Chapter 275 Sorry, Liuli, I’m Dating Qiyue Now

"Liu Li, this is my birthday gift to you. Actually, I'm not very good at giving these things. Most of the gifts A Ling bought for her since she was a child were things I got after asking for her opinion. This bracelet, even if it's my first time. I gave it to you after careful consideration."

"Liuli, don't be sad. In fact, you have done a great job, haven't you? In fact, I don't have much confidence in myself deep down. I don't know if what I said can give you some strength, but I still want to say something to you. Just say, come on."

"Liuli, come on, work hard to do what you want to do, I will support you from behind."

"Liu Li, you are really beautiful, your personality is very gentle, and you are very approachable."

"Liu Li, this is the midnight snack I made for you."

"Liu Li, this is a hairpin for you."

"Liu Li, thank you for the gloves you knitted."

"Liu Li, Liu Li, Liu Li."

The engine roared slightly in the rain, and the rotating wheels crushed the water-stained cement road.

The bus turned and passed the intersection, and the beam of light from the opposite lane passed through the raindrop-filled window behind Amami Kuruuri, illuminating the serious face of Raku Sakakibara in front of him clearly and brightly.

Her sky blue eyes swayed.

Deep in his eyes, he couldn't help but reflect his current appearance.

"Lejun, what are you talking about?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli looked at him dumbfounded.

"I'm sorry, Ruri, I'm also dating Qiyue now." Sakakihara repeated.

July July July

Who is July?

It seems that there are some things that I can’t quite remember.

It seems that that is, that is myself, that is the twin sister who has been with me since childhood

Is my twin sister already dating Lejun?

Tianhai Jiuliuli was not sure whether she was blinded by the loud sound of the rain. She only knew that her shoulders were nervous and trembling, and her hands were subconsciously clutching the milk tea cup that was still emitting residual warmth.

She suddenly laughed:

"Lejun, Lejun, you must be joking."

Yes..Yes, that must be the case.

Lejun, he is just kidding himself

It must be like this.

But the sight of Sakakihara Raku, as if he had really done something sorry for himself, bent his head towards himself, raised his gaze after a moment, and continued to face himself seriously:

"I'm sorry, Liuli, that's the truth."

sorry.?

Sorry, what do you mean?

Are you apologizing to me and then admitting to me that you just made an outrageous joke?

It seems, that's it.

"I am indeed dating Qiyue now. This is something she agreed to, and it is also something I agreed to."

After the milk tea fell, Tianhai Jiuliuli covered her mouth with both hands, the outline of her eyes trembling.

Lejun, what are you talking about?

Tianhai Jiuliuli suddenly noticed that his lips were tightening and twitching. He could not help but let out a slight whimper and leaned back in his seat involuntarily. Until my back touched the cold car wall, and the back of my neck was invaded by the cold air of the rainy day outside the window.

Why should you retreat?

Why cry?

Lejun is clearly kidding me.

Don't understand, not at all.

"Lejun, Lejun, don't make such a joke, okay?"

The girl's voice was gray, and the sound that was completely covered by the bus seemed to hint at the uncontrollable emotions deep in her heart.

Of course, Sakakihara Raku can understand her mood at this moment, and her feelings of wanting to believe it or not being able to believe it.

Sakakihara Raku understood that as long as he said to her, "Yes, I'm just kidding", Ruri would definitely try hard to stop her tears. She would nod to herself with tears in her eyes and say in a choked voice, "Raku-kun is going too far." , how could you make such a joke on me], with this half-joking mentality, he smiled and passed the topic.

And I firmly believe it in my heart.

Because deep down in her heart, Liuli is such a person.

A person who likes to deceive himself, pretend to be himself, and make himself think that he is cared for.

Sakakibara sighed deeply in his heart, took out his mobile phone, and pulled out a sentence sent to him by Amami Nanami.

[Sorry, sister. ]

He put this sentence in front of Tianhai Jiuliuli. The screen illuminated her transfixed face.

Above this sentence, there is the last chat record between Raku Sakakibara and Nanami Nanami, "If you are sure you want to say it, then show this sentence to your sister. Sister, she will understand." ]

Sakakibara stretched out his hand to hold the phone. It was no longer easy to look at Amami Kuruuri's face at this time.

But he could clearly see that her legs were shrinking back, her body was shrinking back, and her whole body was shrinking back.

Jiuliuli is scared.

After a long period of time, even the passengers got off the bus in two batches.

"You lied to me"

Her choked voice sounded in front of him. Sakakihara raised his head and even saw and possibly heard the trembling in her voice.

She is afraid, unwilling to believe, and accepting reality

"You lied to me"

"."

"You lied to me"

"." Sakakibara remained silent, because in this matter, no matter whether he had no official response or not, it was considered a kind of deception. Concealed deception.

"You lied to me"

The girl's repeated voice was choked to the end, and the trembling tears had wet her eyes and fell on her white cheeks. She stared at Sakakibara's cheeks with her red eyes, clenched the pleated skirt on her thighs with both hands, and bit her lips tightly. She was staring at herself, and her expression seemed to squeeze out the pain in her heart. Generally, painful.

Didn’t you promise that you would always support me behind my back?

Amami Kuruuri faced Sakakibara Raku. She wanted to shout out her inner voice to him. She wanted to shout out the most important voice at the moment.

But she found that no matter how hard she tried, no matter how hard she tried to speak, the bitterness in her heart made the muscles in her mouth tighten painfully, as if they were strained.

My chest was breathless, tears couldn't stop falling from my eyes, my throat was sobbing, my hands kept raising to wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes, my eyes kept looking at the street outside the bus, and when I put my hands down, I wanted to go Holding onto something can always be empty. In the panic, all I can see is my vision blurred by tears, blurred by the falling rain outside the car window, so that my eyes are filled with dazzling light spots.

She became anxious. At a loss.

"Liu Li, I know you don't want to listen to me now. But that's the fact. I can only give you half of my care. I respect your thoughts. You want to break up now, and this is the choice you should have."

Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't hear what he said at all. There was only a blurry world in her eyes, and in her ears there were only chaotic sounds that were neutralized by the sound of rain and engines. She closed her eyes, as if she wanted to confine all the sadness in her heart

But that voice and those words are still lingering in my mind.

[Sorry, sister. ]

[Sorry, sister. ]

[Sorry, sister. ]

[Sorry, sister. ]

Only this sentence kept echoing in my mind.

He is lying to me. Is his tenderness towards me all fake? Is this revenge for me cheating on him? Has he still not forgiven me?

Don't know, don't understand, don't understand.

Why is it July? Didn't she give up?

Doesn't my brother like me?

Will you always support me?

Didn’t you say you would always take me forward with you?

Doesn't he like me?

[Sorry, sister. ]

These words were like a magic spell, mixed with various thoughts that suddenly burst out from Tianhai Jiuliuli's heart.

Her body was restless, and she stood up suddenly, holding the cold bus handrail with her weak hands. She hurriedly looked for a place to escape in her sight, leaving behind her bow bag, school bag, and Raku Sakakihara was sitting next to her. She ignored the curious looks from the passengers around her and staggered to the car door, covering her crying face. The moment the bus door opened, she hit it and rushed out in an instant in the pouring rain.

"Liu Li!"

People around me were shouting, cars that stopped suddenly were honking their horns, and the driver of the car stuck his head out and loudly complained about his dissatisfaction.

But these are not important anymore.

*

The rain soaked into the body, and the wet coat and white shirt clinging to the skin were so sticky that the whole body became more and more uncomfortable.

cold.

very cold

The body is shaking with cold.

Why is it so cold?

The perspective is fixed on the ground, where rainwater splashes and gathers into a stream. They carry dust and gravel, paper scraps and leaves, and flow toward the rainwater outlet in a thin flow.

My own eyes can only see this piece of things that have not been left behind.

Tianhai Jiuliuli hugged her legs among the accumulated water pipes in the park. In the darkness, her eyes were full of lifelessness and helplessness.

My hair was wet, and so were my clothes and skirts.

She didn't know what she should do.

I don’t know how I should cope with my current emotions.

I don't know how I can keep going.

Mom, you lied to yourself.

Sister, you lied to yourself.

My brother also lied to himself.

Everyone seems to be very happy.

Everyone seems to be very happy.

Usually at home, everyone seems to talk a lot.

The younger sister would quarrel with Suzu-chan, the older brother would stop them in time when they were about to get into trouble, and he himself.

What can I do?

I don’t know how to interrupt myself

I only have to help my brother wash vegetables and dishes, and do these trivial things.

Don't know what to do.

How should we talk about love?

How do you show kindness to others?

What words can I say to make him feel that I like him?

I don’t know. I don’t know anything. I can’t do many things, and I don’t dare to take the initiative to do many things.

I can only help my brother fold a pile of clothes, organize the leaders, and do these trivial things.

It's really a small thing.

Everyone is actually tired of me, right?

Everyone, you actually hate me, right?

After all, everyone knows their true heart. They are not as gentle, not as grand, and not as dignified on the outside.

Qi Qi Qiu also resented herself for robbing her favorite person.

It's all false.

That must be the case.

That must be the case.

That must be the case.

redundant

By the way, I should be the kind of "extra" person.

If he didn't exist, Qiyue would definitely receive more attention, and Qiyue and his brother would definitely be happy.

The two people's personalities are very compatible. They often quarrel and tease each other, and then get back together harmoniously.

As for myself, I couldn't say anything.

Don't know what to say.

After saying that, I was worried about making my brother unhappy.

She doesn't look like a sister in July at all.

No wonder I can't compare to my sister.

redundant, redundant, redundant

These two words have been lingering in my mind. Mom, dad, aunt, Qiyue, Ling, brother, they all kept saying these two words to themselves in cold voices, even Tianhai Jiuliuli buried his head in Even burying it deepest in the leg cannot eliminate this indelible curse.

She cried again.

so cold

It's raining, it's really cold

*

Liuli, ran away.

Sakakihara understood that this was a natural result, because he did the same thing when he faced a reality he didn't want to accept - he ran away from everything.

So the moment she ran off the bus into the rainy day, Sakakibara Raku also quickly took her bow bag and schoolbag and ran off the bus.

The streets in the port area are dazzlingly bustling at night, but after all, it is a sudden rainy day. There are not many pedestrians on the streets at this moment, only various shops with bright red lights, and people driving on the driveway with their low beams on. Various cars passed by.

He watched with his own eyes as Tianhai Jiuliuli ran straight to the opposite side of the street, regardless of the risk of being hit by a car, and disappeared from sight along the reflective street trees soaked by the rain.

He took a step to catch up, but his way was blocked by several cars honking their horns to warn him.

In front is a residential area with a large number of one-family houses.

Facing various trails with no clue of the left and right directions, Sakakibara could only carry large and small bags of things while asking passers-by while continuing to look for her traces.

But every time the passers-by asked, they just shook their heads in a shy manner after being asked. They seemed to be very afraid of trouble, and they all refused to answer Sakakibara's questions.

This reminded him of a saying that most people in Tokyo are emotionally indifferent.

In this materialistic city, money is what they pursue.

For them, money and their own desires are the most enjoyable things in their lives.

——Sakakihara Raku is very worried about Ruri being met by such a person.

[When Liuli is sad, where will she go? ]

Helplessly, Sakakihara Raku, whose hair got wet while running, had no choice but to take out his mobile phone and type a question to Nanamiyue on the screen full of water drops.

Fortunately, Qi Mingyue seemed to be paying attention to her phone, and she quickly replied:

[My sister likes to go to smaller, narrower places, which gives her a sense of security. ]

Small places, narrow places, this residential area is full of them!

I didn't get any useful information, but I couldn't stop running.

There was no other way, so Sakakihara had no choice but to put away her phone, hold an umbrella, and continue running forward.

The phone rang again.

It’s still Qimingyue.

[Sister ran out? ]

[Um. ]

[Did you go after it? ]

[Definitely went. ]

Tianhai Qimingyue did not reply to messages.

Sakakihara Raku didn't want to say anything more, so he moved on. He turned several alleys without seeing any trace of Kuruuri. It wasn't until Raku Sakakibara was stopped by an old woman who was standing on the balcony on the second floor collecting clothes that he realized that a girl wearing the same school uniform as him had just walked towards the park. Ran over there.

"Thank you, mother-in-law."

"Are you having a conflict? Go and coax her out. Little girls are the most vulnerable nowadays."

"I know."

After nodding and thanking the old lady on the balcony, Sakakibara ran towards the location of the small park he heard just now.

He just ran to the park.

Sure enough, under a tree, he saw half a black round-toed leather shoe sticking out of a cement pipe.

He slowed down and approached the cement pipe. .

After arriving here, he could already see half of the girl's feet. He bent down, held the edge of the pipe, and looked inside.

Tianhai Jiuliuli is here.

The wet girl hugged her legs that were scratched by bushes, and her slender figure was soaked with water spots. In addition to the increasingly black Western-style jacket, there was also a white that revealed the color of her skin. shirt. The red tie was disheveled.

She hugged her legs and buried her head. Her messy flaxen hair had long lost its former beauty, and her figure was pitiful and pitiful.

The girl didn't notice her arrival at all.

Fortunately, this pipe was big enough to accommodate two people at the same time. Sakakihara put away his umbrella, bent down and went in, and came to sit next to her.

Sakakibara looked at the girl sitting next to him with her legs crossed.

There were drops of water dripping from her flaxen hair, and the originally dry cement pipes were also wet from the rainwater on her body.

Sakakihara Raku could see that the area under her body was wet.

"I don't know what to do."

A small voice came, and Sakakibara was sure that Amami Kuruuri, who was hugging his legs and burying his head, was talking to him.

"Is it."

"what should I do.?"

Sakakibara put his hands on his upright knees, raised his head and looked at the circular pipe above his head. Raindrops were falling in the sky that was cut across by the curved outline. The night was silent, except for the sound of rain and the sound of people behind him. The whistling sound of the tram came from somewhere, and the joking sound of a warm family not far away.

Under the rain in this lonely park, the distant night lights of Tokyo appear particularly bright in the dark night.

Sakakihara looked into the distance and said, "I don't know either. After all, this is your own choice, Ruri."

".I don't want to see you."

"I understand. But Liuli should go home now."

"Home? I don't have a home."

Tianhai Jiuliuli's voice became smaller and smaller, reaching the point where it was almost inaudible.

".Then at least you can't stay here. Don't get caught in the rain and end up in the hospital with a cold."

If it were the ordinary Tianhai Jiuliuli, she would definitely be happy. She blushed to show that she was cared about and felt very happy. But now her heart was as cold as clothes soaked by the rain.

"Hospitalized. You wouldn't come to see me even if you were hospitalized."

"What do Liuli think? Do you think my previous behavior towards you and my thoughts towards you were all fake?"

"."

"If you really think that, I will try to defend you."

Tianhai Jiuliuli clenched his hands a little tighter.

Why, why are you still saying this to me?

Why are you still coming to me?

Why do you have to explain it in front of me?

Isn't it better to just leave it alone?

I really hope I didn't hear what he just said to me.

He was obviously so happy just now.

Obviously just now she felt warm, happy and happy because he came to pick her up.

Obviously, he thought Qi Mingyue had given up because she had been inactive recently.

It was clear that a second ago, she wanted to confess to him and want to continue with him forever.

I want to get married and spend this life happily and quietly.

He works outside, and he is willing to cook a meal at home and wait for him to come home.

Run together, shoot arrows together, play games together

But why, why, why is this happening?

Tianhai Jiuliuli suddenly reached out and pulled on the outside of the cement pipe, stretched out his feet, and stood in the rain again.

Sakakihara Raku noticed her movement, picked up the umbrella, and then stood beside her.

The raindrops hit the umbrella surface, making a "bang" sound.

Amami Kuruuri's head was lowered, her hair was wet from the rain, and Sakakihara Raku couldn't see her expression or her appearance clearly.

".Go to the hotel."

"You don't want to go home today?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't say anything, but just walked forward on his own, his shoes clicking on the wet park lawn.

Sakakibara continued to follow.

*

Jiu Liuli remained silent, and Sakakihara knew she needed to calm down now.

So after finding the things she had thrown in the grass, Sakakihara followed her wish and came to a nearby hotel. As soon as he arrived at the hotel door, Sakakibara remembered that the clothes the two of them were wearing were school uniforms. Although an ID card is not required to open a hotel room in Japan, and there is no such thing as an ID card, the front desk will not open a room for two high school students for no reason.

".Love hotel."

Tianhai Jiuliuli, who was behind her, spoke in such a low voice again. She shrank her shoulders and hugged one of her arms.

Sakakibara had no choice but to find a love hotel and enter it.

The difference between a love hotel is that it takes care of the guests' privacy and does not have a front desk on duty.

Find the hotel on the software, pay online or use a self-service machine to pay, and you will get a room card.

Looking at the various themes in the love hotel, Sakakihara chose the most ordinary room, and then brought Amami Kuruuri in.

Although it is an ordinary suite, the lighting inside is still a bit ambiguous, with purple and blue colors, especially the large down bed.

On the crystal coffee table of the TV, there are various fruits covered with films, and there is a fruit knife next to it.

After Sakakihara entered, he put down his wet bow bag and school bag, and took off his coat at the same time.

He saw Tianhai Jiuliuli standing there, her body trembling uncontrollably because of the cold.

"It seems you can order food here. I'll order you some dinner and some hot drinks to warm you up. You can take a bath now. Be careful not to stand here all the time, so you don't catch a cold."

"."

Amami Kuruuri still didn't respond. After looking at the cold face that she never wanted to face, Sakakihara turned around and prepared to walk out of the room.

His hand just touched the door handle.

"Lejun."

"how--"

Sakakihara Raku heard her voice as thin as a mosquito, turned around and faced her again. But after seeing the scene in front of him clearly, he involuntarily stopped where he was. His face was calm.

In front of him, Tianhai Jiuliuli, who was all wet and dewy in his school uniform, had his head lowered, his face was dark and could not be seen at all, and he was holding a sharp fruit knife with the plastic sheath open.