, and his expression finally became sweet, "He immediately hugged me and kissed my lips. He said he was going to beg the emperor and marry me. He After he finished speaking, he left, and he left for a long time, but I didn't come back to my senses, I sat foolishly in front of the dressing table, and saw my face was as red as a boiled shrimp."

She sighed softly, "In retrospect, that was the happiest time for me."

Zi'an looked at her, after a few glasses of wine, her face was now as red as a shrimp, very pretty, Zi'an felt that there was no one more beautiful than her in the world.

Zi'an couldn't help but his eyes turned red, took a deep breath, and suppressed the desire to cry.

Zhuang Zhuang continued: "He went to beg the emperor, how could the emperor agree? He knelt for two days and two nights, without eating a grain of rice or drinking a sip of water, and fainted at the door of the imperial study. The emperor asked Xiao If he continues to act recklessly, he will be deprived of the hereditary title of Marquis of Jingguo. The Xiao family is complaining about him. His father drags him away and beats him in front of the imperial court. His body is covered in blood. Looking at him from behind the column, his eyes were all red, and he yelled at his father, saying he wanted to marry me, the eldest princess, and he would marry me even if he died.”

She suddenly covered her face and burst into tears, tears leaked from her fingers, Zian finally couldn't help it, and cried together with her.

In this way, they really suffered a lot.

After a long time, Zhuang Zhuang calmed down, and continued in a nasal voice: "At that time, Brother Huang told me that if he continued to kneel in front of the hall, he would die, and he would become a sinner of the Xiao family. Kneeling in front of the palace, I begged the emperor to let us go, but the emperor said that the decree has been made and cannot be changed, insisting that I marry to Liang Guo, I compromised, because, if he is dead, it is meaningless for me to live , Moreover, I don't want him to become a sinner of the Xiao family. In order to make Xiao Xiao give up, I told him that I have met the prince of Liang Guo. He is both civil and military, wise and brave, and very handsome and interesting. He, Xiao Xiao didn't believe it, he smashed everything in my palace like crazy, I watched him smash it, and then ordered someone to drive him out. In order to completely convince him, I deliberately confronted Liang in front of him. The Crown Prince embraces each other..."

Zhuang Zhuang raised his red and swollen eyes, his eyes were broken, "He just watched us hugging quietly, he watched us make fun of, for a long time, he left without saying a word."

The heart-wrenching pain in Zhuang Zhuang's tone made Zi'an feel the same, but the story didn't end here abruptly. Later, it was the late emperor who passed away. After the emperor ascended the throne, he canceled the marriage.

This was part of what Zian knew from Murong Jie. She felt that the problem was after the emperor ascended the throne.